I wish to confess something to my Master. I felt it again the chase for Your lustful eyes on me and the drop when I realize not even that makes my Master in mood. Why can't I be just calm about it when I can't help You with Your stressed and Your mood? You were right I keep trying and trying. But I felt such low afterwards. Like very happy I scored that perverted video for You because I lovee being Your good girl and loveee our playful. But thinking that I have no idea when and powerless to do something about Your mood feels like.. well sucks. It kinda takes away the fun playful sparking sensation. Hmm.. that cab task, with You peeking while busy and task from last night. Soooo different sensation! I do miss playful to be kept and flowing and happening. My mind always struggles to grasp and understand, why do we say no to fun. Not matter of space or busy. Matter of like just keeping some little flame of passion and fun alive, you know. I love it, all around i see people frustrated and drained and cant comprehend why not doing some effort to keep some fun alive. All the mischief we did and doing and so on, the passion around it and creating our own rules and world, it's like a fresh breeze in daily life. I don't get it why not having it
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I imagined You being there not saying anything and just watching me squirm or begging for any instruction and You just observing me. Hot very hot because just the presence makes a huge difference. I do know how much You like that, and so do I. I read something the other day and it reminded me of that. Something very kinky, it does open the horizon. And makes me curious
comes to my mind. Exposure and let's say very very uncomfortable exposure, like when slave is given by her Master and things in that alley. I could label that with. Intense, humiliating, power exchange, ownership, crawling, hot, tormenting, lustful, lovely crawling, and so on. But take away attention from your Master when being in any kind of exposing situation. Without any kind of attention. It feels like deep punishment. And furthermore lol.. we know how it feels for me when I think I am being not good and punished .. i don't like being bad girl, sucks
