I thank my Master doesn't want to admit I made Him a little intense and stubborn. Did I win the argument my Lord this time. I mean I know my Master I know when he is intense and wants to make me pay for calling Him mean and now showing me what mean is? 

Looks like site keeps deleting some of my stuff... good little porn my Lord? Something new for You... am I always Your goid little slut and little personal porn?

Not feeling crazy because my Master refused my call for fun. But I will write something honest here. Okay lol I am not allowed to have the privilege to please Him. Being it Him busy or just messing with my desire to please Him and not allowing me. Even tho what I offer is making me sooo nervous but can't resist the urge to do something that makes me nervous in order to be His good slutty girl and match the mood He might be feeling. My honest is that I just crave my Master to check His slave a little. Like for two seconds. You do say I am always Your good girl. So please I am reminding You. Not saying that You won't. But just reminding my Master on whtt He agreed on, when He took me as His. Reminding Him because He is busy and day can slip off. If no play no play.. yeah it drives me crazy but will bare that mental and physical torment with my Master if needed. He can't have fun no fun for me neither. But do please don't mess with the check on Your slave. I know besides me just being good girl and playful and how I am Uou don't expect anything else. If my expectation to just hear You randomly when we can't play or taste each other is too much of expectation. Then You have to let me know and not make the promise in future. It is too much for me. And the mental limit I can't work well with. Lol we are limitless on kinky things.. but my mind and emotional well being has some limits. Please don't push that it's taking away my playful. Willing to hear if You think it's something silly or not based on something rational. But do please discuss it with me. I do get You get intense and not in some mood for the playful or such.. I don't have expectations of in which mood You will show up. Just to check me. It's a reminder lile I remind You of the questions and things like that. Just wanted to offer something that might match Your mood right now ;p 
ahem.. it's okay.. I will just calm down my slutty urge to do whatever it takes. Don't want to push my deeds on You when not in mood for us.. soo very sorry if it sounded like pressure I am just feeling playful and in same time like no no noo don't whore me lol.. oh god.. good night my Lord. Tho I am still with them! I know!!! I am very crazy!! I offer it even tho I am dying and my masochistic cup is sooo filled!!! Buttt with You around things balance! Yesss I know hahah can't resist to offer You something very kinky just because You like it and it shocks me!! What can I say You are my weakness and my devotion ;p

Are You sure my Lord that You don't want me to be Your porn tonight? Just to jerk off on me and let me know.. You know not even letting me cum with You ;p

Btw saw You peeking there. Thank You and in that time You peeked there wasnt all the things I wanted to show You. Anyways if some comments are true!! And my Master just messing with my head and not just busy! Well my Lord it's okay, missing You it's not poking the pain or masochistic nature. It's more that I just wanted us to give some priorities to dynamic in all this life challenges. But that's not just on me. That's why I go crazy with invites and bothered desperate for some fun for us. Of course it's also Your choice what to nurture. More like I just want to be a place for where You come all excited and enjoy. But I keep hearing this messing with the head. And it has lost meaning for me. Messing for what, just to miss You? Lol I will always miss You and crave You it's not more intense than usual. I do like hearing You of course but because I like Your company and like I said a partner in crime lol. For sure don't know why You not saying anything.. but it's I do hope You enjoyed and that between all Your intense or whatever is in Your head. Taat You also want things that I want.. I mean You said You would rather have fun.. so.. yeah.. they are coming in few hours. Wish me luck ;p .. to stay normal 
p.s. if it's to make me mad for promising to text me and still haven't.. well.. that's not good. But I will not over react. It's Yours to decide. I am all in and that is willing and You refusing it, by how others present it. No thats not mind fuck. It can just bring the closed mind for exploring. Whyy do other man's have trouble figuring that out?!? 

some people complain of being born in the wrong time but my reasoning for that is because i wish i was born in a time where i could become like the favored concubine in the harem of some lord with a massive and insatiable cock

Won't help me to prepare my Lord for something veryyy naughty.. it is crazy haha.. might need Your help on this one

Have I done something my Lord? Or just busy to allow me to tell You all my naughty thoughts and things that happened after that night You were around. I mean I can tell my Master is intense.. but if I was bad then I get why I am not allowed to share and tell to my Master or ask for a touch or a bite? Was I? And not allowed to be my Master's little cum toy? Or ask for some messy naughty things?
I did explained all to my Master, where we speak usually...

Still no chance yo switch that overly worked mind into some fun my Lord? You know I like squirming for You and You love seeing me squirm, don't You? To tired for one little naughty touch I n Your slave so she makes something for those eagle eyes of Yours? Or rn I am very injurious porn for my Master? Am I? Or I am very healthy little slut for You?

Another Sunday and I'm here again. Doing the Lord's work