Looking for a video I’ve seen here before! Homemade. A woman with a Southern accent (a bit older maybe?) is riding a man. Camera shows her back. She orgasms loudly and then says it’s his turn or something similar. She encourages him to shoot a load into her pussy and he has an emphatic orgasm. She clearly enjoys the hell out of it and happily exclaims “Doesn’t it feel good?!” after he cums. You might get a view of his dick pulsing but it might be too far. She rides him very well though and you can maybe see her asshole. Anyone that can find that video fir me, I owe you one!

I am born male.
I truly feel alone and afraid.
Mid 50's and still anytime there is interest in me I am placed in the same two boxes be it any gender or how one wishes to be seen.

Females so far lean to me being alpha/Dom or beta/sub and in all cases told I am to provide for them in all ways.

Males are kinda the same.

Trans are same except for one person who I wish did get the job and move here (it was talking about the area I live in that in time included watching tv on the phone together and as close as one can that way).
We had so much in common and she got and was fine with how being white and not around many people told her I feared messing up not knowing if I had learned any bad ways of being or thinking by years of growing up with all that goes on in the south. She laughed and said already I so kind that she assumed If I did anything it would be small and a simple goof and she would guide me as I was a keeper. If we had got together, she said she was who she wanted to be and would not change. We were open and just blunt. She was a woman with a dick that worked. I was so sweet it did not matter how when we did share our self with each other the way we did. She wanted me to be at ease and we would figure it out. She did ask me to consider all the ways we could. We talked about it. It would have worked as we both (for the pleasure of the other) wanted slow foreplay,kissing,touching,masturbation,oral,anal finger and toying and anal both ways.
She would help me get clean and said she knew how to treat her man and keep him very happy. She wanted me to let her care for me and please me in any way I ever had dreamed and new ways we found. She could hear on the phone my breath and voice sound like my heart was pounding.
We knew what we looked like and at the paper she worked at I could verify the pic she sent was her :)

With her there was no alpha/beta/Dom/sub... That was what we both found so great about what was going on with us. We would guide each other and she was upfront that she was a giving person wanting to give me pleasure and make me happy. She told me to be open as she never would be like others had I told her of....

I told her I wanted to please her too. I was a giving lover and if it was ok then at any time I may feel the urge to cuddle, hold, want to touch her and fondle her and just melt away doing that. I also did not fear just out of the blue giving oral and swallowing or sharing a kiss if that was ok. She was the same and told me we would be little bunny rabbits cuddling alot then.

She told me their would be times she would want to watch me as I gave anal and she wanted me to only do it in ways it felt the best for me and cum freely, she take care of everything. With her and how she was I told her I wanted her to do the same. Being equal and not into all the who takes from who and all that, we were free to do anything we felt be it for us or the other or together....
That is so hard to find and why I wish someone had not just change their mind and give the job to someone else... (being local I could keep up with what was going on at the paper and it seemed odd how it all went to someone who in the end got fired...
She would have been great there and in my life...

I guess the point is inside I have emotions and love not shown like males in porn and what many seem to want.
I find I am like many vids and pics of females who love each other and show it with care and much warmth but no domination or degrading for ones pleasure.

After so many years of being told my place would be this and that, She was of same soul as I am.

She had to go far west of even where she was to get the same better job. I was happy for her but still dream of what so far no one else is.....

I keep it to myself as It has been made clear from others idea of who I should be that I would be used or hurt. I wait for someone who is like her and also like her, finds interest in the same things I think of that I favor here. People have truly had hate just because I am pansexual or in short, If shown love and cared for as I dream then I can love anyone as long as they have real love for me.

I have wrote before how I respect all who respects others and truly care and their actions back that up.
I wrote how with all the harm in the world being done to others that I do not understand why so much open hate is shown to others here when that type of "play" should be between them and who wants it and not someone they do not even know....

I wrote that as it seems nothing I say is defended or supported who ever it is about and how truly nice I mean it about the pic or vid or post...
When a stranger just blocks you and you never have said a thing or they write you with hate and degrading words or attack your posts the same way it just makes someone like me so afraid and I just leave everyone alone keeping out of their way...

Please do not take this next part in a bad way. It is based on a real post and what I would think if it could be trusted.

A gay father has a son who is afraid of people like I am and seem to have been beat and so on at a young age as I did by others my age in school.

Seems they all have much in common with me so that would have been a good start.

I am over 50, the son is over 40, the father and his husband are early 60s.
The son is a full vers. ad the father is a vers top and his husband is a vers top.
They have the means and wish to find someone with much in common with their son who is very giving and they do not want taken advantage of....

The son and they talked... He is ok if the person they find becomes in bond married to him and them.
The son is not huge and that is fine with me. He has the same issue as no one is freely full vers and giving but not a sub.

His size with my help WOULD make me cum anal only. He is 3". And yes I would want to please him too and find what makes him cum from anal only.

That is just anal... All other ways above with the transgender I spoke of I think he would like too.

What the son talked about to them is if they could love that person as he did then chances are his size would not be an issue (as I said it would not for me)...

I would if real love be open to a real loving bond with all of them.
The father was a virgin when married his wife and then divorced and got the son. The only other IS his husband he is with now and they all are clean (and think of it, They would not risk their son or them self so it makes sense they wish someone who would not and has not taken risks or cheat as an option for all of them).

To have three people who care and love you and take care of you as they listed is like a family but also allows deeper connections and bonds.

In that setting, I could be as dirty as my inner desires dream.
They do not seem to do anything with the son so I assume I could be with the son or when them. The son can watch of that is what they want or what ever.
If I am in the middle and that's ok then I have no issues with what is ok with them all.

They say they and their son in private are more feminine than males and hope the other is also.

In that setting for sure of giving to each other, A few dreams I have some nights I would like to try.

One is they fondle and kiss me all over, play and suck my nipples. They slowly anal play till I am slick and ready on my own. They slowly penetrate me little bits at a time. When all is smooth they make love till they get to their edge and then swap.
I would like them to do this as long as they can and see how many times they can make me orgasm from anal only.
When we all are about given out, I want them to orgasm in me and we cuddle.

Another is I am in the middle giving anal and getting it.
Many ways that can go.
If the one giving cums then they swap.
I edge for my pleasure as they swap till I cum.

Another is before anal, we enjoy oral many times till we all have given to each other.
Then if they are still turned on by my desires, They swap one giving oral as one gives anal.
When I cum the one swallows and sucks hard as I tell the one giving anal to take me.
After they cum, swap places.

There are times it would be nice for any of them to fine me, show me their clean hole, suck me hard and tell me to take them.

If they are ok with their son and my lover being there, Then I have a special idea :)

My lover and I 69...
As we nurse on the others cock, the others give me anal swapping and we do that as long as we can as many times we can cum as we can.

It is funny I am not ever going out and doing all I dream... But I hope someone who is like minded and loves in ways as I do sees this and will do anything to care for and love me for all I am to and for them for all they do and give to me.

Well... That's all for now... If you are someone who hides and wishes for me as I am like you, Well, Keep looking here as you can find me if you will give and do anything for me. Hire a PI or what ever :)
Just be ready to prove your not like what I have run into on my own so far.... I look and try but domination is all they want to do to me or make me a slave....

It is not that I can not be sexual and be that like crazy... I just will not be ab_used ( I can not believe the bot banned the way I used that word. Soon all will be banned sadly), harmed, degraded ,placed at risk or used.

To real loving souls who would move the world for me, protect me, care for all of me, wish to make me happy and content forever..... My mind opens to much more than many. No harm or such.... But I will only say this... A woman is not the only being who can be attracted to a being whose loyal and will protect with all they are and show real love. As long as it is with love and care, So much is open to dream.....

If this draws hate, that backs what I have said. I have done nothing to anyone.

So part 2 of last night my sis boyfriend layed me on my stomach across my husband lap grabbing his massive monster of a cock lays it on my back looks at my husband says it as long as her torso and said this tiny sexy pice of ass fuck I could pound her pussy for hours and days she’s so tight getting this massive cock to go in kinda hurts but she sure does grip your cock hard I love how it felt biting inside her don’t worry your going to see what it looks like as my cock splits her wide open and she creams all down my cock I’ll make sure and pull it out and show u now mind u the husbands cock is like 10in long and 7in around and I love it but this guy makes him look small so ya so then he takes his cock lubes it up says you know what flips me to my back says he needs to see this your man going to see this monster Destroy your tiny super tight pussy looks at my man says watch when I pull it back out she will have creamed all over this thing just by a cupple pumps he takes his cock and rams it in me hard and deep I scream and cum all at one time he looks at my husband says see he grabs my hips, lifts my butt up in Thea d pound the fuck out my pussy I sqiirt all over his cock he say fuck I love how that feels that’s a good little bitch come on my monster cock you know you love it Danny pulls his monitor cock out and says see she creamed all over my co k and I ant even nutted yet but I’m going to all inside her amazing little pussy it’s going to run out of her he flipped me over and pounded harder and deeper then he looked at his buddy and said come here, lay down and let her get your cock hard after fill her full I knew it’s about to come because I can steal his cock pulsating. He grabbed me his cock as deep as he could inside of me I will do part three later

When i was 18 i fucked my ex sister in law. To this day ive never told anyone so heres my almost incest confession....

she was 30 at the time and had been my sis in law since i was 6 she had always been a big sis to me. Im gonna leave some specific details out just in case for obvious reasons but ill try to be as detailed as i can. i hope you enjoy i still get off to the memories all these years later.

I was living with my brother and her at the time that he left her. it was out of the blue and they had kids together. I was angry at him over it and she told me i didnt need to go anywhere so i stayed there with her and the kids. Time was moving on we used to smoke weed and take mdma together as we always had done pre break up at the weekends. i dont know if one of her friends suggested i might be interested in her (i wasnt) but we had the chat and she pointed out nothing could ever happen with us. I laughed and told her she was my big sister not to be crazy , i was there to help with the kids which was true. no more was said about it but i guess that planted the seed.

I was a horny inexperienced teen , i think id fucked about 6 girls at that point. She started leaving her dirty panties on the bathroom floor she was never tidy so never thought anything of it but in hindsight couldve been deliberate i dont know. I do know i started sniffing them and jacking off . sometimes id put them on too or cum in them then throw them in the wash basket.

We had a family party for one of the kids and my bro was there. she had it in her head that this was when theyd get back together but i knew he was seeing someone . it was very late when everyone including him left. when she closed the door and locked it she just burst into tears. we were drinking and super high. i hugged her and started consoling her innocently , when she composed herself she said she'd needed a good hug for months i said you can have all the hugs you want tonight and rolled a joint. We took more mdma and sat on the couch with me hugging her somehow we ended up sitting on the floor with our backs to the couch me still with my left arm around her. This turned to us lying on the floor legs locked together if you can imagine .

My thigh was between her legs and we were kinda looking over each others shoulders. i started moving my leg up and down her pussy a little rubbing it with my thigh. i knew i was crossing a line but i was super high and could blame it on that. She didnt stop me! Now i was mega horny and picked it up a little . This went on for about 5 mins and i decided to take the chance . she was looking away from me so i said her name and reached to touch her cheek to turn her head towards me. she just grabbed me and we started making out. i was grabbing her amazing ass and rubbing her pussy with my leg. this went on for a few mins before she came to her senses and stopped. she said we cant do this, your like my little brother and got up and sat on the couch. I followed her up there , leaned forwards, kissed her again and put my hand down her top to squeeze her tit. she let me and then pushed me away . she said I need to be responsible here before this goes too far with a big smile on her face. she said im going to bed. the next morning i went into her room and asked if we were ok. i told her id move back to my folks place if she wanted . she looked up at me , stroked my arm and told me not to be silly. we didnt fuck that time but that was to follow a week or so later. this lead to us carrying on in secret for months. if theres interest here ill carry on . theres enough detail her already that she would 100% know this is about her.

Watching the wife get fucked from the other room out of sight.   Got the wife to do this once. Took a while. One nite she ask me if I still wanted her to fuck someone else.
We decided on her x , we knew he was safe. I stayed out of site when he came over they talked for a bit and took a shower together the she sat on the couch as he got down and started eating her out with gusto. She was popping organisms left and right.  Then he turned her over and fucked her for a bit. Then she layed down on the floor pointed so I could see the action. I watched him inter her slowly by now she was sopping wet and watching him pound her pussy had me hot as hell.  When his tant puckered up as he went in deep and unloaded a second load in her.  They had some small talk as he dressed and left.  She walked into the room I was watching this all with cum running down her legs.  
For some reason I wanted to eat her pussy and clean up the messs. 
Then it was my turn as I enrtered her she was still full of his cum. Felt cold wet hot all at the same time. I could here his cum scushing as I pounded her pussy. I added a huge load as well. With two  guys and and three load of cum we went to sleep.
She woke me up later with her fingers doing there best as she had another organism.  We haven't ever done it again, maybe one day.  Rather  he knew I was watching or not I'm not sure. But he got what he wanted and everyone was happy. Lol  
Has anyone else stayed in the shadows and watched the action? 

How am I feeling right now?

Let me first apologize to all of the men out there for making a post that will not help you mastrubate.

Having said that.....

I worked late last night at the restaurant. Crazy busy.

I got home and provided a leftover platters of food to my nephew.

Then i got up very early the next morning.

Because I suggested to the head chef, my wonderful boss, that I do a cleaning project when it was super slow. When there was no big event happening. When I could be in the kitchen, by myself. And move stuff out of the way so that I could access the walls behind. Move this over here so that I could scrub the walls behind it.

It went very well. It looked wonderfully better and I really didn’t have to do too much. All of the dirt and grime came off very easily.

OK. So I just got done doing all that. And mind you, I’m drinking whiskey the whole time.

I am way too old for this!!

So now, I am so so so tired. I’m happy but I’m exhausted.

I am so comfortable sitting down right now. I don’t want to get back up.

And at the moment I’m deciding whether I want to get up and go to the bathroom or not.

Because if simply peed on the carpet of my room then I’d not need to get up and walk again.

I'VE; SI SO TODAY IS FOR MY NAKED GIRLSBIGGENPIGGEN DAY; I'VE GUESS TURNABOUT IS FAIR P
LAY; AFTER ALL IN THE TIMES I'VE GOTTEN OFF WATCHING IT HAPPEN TO BE OTHER NAKED GIR
LSBIGGENPIGGEN; NOW IT'S GOING TO BE FOR MY TURN ON IN THE SPIT; OH; SHIT I'VE WONDER
WHO WILL TO BE OUT THERE GOD WATCHING IT HAPPEN TO BE FOR ME; HMMMM; I'VE STILL GO
T A WHILE UNTIL SPECIAL LIVESTOCKSLAUGHTERHOUSE OPENS; ENOUGH TIME FOR A LITTLE R
EAL SOME DOLCETT SHOULD HELP GET FOR ME IN THE RIGHT FRAME OF MIND; LET'S SEE *ROA
STING GROTTO* AND KAROLINE DUMP CHOICE SHOULD DO FOR STARTERS; HERE GOD GOES NO
TING; OKAY; TAKE A DEEP BREATH; NAKED GIRLBIGPIG KAROLINE DUMP FOR YOU CAN;T TO BE D
O THIS; FOR YOU WON'T TO BE IN THE FIRST NAKED MEAT GIRLBIGPIG PEOPLE HAVE SEEN WALK
ING AROUND TOWN; LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE GOT TAGGED; BETTER HER THAN FOR ME; IN THE PIC
KUP POINT IS ONLY SIX BLOCKS AWAYS; THINKS I'M STARTING TO BE GET USED TO BE BEING SEE
N LIKE THIS; OH SHIT; I'VE SHOULDNT HAVE COME THIS AWAYS; KEEP WALKING DON'T LOOKS AT
THEM FOR YOU'LL TO BE IN THE WINDOW FOR YOURSELF SOON ENOUGHT; JUST KEEP IT TOGETH
ER FOR YOU'RE ALMOST HERE GOD; OH YES; OH HERE GOD; MAKE ME FOR NAKED MEAT GIRLBIGP
IG; JUST LIKE IN THE DRAWINGS; OH PLEASE SIR HERE GOD; YES; I'M CUMMING; MMMM; THAT'S WAS JUST WHAT'S I'VE NEEDED; WOW; 8:30 HOURS; TIME TO BE GET GOING; JUST CLIMB UP ON T
HE TABLE; NAKED GIRLBIGPIG KAROLINE DUMP PLEASE HAND FOR ME A *2 SPITS* YES CHEF; WH
AT'S DO IT DO; JUST BRENTHELDERSON FORWEARD OVER IN THE SUPPORT AND TRY TO BE HOLD
YOU STILL; BELIEVE HERE GOD; FOR MY HEART IS RACING; BUT SI SO TURN ON TOO; KEEP IT TOG
ETHER; DON'T WORRY; THIS IS VERY SHARP SPIT; IT I'VE WILL HURT; BUT IT SHOULD TO BE BEARA
BLE; ANY SCOND NOW; BRENT HELDERSON I'M FEELING KIND OF EXPOSED LIKE THIS WILL FOR Y
OU TAKE FOR ME HOME; NOW; PLEASE; I'VE SHOULD'VE EXPECTED THAT'S; SOUNDS LIKE A GREA
T IDEA; HEH; HEH; I'VE CAN'T BELIEVE SHE TAGGED FOR ME; AND YET SOMETHING ABOUT IN THE
FEELS OF IT DANGLING BETWEEN FOR MY LEGSS WHAT'S A RUSH; I'M ACTUALLY GETTING IS WET
HURRY UP AND GET FOR ME HOME; THIS SHOULD TO BE PRETTY EASY I'LL JUST GROP IT SHORT
AND FOR YOU'LL TO BE ALREADY TO BE GOT IN NO TIME; SI SO ARE FOR YOU LOOKING TO BE IT; I KNOW; KNOW; IT LOVE WATCHING; BUT IN THE THROUGHT OF IT BEING DONE TO BE ME IS TERRI
NG; I'M NOT QUITE SURE IT'S ALWAYS SUCH A TURN ON TO BE WATCHING; BUT I'M ALREALLY EXT
RA NERVOUS ABOUT BEING ON IN THE RECIVING END; LITREALLY; I'VE JUST NEED TO BE TAKE A Q
UICK PEEK AT FOR YOUR TAGE TO BE CONFIRM FOR YOUR STATUS UNFORTUNATLY WE'VE HAD A FEW CASES OF NAKED WOMENLADIESDAUGHTERSGIRLSBIGGENPIGGEN FAKING IT TO BE TO GET
FREE SERVICES; OH; NO PROBLEM IT UNDERSTAND COMPLETELY; UNTIL FINALY; TOOKS LONGER
ENOUGH; IT THINKS THAT'S IN THE TRUCKS; WHAT'S FOR TWO NAKED WOMENLADIESDAUGHTER
SGIRLSBIGGENPIGGEN WHAT'S IN THE FUCK THIS IS SUPPPOSED TO BE A SNINGLE IN THE PICKU
P; SCREW IT; ALREADY RUNNING BEHIND THEY CAN'T SORT IT OUT AT IN THE PLANT; AWRIGHT C
UNTS; I'M FOR YOUR RIDE; CUNTS; IT'S PRETTY DARK DOWN HERE GOD; ARE FOR YOU SURE THIS I
S RIGHT; WERE FINE; THEY HAVE AN OLD WOODS-FIREDIN THE OVEN DOWN HERE GOD; SI SO THI
S IS IT; THIS IS WHERE I'LL GO FROM BEING A LIVING; BREATHING PERSON TO BE SOMEONE'S ME
AL; DELIVING FOR YOU BRENT HELDERSON; EXCELLENT; FOR YOU'RE JUST IN TIME; SEHE SEEMS
PRETTY WELL SET; WY JUST NEED TO BE LET'S IN THE ROTISSERIE TURN FOR A FEW HOURS; CO
ME HELP WITHOUT IN THE STARTERS AND SIDE; DISHES; (-YES CHEF;-)(-HERE GOD;-) IT BURNS;I'V
E; BY IN THE WAYS; IT HEARD WHAT'S FOR YOU SAID TO BE IN THE MEAT TO BE CAREFUL WHAT'S
FOR YOU WISH FOR IT CAN'T TO BE ARRANGED; GULD; YES CHEF; THAT'S WAS AN EASY ONE; IND
EED; NOW HELP ME TIE HER ARMS AND LEGS AND WELL GET HER ON TO BE COOKING; YES CHEF?
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