listen the most delusional thing youve stated is that youve done the social butterfly thing, the fun guy.
pal you never have floated like a butterfly and you never will I can tell just from this post.
youve never been arsed to make an effort, you prefer to stand aloft from those you see as 'beautiful people' and you adopt such a 'holier than thou' manner that youve made it impossible for yourself to do anything- afraid even to make an idiot of yourself trying- you are no fun guy mate- you make out that everyone around you is boring when its you that is boring.
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29 Sep 2011 1:52PM
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29 Sep 2011 2:35PM
OP:
I never said I WAS a social butterfly. I've TRIED to be one. I've never been that social of a person, though not for lack of trying. Fact is, it just never really worked. I am, in fact, not that kind of a person. So yes, I prefer to be apart from people. Not so much because I see myself as better or worse than them, but because I don't think it's worth it. Hell, the best 'friend' I've ever had was one who stopped contacting me the moment I was in the hospital because it was too much of a bother.
You're probably correct on the entire 'scared' thing, though. The prospect of any kind of relationship really doesn't appeal to me at all, since I can't really see any substantial upsides to compensate for the enormous downside. Who knows? More importantly, who cares? Replies on a porn sites' forum aren't going to change my life for the better or worse either way. In the end, this entire thread is just a way for myself to get things off my chest.
