I question the value of spending my youth being nice and kind, raising one good son, filtering my perverted side and towing the line all the way. Now it's time to embrace being a dirty old weird guy. That seems to be the category I'm expected to comply with, so why not enjoy it? Better than becoming bitter I guess.
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Nah, nothing along your interests domn sorry. My son's a grown man now who left home 6 months ago; I never ever punished him but did have discipline. Been nice with everyone I guess and found it fulfilling in a way, but never got a taste of being bad and self-centered, which seemed to work well for others. I know my kindness/weakness was taken advantage of many times but I always had more to give.
Now I get out a bit more but it's not the same as early days, now I'm a grandad. Still like to nibble on a taut youthful perineum and pussy, though if I said that in public now it'd put a lot of listeners off their dinner, just because I have a few grey hairs. That's all I meant - They write you off, but it may not be too late to be a lion for a while before old age kicks in for real. It helps to have a skill to carry into dotage.