Have you ever had a woman you wanted and lusted over for a long time, and then, when it finally happened, it was all you imagined it would be, only to be disappointed at the end?

We both knew Maya back in hs. She was by far the pretties girl in the entire school, but she wasn't popular, no, she was one of the nerdy girls, yet, the way she dressed, so closed and unrevealing, nor the way she acted, all shy and introverted, couldn't fool guys to look over her hotness.

She was our friend, and we both lusted over her. I tried something, she rejected me, like she rejected everyone - no one could touch her.

Now, this all happened in my home town, and as I went to college, she stayed, with him, my best friend. First Christmas I came back home from college, they already became an item, but we kept contact, all the way through college. Every time I visited, she evolved more and more, into a mesmerizing woman, being with him gave her confidence, both socially, and about the way she dressed, behaved.

I got married to a girl I met in college, in the city, after graduation, and they started living together, back home.

Twenty something years have passed. I got divorced in the mean time, and bought a little condo back home, for vacation, and started spending more time there. We lost touch over the years, but when I met him, and asked him about her, he confessed they broke up years ago. Then I bumped into her...

Saying that a 44 year old is stunning, always has to be taken with a bit of salt, but man, she was. I had no time to waste, texting have started, coffee dates, dinners... After one, she agreed to come back to my condo. When I kissed her, she kissed me back, and then surprised me, by going down on her knees, by herself, moments after, and unbuttoning my pants. When she took it in her mouth, I couldn't believe it. This was a woman, who I have been obsessed with for over two decades. I jerked off to the thought of her, thousands of times, and there she was.

It was wonderful, sensual, romantic. She came, while on top of me, tweeting like a little bird. Then I got to be on top, and when I was about to nut, I pulled out, but my excitement got the better of me, so instead of shooting for her belly, I unloaded all over her bald, perfect pussy.

"You didn't have to,"she commented,"there is no worries there".

That night, I learned that he left her, because she couldn't have kids. I also learned, that she is absolutely still and forever in love with him, and I decided, that that plot, is not healthy for me.

I did buckle, two more times, we spent two more nights together, before I packed my shit and got out of there, not to come back for another two years. She may be my perfect woman, but I am not her perfect man, and that would come back to bite me in the ass, sooner or later.

And that is my, said, love story.

Had the best 24 hours in a while recently. Fucked my wife, next day had arranged to meet 2 girls; first a 20yo virgin to come suck my cock and then another slim gym bunny to come sit on my face (paid for, arranged through social media).

Due to a family emergency, wife needed to fly out same day. Stupid virgin cancelled because she chickened out but gym girl I had to postpone to the following week as id not be able to drop the wife. Left work to go drop wife at airport. On the train station escalators, saw a hot girl in pantyhose. Managed to come up behind her and take a couple of upskirts (unfortunately they came out shit) but the rush was incredible. Then when on my return from dropping wife at the airport decided to go for an erotic massage to make up for blue balls suffered from the cancelled meets.

That hoe gave me the best erotic massage of my life and I asked for and she gave me her g string as a souvenir! Once home, spent the rest of the evening on my NSFW socials and managed to arrange a meet with some findom hoe whose tits I said I wanted to suck on. She has agreed if I buy her dinner. Will try fuck her when it happens. Another bitch that I'd been talking to for a while has also agreed to meet after months of trying. She also sent me a tit pic for the first time. All this within 24 hours. Let's see if these 2 social hoes show up and make good. All while hiding from the wife who'll be back by then...

Deserves a good fuck you agree?

Not feeling crazy because my Master refused my call for fun. But I will write something honest here. Okay lol I am not allowed to have the privilege to please Him. Being it Him busy or just messing with my desire to please Him and not allowing me. Even tho what I offer is making me sooo nervous but can't resist the urge to do something that makes me nervous in order to be His good slutty girl and match the mood He might be feeling. My honest is that I just crave my Master to check His slave a little. Like for two seconds. You do say I am always Your good girl. So please I am reminding You. Not saying that You won't. But just reminding my Master on whtt He agreed on, when He took me as His. Reminding Him because He is busy and day can slip off. If no play no play.. yeah it drives me crazy but will bare that mental and physical torment with my Master if needed. He can't have fun no fun for me neither. But do please don't mess with the check on Your slave. I know besides me just being good girl and playful and how I am Uou don't expect anything else. If my expectation to just hear You randomly when we can't play or taste each other is too much of expectation. Then You have to let me know and not make the promise in future. It is too much for me. And the mental limit I can't work well with. Lol we are limitless on kinky things.. but my mind and emotional well being has some limits. Please don't push that it's taking away my playful. Willing to hear if You think it's something silly or not based on something rational. But do please discuss it with me. I do get You get intense and not in some mood for the playful or such.. I don't have expectations of in which mood You will show up. Just to check me. It's a reminder lile I remind You of the questions and things like that. Just wanted to offer something that might match Your mood right now ;p 
ahem.. it's okay.. I will just calm down my slutty urge to do whatever it takes. Don't want to push my deeds on You when not in mood for us.. soo very sorry if it sounded like pressure I am just feeling playful and in same time like no no noo don't whore me lol.. oh god.. good night my Lord. Tho I am still with them! I know!!! I am very crazy!! I offer it even tho I am dying and my masochistic cup is sooo filled!!! Buttt with You around things balance! Yesss I know hahah can't resist to offer You something very kinky just because You like it and it shocks me!! What can I say You are my weakness and my devotion ;p

Sister in law, she agreed reluctantly. Got more of both.

Any females in the Austin area willing to please my pillow princess wife? Petitie, latina, late 40s and tasty.

I can't believe she actually agreed it would be fun to "give it a try", but me being a loving husband - I'm willing to let girls be a girls.

If you like a dirty naughty story I got one for you.

last night, around 130 am and a 8 KM bike ride, yes that’s correct, that’s 1 way too lol, and add in another 2 km of bs riding around…..anyways, all day yesterday was jacking off but never came, and I thought good evening, let’s hit the streets. 

went to said location, but this time I went a little deeper into the town, where the real dirty prostitution goes on, well all kinds of things really you name it just like anywhere, it can be bad, or can be really funny, or just plain ol being a pervert and want some pussy.it was around 1245 when I got into the deeper part of the city, but let me tell you I seen some shit that almost made me wanna turn around and go home lol, but after I passed that little area, the hookers started to emerge.

the first 2 was cracked right out, just look into their eyes and they didn’t even know where they were. Hard pass for me.

the next one I seen, was from a far she started to give me that feeling, my cock was getting hard, pink pants, a fat ass, she looked about early 40s and DEFINITELY not like the first 2. I rode past her but on the other side, didn’t think anything other then I was gunna go the distance of my ride, and if anything else came up that I liked I was going to approach, and if I seen her as a last resort on the way back I’d get her.

Go up a little bit more and theirs this little blondie, maybe late 20s and looked so innconcent, couldn’t see much because of her jacket but could tell she had a sexy little body, she’s the one I wanted but stupid me I went down the wrong street and by the time I got to where she was, picked up. Figured that’s my luck sometimes but oh well. Now I was heading back up, and it was like 115 at this point.

Coming up I didn’t see anything and then from a far I seen the blonde walking away from where I seen her first, and now my dick started getting hard again.

Got closer and before I could cross into the other side of the walkway, boom, there was the pink pants chick hanging at the corner. She turns to me quicksand says hi, I said hey back in a friendly manner, literally thinking I was going to get that blonde, u til she said “ looking for a date “ ? I said ya from a little distance and said hang on.

Went down the side street and came from the back way, she was there, I was getting closer and my cock at this point was THROBBING. No hiding it, I got to her, we exchanged names, she asked me what I was looking for and I told her, I want a blowjob, but that it was going to be a bit of a different kind of blowjob, she agreed, and then I said grab my dick before we go, she grabs it and says “ wow your extremely hard “ and didn’t really take her hand away.

She then asks me “ what is this blowjob you want “ and I told her, I want to live out one fantasy of mine, and I want to do it in your mouth. Was my exact words to her.

She liked the idea, and said to me what was my fantasy, I asked her first if she liked girls, she said hell yes she was a bi sexual and loves it all.

I do confess I showed her all of my cousins, my sister, some neighbours and friends, all over 20, and I asked her which one she wanted to eat her pussy, and this was all going on while I was feeling her up, hands hard rubbing her pussy and she was rubbing my cock through my shorts, all the girls was my cousins,  I never told her the relation, she was extremely wet, she sucked my cock so hard and so fast, that when I was about to cum, she told me I couldn’t blow it in her mouth, but she jerked me off and shot the load on my phone, on my cousins face, and she buckled me, that was the greatest blowjob I ever had, I gave her my number k really hope she texts me on the weekend, I can’t stop jerking off to it now

Not feeling crazy because my Master refused my call for fun. But I will write something honest here. Okay lol I am not allowed to have the privilege to please Him. Being it Him busy or just messing with my desire to please Him and not allowing me. Even tho what I offer is making me sooo nervous but can't resist the urge to do something that makes me nervous in order to be His good slutty girl and match the mood He might be feeling. My honest is that I just crave my Master to check His slave a little. Like for two seconds. You do say I am always Your good girl. So please I am reminding You. Not saying that You won't. But just reminding my Master on whtt He agreed on, when He took me as His. Reminding Him because He is busy and day can slip off. If no play no play.. yeah it drives me crazy but will bare that mental and physical torment with my Master if needed. He can't have fun no fun for me neither. But do please don't mess with the check on Your slave. I know besides me just being good girl and playful and how I am Uou don't expect anything else. If my expectation to just hear You randomly when we can't play or taste each other is too much of expectation. Then You have to let me know and not make the promise in future. It is too much for me. And the mental limit I can't work well with. Lol we are limitless on kinky things.. but my mind and emotional well being has some limits. Please don't push that it's taking away my playful. Willing to hear if You think it's something silly or not based on something rational. But do please discuss it with me

people say i'm an airhead and i guess i agree because i always forget to lock my door before i take a nap :P

Now all of them p assed out and I can't sleep!! Master admit!! Your work makes you frustrated so you are making me frustrated?! I was on my account when You peeked in!!  Could have left me a word!! You say I ak Your good girl!! Can't we then make this a little light!! You dooo loveee my light energy!! And playful one soo stop punishing it!! I don't want to argue or n your way or at all!! I even recreated and were Your porn! I haven't attacked You is that being bad girl? For being overly understanding towards your frustrations on work?!? You will punish that?! All I do want is you looking forward to hear and see me and play with me! And to hear You now and then anddd when things are sooo stressful to not overfill my masochistic cup! You agreed to that and said it's not just your mood but firm yes