It's been almost a year. Can we get an update?
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14 May 2018 12:04AM
Sure. I'm still enjoying my 'double life', so to speak. It's been sort of like a breath of fresh air for me, an outlet for things in myself thatare very complicated, just like this site is for me in another way. It almost feels as if the parts of me that don't 'fit' with the overall person that I am are able to go out to play instead of having to be trapped and suppressed in me so that my regular life actually benefits from it a lot. My relationship with my partner, who still isn't aware of my other hobbies, is stronger than ever and I feel it's directly related to my extracurricular interests. My group of playmates varied a bit earlier on but for the past few months it's been a solid group and I really feel like we all truly are good friends even without the sexual aspects. In addition to myself, we have a homoflexible/fluid man, a bisexual man with a hetero lean, and a bi-exploring/unsure man. They're all nice gents, and all of us (my partner and her best friend included) spend a lot of social time together going to movies and all of that nice stuff.
Sexually speaking, I've still never let a man penetrate me except orally and my playmates are respectful of my wants and needs, which is of course why they got to play with me in the first place. Orgasming while fellating a man has become easy and intense, and we play together as often as we can which tends to be once a week or so due to everyone's different schedules, usually Saturdays. One-on-one is much less difficult to arrange and so that happens more frequently, often during slow times at work. It isn't always to orgasm for any of us, it's just very nice for me to have a chance to suckle for a bit, it works as a perverse pacifier for me if that makes any sense. And, obviously, it's nice for them as well. It's a very casual relationship, which I like, and that aspect has allowed me to focus my deeper passions on my partner while keeping lighter things between the boys and I. Because of that, as I mentioned earlier not only is my emotional relationship with her so much stronger and better but our sex is enhanced powerfully by it since my little kink stays satisfied and so when I go to bed with her, I'm 100% starving for not only another woman but her in particular. It's an odd journey for sure, but thank you for your interest in joining me on it. ♥
