I need to confess something.
I do things on cam with an older guy.
We have known eachother a few months, since like July and we are really good friends. We are like best friends, actually.
He's in his 20's and is 10 years older than me. But we do erotic roleplaying sometimes and on weekends sometimes I'll masturbate on cam for him, while he jerks off. Its so hot when he comes...
When I'm older I want him to take my virginity.
I've never told anyone else.
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10 Mar 2012 4:15PM
do you care if he records your webcam? pretty much every person who knows that capping exists figures out how to cap.
i know a similar story to yours and the guy has been recording the girl for three years and never has admitted it once.
she wants him to take her virginity too.
he swore long ago that he didnt record her, and while that might seem like a harmless lie, that was the foundation of her trusting him so much more than anyone else she would talk to.
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10 Mar 2012 4:33PM
Who cares if he records it - so long as he doesn't post it without the girl's ok.
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10 Mar 2012 6:40PM
I think it's funny that y'all assume this was written by a girl, because "she" didn't commit the cardinal sin of identifying "her" gender.
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10 Mar 2012 6:52PM
Yeah I won't tell anyone my gender, location, age or whatever.
Theres no point really.
And yeah I really wouldn't mind if he recorded it. Aslong as no one else ever, ever saw it. The first time I ever did cammed with him, I made sure, I asked him to show me his screen and he seemed really upset that I asked. We had been friends for quite a while before that.
And I know you can just say all you like about men taking advantage of younger people, and that they could be recording or whatever. But I can genuinely tell you I don't believe for a second that he has ever shown or told anyone else.
If he does, I have pictures of him that I could use to get revenge on him and ruin his career/family/ etc life, but I don't ever think I would ever need to do that.
I'm not a stupid person. I very rarely trust anyone.
But he was and still is my best friend. We have an extremely strange relationship but I kind of like it that way. I know a lot about him, and he has told me things he hasn't told anyone else.
And the things we do... I would never give that up for anything. Sometimes we don't do anything for a few weeks and I miss it a lot. But yeah, its weird even reading what I've typed or this confession or anything because no one else knows. Not my friends, family, anyone. So this feels really strange but kind of good.
Its all anonymous anyway!
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11 Mar 2012 5:18AM
Okay this will sound really geeky...
Ridiculously geeky actually.
But just bear with me okay?
We actually met playing world of Warcraft! We made friends because the "guild leader was a bit of a pervert and ge had tried to do some stuff with me and I got really freaked out, and I was in a skype call with the guy and another girl and I told then everything. They both seemed really shocked and they talked to the guild leader and made it stop.
The guy stopped plating the game but we really hit it off Md talked nearly every day, we talked about our favourite movies and music and where we live, (I'm Scottish, he's Belgian) and I'd seen him on facebookso I knew he was... Hot. Dark hair, tall, strong jaw.
So we had been talking fir a few months and he asked if I liked him, and I said yes. He said he liked me too, but that he was confused and thought it was wrong to like someone my age. So he didn't talk to me for a little bit.
Then we talked again and I tried to erp with him and he didn't want to at first, but over time we started doing it.
Then one day he said he had some pictures and if I ever wanted to see he'd show me them. I said no, but then I got really curious. I asked him again and he said no but I changed his mind and I saw it... It was amazing. Big, thick, it must be like 8 inches... And then that night we started camming... But I stayed under my civets and didn't show him anything for a long time.
So that's how it all started anyway.
