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The fact that you are here is proof that you really truly DO want to be alive, if the opposite were true you would just go away.

nothing but shit in my life, since i can remember. when there is something good its shortlived, and when it crumbles it leavs even more shit in its wake

nothing but shit in my life, since i can remember. when there is something good its shortlived, and when it crumbles it leavs even more shit in its wake

nothing but shit in my life, since i can remember. when there is something good its shortlived, and when it crumbles it leavs even more shit in its wake

nothing but shit in my life, since i can remember. when there is something good its shortlived, and when it crumbles it leavs even more shit in its wake

dude, life gets better. don't give up. we all have our problems too.

nothing but shit in my life, since i can remember. when there is something good its shortlived, and when it crumbles it leavs even more shit in its wake

Dude listen I understand thats how my life has been but I don't want to take my life why? cause it would hurt all the people around me and besides there is always a light at the end of the tunnel you have to push past all the shit to get to that light and once you get to it everything will be fine so never give up.

Well then think of how shitty the average day is and realize that half of them are shittier than that, a good day is only going to be marginally better, that doesn't leave much room for REALLY good days. You have to take the bad with the good, at least you have access to a computer and a place to sit.

rofl...its hilarious that people take these threads seriously. Dude, either go to a shrink, or buy a 12 gauge and a box of slugs, and go home and give your new friend a blowjob. In either case, bringing that here is ridiculous.

You don't want to be alive. What other fucking reason do you need you fucking pussy? Do it mother fucker or I'll do it for you.

nothing but shit in my life, since i can remember. when there is something good its shortlived, and when it crumbles it leavs even more shit in its wake

Can I have you stuff if you do?

i absouloutly serious, i havent done it yet because good things do happen that bring me out of suicidal thoughts. but as ive explained those good things tend to leave me even worse off when they fall apart

i absouloutly serious, i havent done it yet because good things do happen that bring me out of suicidal thoughts. but as ive explained those good things tend to leave me even worse off when they fall apart

i absouloutly serious, i havent done it yet because good things do happen that bring me out of suicidal thoughts. but as ive explained those good things tend to leave me even worse off when they fall apart

if you really wanted to kill yourself, youd do it. you just want to be coddled like a baby

i absouloutly serious, i havent done it yet because good things do happen that bring me out of suicidal thoughts. but as ive explained those good things tend to leave me even worse off when they fall apart

i absouloutly serious, i havent done it yet because good things do happen that bring me out of suicidal thoughts. but as ive explained those good things tend to leave me even worse off when they fall apart

Why do you keep fucking flooding this shit? You just want attention.. i'm here to fap, not listen to some chode cry about his life

More air for me

Life is like a movie. If you've sat through more than half of it and it has sucked every second so far, chances are it's not going to get great right at the very end and make it all worthwhile for you.
noone should blame you for walking out early.

-doug stanhope

Attention whore! (cough)

The only thing that keeps me from killing myself is the chance that I might get a red ryder bb gun that I've always wanted for christmas.

Unfortunately coming here is probably the worst place to get help. Most of the clowns on here are fucking piece of shit nobodies who could care less about anyone but themselves. The fact everything here is mostly Anonymous so people blurt out all kinds of hate.

I would check out some message boards online (google search) and you can join a group and talk about your problems. Also talk to someone close to you and have them go with you to a doctor and get real help.

Again, I see some of the comments left for you, whether or not this is a troll post, people leaving rotten comments shows their not people at all. Just gutless pieces of shit. There's help out there for you and you might not want to hear it while your feeling this way, but there is something to live for. Going through all the shit, mistakes, makes you who you are today. Don't give up just yet.

Unfortunately coming here is probably the worst place to get help. Most of the clowns on here are fucking piece of shit nobodies who could care less about anyone but themselves. The fact everything here is mostly Anonymous so people blurt out all kinds of hate.

I would check out some message boards online (google search) and you can join a group and talk about your problems. Also talk to someone close to you and have them go with you to a doctor and get real help.

Again, I see some of the comments left for you, whether or not this is a troll post, people leaving rotten comments shows their not people at all. Just gutless pieces of shit. There's help out there for you and you might not want to hear it while your feeling this way, but there is something to live for. Going through all the shit, mistakes, makes you who you are today. Don't give up just yet.

just hang on life gets better

i hate to say this but i dont give a fuck eather way kill yourself or dont. and go get help. i dont care eather way.

You morons fell for a troll!!! I WIN!

Wile e coyote sling shot yourself off a high cliff and video record it, with a note to post it on this web site, so the rest of us can have a reson to live and laugh!

I'm sorry I was thinking about cats again.

if you wanted to die you would of done it 12 years ago shit happen to everybody good or bad you fight and win

I'm just so tired of everything. I'm so tired of people saying it will all be fine, just go do something to make yourself happy, all this shit. I'm tired of it and fuck you you can't have my things. Fuck you all, enjoy your shit lives...im gonna do it now

If you're gonna do it, go for it. But you should have the common decency to use a method where a family member doesn't have to find your corpse and deal with a lifetime of trauma over it. I don't begrudge anyone the right to suicide (your life is your life, after all), but you shouldn't do it in a way that's discourteous to the people you care about.

Thank you all for your input. I ended up killing myself, and I feel so much better!

Don't do it. And don't listen to the idiots that say do it if you feel it. You have a full life to live. Go out to a bar with a group of your friends and have fun. Trust me, it will be the best day of your life!

Life is too precious to throw away. You can do it bro! Go out and try the things in life you were to afraid to do.

I know you're kinda like "WTF does this guy know?" I thought about suicide when I was younger. I got in a really bad car accident where I could have died( highway car flipped). Not only did I stop thinking about suicide but I lived my life to the fullest and I hung out more with my friends and lived a bit more on the edge.(Not drugs or anything bad but like partying and stuff because I was a huge shut-in nerd before)

Don't throw away life. Live hard!

Start drinking, heavily, fuck lots of trailer park trash and be happy.

your right, i've called the police, im sure they're coming now, my family won't find my body but i will be dead.... i've decided on pistol as my choice. thanks for the help

I'll be honest, if you think your life is shit, its probably 10 times worse than you think it is. Probably no one cares about you, and you are probably fairly unproductive with life in general. I would just do it, but don't screw up doing it and accidentally live, then you will just be another screw up. Take a 12 gauge to the mouth and end your misery. I'm sure death can't be as bad your miserable existence here. Good luck and happy dying.

You definitely want to be stopped. That is the only explanation why you keep going, "You don't think I'll do it? I can do it. I'm gonna do it." You're a fucking broken record. People write suicide notes or posts because they want someone to try to stop them.

Guess what, you attention whore. I'm done listening to your bluffing. If you're going to do it, just do it already, if that's what you think is going to make you happy. Otherwise, put a little goddamn effort into fixing your life.

Either way, shut the fuck up.

Look, I was where you are two and a half years ago. My whole life was shit, I had pissed it all away and there was no way it was going to get any better. For a couple/few weeks I was nothing but a ball of anxiety and depression, trying to figure out the best way to die. When I settled on my method--which I have not shared and will not--I knew that I was either going to do it or get help.

Everything isn't rosy now, but it's a hell of a lot better than it was then. I saw a social worker at a local clinic, told her I was depressed, waited for her to ask if I was suicidal and admitted it, knowing I would be hospitalized. It was a long time before I could see the light at the end of the tunnel. But before I saw it, once my trained "helpers" as my Social Worker called them, helped me through the crisis with meds and a therapeutic environment, I accepted the mere possibility that there COULD be a light at the end of the tunnel. I didn't see it then, and I didn't know where it was, what it would look like or how on earth I would ever get there.

But I knew that the chances of anything good ever happening were zero if I was too dead to know the difference. As long as I lived, the mere possibility of improvement down the road was an infinitely brighter prospect than the mere cessation of misery hoped for from death. You only get one shot at this. If you're not happy with where your life is or is going, change it. Live Life or DIE TRYING. DON'T throw away the ONLY chance you have because so far you haven't figured out how to get out of the shit. Because if you give in, game over, no reroll.

Call 911, tell them you need help because you're depressed out of your mind and you want to die. That choice alone is the first step to taking control of the rest of your life. It might have been the first good choice I made in my whole life. Once I was hospitalized, they put me on meds and I got a decent sleep for the first time in months.... most of every day for the first week. Then it's just one step at a time building a better understanding of how YOU really can CHOOSE to make your life better.

Not only is there a light at the end of the tunnel, once you get the big picture, you see that it's MOSTly light. The tunnel only LOOKs cold and dark and infinitely long from where you are now... that isn't going to make sense to you right now, sounds like blowing smoke up your ass... you don't have to believe or accept or understand what I mean by that. Just realize that you have a choice to make. The most important choice of your life.

You can choose to accept that there probably is some kind of light at the end of the tunnel, even if you don't know what it looks like or how you're going to get there. That there are people who will help you once you ask for it.

Or you can choose to give up this incredible opportunity, this vast crazy roller coaster miracle of life, the only one you'll ever have. Give up any possibility of experiencing joy, pleasure, contentment, ecstasy, cheerfulness, calmness, happiness, ebullience, liberation, validation, love, lust or anything worth experiencing, all because you're in a shitty place, and it's hard to see anything but shit from that shitty place. Just to be rid of the boredom or sadness or loneliness or hurt or anger or fear of failure, fear of success, whatever miseries seem right now to so overwhelm your senses. Get some help, you can get past the misery and start appreciating the small doses of awe that make life worth living.

LIVE LIFE OR DIE TRYING

NEVER GIVE UP

I used to feel the same, a lot. Having undiagnosed bi polar 2 didn't help, but one day a friend said to me the only reason to kill yourself is if you have done and achieved all you want to in life. I realised that I didn't have to feel trapped any more, between the choruses of suicide and ruining my families life, or living a miserable life myself. But by but I was able to make things better and gettig a job in one of the helping industries helped- knowing there were people worse off than me and I was being useful to them

Whe I got diagnosed with bi polar 2, I was able to get the right help and turn my life around even thigh at first I thought it was a scary thing to have a label like that.

Sometimes I still think there's no point but I chugg along and don't get bogged downon the thought, it is just a thought.

Mindfulness training and the against the stream podcasts (google it with the name Noah Levine) helped lots too

I slept, and dreamed that life was beauty;
I woke, and found that life was duty.
Was thy dream then a shadowy lie?
Toil on, sad heart, courageously,
And thou shall find thy dream to be
A noonday light and truth to thee.

Any updates. Or pics?

you have a purpose in life by God. seek him out and he will come to you.

just slit your throat you whining little runt

Are you male or female?

My aunt and cousin (female)found my male cousin two weeks dead hanging in his flat. So much trauma is still around 10/12 or more years later. Its okay for the deceased they are out of it we think, but those left behind are left confused and hurting, we,d smoke and have a drink hang out together never heard him mention it once, never. Hearing he,d bailed out it was a body blow, the fact is you speak of it so that is good, once your doing that your not....
Only you Know what makes you have those dark thoughts you probably can get help with the issue if its not some terminal illness type thing, what happened at twelve years of age might be blocked out by hypnosis, please don't do it you never know whats around the corner, maybe your turn for bliss-full joy and happiness, the lover to take your heart away, what ever. Your not a quitter I feel it, people do care you only need to find them... Best of luck on the rest of your journey.

Do it pussy

Cheery bye. Missing you already.

Well that is the goal of porn and sin . To destroy you. If you let it destroy you it will just go after its next prey.