Nah, nothing along your interests domn sorry. My son's a grown man now who left home 6 months ago; I never ever punished him but did have discipline. Been nice with everyone I guess and found it fulfilling in a way, but never got a taste of being bad and self-centered, which seemed to work well for others. I know my kindness/weakness was taken advantage of many times but I always had more to give.
Now I get out a bit more but it's not the same as early days, now I'm a grandad. Still like to nibble on a taut youthful perineum and pussy, though if I said that in public now it'd put a lot of listeners off their dinner, just because I have a few grey hairs. That's all I meant - They write you off, but it may not be too late to be a lion for a while before old age kicks in for real. It helps to have a skill to carry into dotage.