Mom you're the only person I masterbate to. It started when I started masturbating to aunt Amy. Imaging her give me head. Then one day I while I was masturbating to a picture of aunt Amy and for some reason images of you giving me head kept going through my mind. I didn't like it at first but I couldn't stop thinking about it. I ended cumming thinking about you and I felt disgusted with myself. That night when everyone was asleep I couldn't stop thinking about you so I went into the laundry room and grabbed a pair of your clean panties and started masturbating with them. Then I saw your dirty panties and picked them up and smelled them then I saw on the crotch of the panties dried up crusty stains that came from your vagina and I put the crotch of your panties in my mouth and sucked on them getting all of it in my mouth now knowing how your vagina taste. I ejaculated in your clean panties and put them back. From there I masterbated to you more and more now you're the only person I masterbate to and I want more than to fuck you. I want to make sweet passionate love to you and I want you to look me in the eyes when I cum and shoot my seed inside you filling you up. I honestly want a relationship with you. I want to marry you and make love to you every day multiple times a day. 

What would you do if you caught me being a sissy fag like this? I want to know how you would use me. You can see how much I love that 13" inside me. 

I like when my Master is rude, i like when he is mean and plays with me me. Like cat plays with her food. I love how he has the ability to het me on the cliff of mischief and naughty madness and chaos. Holds me there making me dance and then at times let my toes slip a little so i feel the fall. He makes it so addictive, it touches deep devotion towards what He likes what would deeply please Him. It makes me wet taste of His rude creative mind, and the ways He leads me into new experiences. There is always some new development around play things He uses to play with me and it's a little bit of crazy development this time. Makes me blush and little bit ashamed fact I say yes to almost everything.. everything that my Devil might like and want. But all this little fuck tou knows right now, it was very tasty the last few months and inspiring and that I love when you make my mind conflicted and begging inside of intense desire to please 
Why does my desire to fulfill Your fantasies gets punished?
What is the thing I do badly? 
How much I have to miss the unique intensity we create?
Am I being punished for my addiction towards the Devil?

I have a confession and I do not know how to approach my next move.. last Friday I caught my boyfriend using a home made glory hole in our garage that led to more.

So let me set the scene.. we recently had some neighborhood kids messing with our house and we installed a camera system on the outside. I bought an extra few cameras for inside the house as well just in case. I put one in our garage because my boyfriend is always out there building things, working out, watching TV, drinking beers, etc. and I was going to use it to talk to him.

One day he was messing around with the old doors we replaced inside the lower level of our house and I didn't think anything of it. The next day I go to work and I am sitting at my desk and my phone pings saying their is motion in the driveway. I pull up the phone app thinking one of the neighbor kids is getting up to no good again and I was shocked to see a random person's car in the driveway next to my boyfriend's. He didn't tell me he wasn't going to work today.. A few moments later another ping goes off on my phone saying motion in the garage. So I open the app again assuming my boyfriend is in the garage and I was going to ask why he was home. He was in the garage alright and before I could say something, I noticed a makeshift door and wall in the corner of the garage near the door to the outside. Inside this door was about a 3" hole and my boyfriend was sitting there right next to the hole. I gazed at my phone trying to figure out what was exactly going on here. What happened next made me almost vomit at my desk. A cock entered the hole and he started to stroke it.

My boyfriend looked genuinely excited. Zero hesitation what-so ever, as if he has done this a million times. He stroked this anonymous dick in the wall then leaned over and wrapped his lips on the cock head. I watched in awe as he swallowed this guy's load and he smiled afterwards as if he won an award. Another ping went off notifying the driveway camera again. The stranger got into his car, a blue chevy sedan, and left. Not a minute later, a silver ford pickup pulled in the vacant spot. Out walked a man in a black hoodie and hat and entered through the garage door. Garage camera pinged now, and I watched again as my now ~gay~ boyfriend eagerly accept this man's cock down his throat.

I wanted to leave my job so bad and head home to bust him in the act. However I couldn't, especially if I am going to leave him, I am going to need my job to provide for me. I ignored my phone and tried my best to stay focused on my work, holding back the deep pain in my gut knowing what I just witnessed. My phone pinged every 10 minutes until lunch time. By the time I was able to grab my phone and look, there was 14 camera notifications.. 7 for the driveway and 7 for the garage. Each notification came with a 15 second clip, all clips were the same M.O. guy pulls in driveway, gets a blowjob from my faggot boyfriend, then leaves.

I could not think it could get any worse.. but it did. My phone goes off and the next guy started all the same. However a few minutes of blowjob go on, then I hear some murmurs that I couldn't make out, and the door with the hole in it opened. My boyfriend guides the man over to his weight bench, bends himself over, and the stranger gets behind him and starts to fuck him. He got closer to the camera so now I can make out every word they are saying. So much dirty talk.. the stranger telling my boyfriend how he is going to pound his man pussy, and my boyfriend begging to get fucked harder. The stranger wraps both his hands around his neck and begins to choke him as he fucks harder and harder.. this move was familiar to me because I actually get off when my boyfriend would do this to me.

While all of this is going on.. a ping going off again at the driveway. Another vehicle pulls up. A black Cadillac. I switched to the garage camera and there he was, still getting fucked relentlessly over his gym bench. Entered a black man through the makeshift door. He pulled down his pants and my boyfriend took him in his mouth. The dirty talking continued with the intermission of him gargling down a dick, and then he begins to beg to be bred. The man fucking him starts to moan load and he came inside of him. The black guy moved out of the way and I got a good view of my boyfriend, he was bent over still, fully erect, and a huge pool a cum on his gym bench while his cock dripped with cum. Did he just bust from getting fucked??

He scooped the load off the bench and begins stroking the black guy with his load. Then continues to suck him while tasting himself on him. The black man got behind him and began fucking him relentlessly too. Another man entered the garage and began spit roasting my boyfriend again. My boyfriend was bent over taking all these anonymous loads. He had countless loads in his stomach and now 3 in his ass. He is on his back now on the bench and I watched as one after another came inside the garage, then came inside his ass. He had to be getting close to double digits at this point.

The straw that broke the camels back is what happened just after 4PM. A person entered the garage and I knew right when he entered, it was one of his buddies. He was someone that always came off as macho, but deep down inside everyone always thought he was gay. His friend laid down on the bench and my boyfriend slid his dick inside of him riding him reverse cowboy. I watched as huge globs of cum gushed out of his ass onto his friend's cock. There was so much is was pooling up on his friend everywhere, just making a huge mess. His friend announced he was cumming and then my boyfriend said he was too. He got off his friend and proceeded to clean up everything he could from his cock, balls, and stomach. I watched his friend go limp, then slowly work back and erection, as my boyfriend continued clean up duty. He was giggling like a school girl seeing his friend get hard again. Then he goes "do you want to fuck my face?" and his friend stood up, grabbed the back of his head, and shoved himself down his throat. My eyes still glued to the phone, watched as my boyfriend was doing a way better job getting throat fucked than I ever could. He came down his throat, then left our house.

I went home about my business because I am at a lost for words or emotions on how I should react. A part of me hates his guts, but another part of me wants to explore this more with him.

I am truly and utterly addicted to your cock. I can't function without it for more than a day, your cum controls my mind, I am so desperate and needy for you daddy. I want to tell everyone here. I want you to be proud of your little girl. Legs spread, hips rocking, wishing you were burying your cock deep inside me. Over and over. Groaning, sweating, trying to hold back from cumming for as long as possible whilst I beg you to. Bite your lip, suck on your neck, kiss you deeply and tell you over and ever that I need you, I need you 

I cheated on my wife only once, some three years back.

For little context, I am happily married for a long time, and I hang around places like this, for the sole reason of quenching my sexual thirst, without doing something stupid. I love her, we have a great life, both emotional and sexual, so I never wanted to let my desires push me into doing something I would later regret.

Now, three years back, we had this 20 year hs reunion, in my home town, and since here, it is custom not to bring your spouses, gfs, nor friends to these, the plan was for me and the wife to travel back there, where we own a small apartment, I would go to this function, and after that, we would spend a nice, prolonged weekend in my home town. Days before, she got the flu, and I had to go alone.

All of this was a beginning of a perfect storm. There was this woman there, a friend from that time. She had an older bf back in hs, but there was always some kind of tension between us, which culminated in me kissing her, back then, but she was the one to back off, because she had a bf. Got married to him right after hs, and well, she was there, looking marvelous. Beautiful, slim blonde in a little black dress, I don't need to go further into detail.

From the moment I got there, she was all over me, always by my side, laughing at my jokes, toasting me with drinks, holding my biceps, putting her hand on my back, things like that. When the reunion was over, someone suggested we should all go to the local club, for some dancing, and she took my hand, because she had problems walking in high heels, while boasting to everybody "that she got her hands on the best stud tonight".

Through out all of this, I was fighting my nature, while being hard as a rock. In the club, her hands were all over me, she was grinding, rubbing herself on me, grabbing my ass... Still, I wanted to evade this, tried thinking of my wife, wanting to just go away, but my nature was stronger.

She knew where my apartment was, and she insisted that it is on her way home, even though I knew it wasn't. When we got there, she invited herself for "just one more drink", and, I swear to God, I wanted to push her intoxicated ass away, but I didn't.

When we got in, well, the game was lost. I fucked her on the bed, without even taking our clothes off, in missionary. She just pulled her dress up, and I just pulled my pants down. She kissed me passionately, all the way through, while moaning loudly, and came really fast. I was right behind her, nutting inside her pussy.

When I got back my senses, I asked her if she is on the pill, and she just nodded yes. We cuddled for a while, which made me feel like garbage, since the thought how I never wanted to do such a thing, was running through my mind.

Before leaving, she thanked me, telling me that that night will always stay with us, as a reminder, what could have been, if she was wiser back then. And left.

The following days, week, years, were a torture for me. I lived in fear, that my wife will somehow find out, that my life would be ruined, for one night of pleasure. Nothing happened. Fear and regret started fading, and only few weeks back, I started looking back at that night, as something sexual, and exciting, remembering it in my solo fantasies.

And finally, I was ready to confess it to someone, and there is no place better for it, than this.

P.S. I know this isn't as exciting as most confessions here, but here it is.

I am a long time lurker, first time confessing something.

The truth is, that I do not have too much to confess, since my sex life has been this vanilla slope, and funny enough, only thing worth mentioning, was my first gf, to whom I didn't even lose my virginity, in a way...

We were seniors in hs, so both legal, and she was this ugly girl, but with a nice body, and great, firm tits, kind of big. From the start she told me she won't have sex before marriage (even though I am old, this was an antiquated way of thinking, even back then). We would make out, she had no problem with me groping her, but only over the clothes. I would try to put her hand on my crotch, but she would back off. It drove me crazy.

One time, I was super excited, so I just said to myself, what the hell, and pulled my cock out. She didn't mind. As she was sitting on my stomach, while kissing me (she was very petite), I jerked off behind her back. She knew what I was doing, since I pressed my cock against her ass in pants, but she did nothing but kissing me, as I pleased myself.

The next step was, I would do it, and she would sit on my cock, while it is pressed against my belly, and slide up and down, until I cum. First time was really tough, since she wore some kind of jeans, but next time, she was this thing, track suit kind of thing, kind of like yoga pants, and it was better, so much so, that she came from all that dry humping.

This went on for a while, until, one time, she came from the dry humping, and I guess her body was just betraying her, so she went down, and took my, already drooling cock in her mouth, and I was done in an instant.

I never got to fuck her, but after that, things heated up, so we would usually just give each other oral. I think the most interesting part of all this was, not just that we were both virgins, hungry for sexual interaction, but the thing that she wanted me inside her, so much, that over time, we did many things just to emulate more and more sexual experiences, except the one we both wanted.

For example, this one time, I was giving her a foot massage, while she was naked on her stomach, and after a lengthy massage, my hands went up, so did I, and it ended up as me licking her ass, while rubbing her clit, until she was done, and she immediately wanted to return the favor, act per act, foot massage, going up... This thing ended up as a deed, I later found out, was colloquially called rusty trombone.

Our relationship ended, when we both went to college. We kept in touch, and were a "long distance item" for two months or so, but since neither of us was able to come visit the other, it ended in a way, that we both just stopped calling each other. Not long after that I lost my virginity to a girl in college, as most of us, at least back then, did.

Never have I ever, after this, had a more intimate relationship with another woman.

Would love to find a hot petite female that wants to be fucked raw and wants cum all inside her holes would love to make her take my husband’s big cock I wanna hold her down spread her open as I make him take his big cock and pound her pussy till her cream is running down his cock then make him knock the bottom out of it and hold him inside her when he’s about to blow till he blows all inside her pussy make her begg for more as I make her clean what’s left of his cum off his cock then I’ll lay there and use a toy on my self as he watches me and I make her play with his cock so he don’t have to then when he’s really hard again I’m going to make him grab her by the back of her neck pin her to the bed I’m going to lube his cock really good and help him ram it in her ass fucking her ass so hard it pins her to the bed as I watch and play with my pussy then have him pound her ass till he fills it with cum then pull it out and make her clean his cock off then I’m going to make her lube him up and put him inbetween her lips and make her grind till he blows I’m going to make her make him cum so many different ways till he can’t cum no more then I’ll have her lay there beside us and make her take his cock and rub it against my clit till I cum then I’ll let her eat it from the back as he eats it from the front then she can please my clit as he fucks me good and after I’m full of his cum make her lick and suck it out as she rubs his cock then I’ll take a toy and get one hole as he does the other till him and her both cum every where then she can hold me open for him so he can rub his cock all over my pussy

I fucking crave my tranny lover's cock like dr**s and I'm a fucking addict. We've come so many times together, I've lost count of the loads we've shared. I was just a 18-year-old, innocent little slut weighing 140 lbs when I met her. She popped my cherry and showed me what a real cock could do. I was always curious about sucking dick, but I was too shy to try it with a guy, so I fell hard for trannies and their thick, beautiful cocks. I saw her ad on CL and BP, so I figured she was legit. It took me a fucking month to build up the nerve to call my first escort. One night, high as a kite and horny as hell, I finally called her and got the address. I was nervous as fuck driving to the motel, but my hunger for cock overpowered any fear. I walked up to the door, and it opened automatically with her hiding behind it. My heart was pounding; I had no idea what I was in for. She revealed herself after closing the door, and holy fuck, a stallion stood before me. A 6'1 blonde Costa Rican beauty in fuck-me heels, a skimpy corset, and see-through panties hugging her thick, hard cock. I sat on the bed, trying to act cool, but my eyes were glued to that beautiful bulge. She noticed me staring, asked for the money, and I handed it over eagerly. Still sitting, she stood in front of me and told me to remove her panties. As I pulled them down, she grabbed my head and fed me that 7-inch, fat cock I'd been dreaming about. I gagged and slurped, loving every fucking second of it. I was finally the little slut I always wanted to be, hungry for her load. She stood me up, and we made out, rubbing our cocks together. It was so fucking hot. She told me to get on the bed, and I mentioned it was my first time. She looked at me and called me a dirty little slut for the way I sucked her cock. She laid me down and started spoon-fucking me from behind, slow at first to let me adjust to her thick cock. She pounded me harder and harder, stretching me out, and then made me ride her cowgirl style. I rode that majestic cock like a little twinky boy toy, loving every fucking second of it. I was getting fucked so good that I didn't want to stop. I started riding her harder, moaning like a little bitch, “FUCK THAT ASS HARDER! I'M GONNA RIDE THIS DICK UNTIL I CAN'T FUCKING MOVE! JERK ME OFF WHILE YOU FUCK ME! OH GOD, I'M GONNA CUM! DON'T YOU DARE STOP!” I blew my load, shooting cum about 3 feet in the air, and it landed all over her. She came like a horse inside me, filling me up with her hot cum. I was leaking cum everywhere, loving the feeling of being used and filled. From then on, we had so many encounters—fucking in residential homes she rented for a day or two, waiting in hotel closets while she fucked other clients so I could have her all to myself. My ultimate fantasy? To be her little fuck toy "husband," used and ab**sed whenever she wants, my ass and mouth always ready for her cock, always hungry for her load

I will be there to worship all the big black cocks that i can. I am their slave as my wife works to provide for us. I will go through her clothes and lingerie and put them on. I will call up the sexiest woman I know and ask her to come over and help me get all the black cock we can get to come over to let me please them , let me worship their huge black cocks behind my wife’s back. I will give them the best blow job they have ever had and I will let them cum all over my wife’s clothes and all over my face, feeding me their warm, sticky, thick cum one after the other. I want to hear the beautiful woman tell me how filthy I am for being a cheating little faggot. I love big black dick. I am so addicted to to BBC that I can’t even stop thinking about it. I think about it so much that I can’t even get hatd for my wife without thinking about black men fucking both of my holes. I don’t want pussy anymore unless it is dripping with semen. As a matter of fact, I want to watch the woman get fucked and see them cumming inside of her before I get to lick her clean.