Not feeling crazy because my Master refused my call for fun. But I will write something honest here. Okay lol I am not allowed to have the privilege to please Him. Being it Him busy or just messing with my desire to please Him and not allowing me. Even tho what I offer is making me sooo nervous but can't resist the urge to do something that makes me nervous in order to be His good slutty girl and match the mood He might be feeling. My honest is that I just crave my Master to check His slave a little. Like for two seconds. You do say I am always Your good girl. So please I am reminding You. Not saying that You won't. But just reminding my Master on whtt He agreed on, when He took me as His. Reminding Him because He is busy and day can slip off. If no play no play.. yeah it drives me crazy but will bare that mental and physical torment with my Master if needed. He can't have fun no fun for me neither. But do please don't mess with the check on Your slave. I know besides me just being good girl and playful and how I am Uou don't expect anything else. If my expectation to just hear You randomly when we can't play or taste each other is too much of expectation. Then You have to let me know and not make the promise in future. It is too much for me. And the mental limit I can't work well with. Lol we are limitless on kinky things.. but my mind and emotional well being has some limits. Please don't push that it's taking away my playful. Willing to hear if You think it's something silly or not based on something rational. But do please discuss it with me
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Now all of them p assed out and I can't sleep!! Master admit!! Your work makes you frustrated so you are making me frustrated?! I was on my account when You peeked in!! Could have left me a word!! You say I ak Your good girl!! Can't we then make this a little light!! You dooo loveee my light energy!! And playful one soo stop punishing it!! I don't want to argue or n your way or at all!! I even recreated and were Your porn! I haven't attacked You is that being bad girl? For being overly understanding towards your frustrations on work?!? You will punish that?! All I do want is you looking forward to hear and see me and play with me! And to hear You now and then anddd when things are sooo stressful to not overfill my masochistic cup! You agreed to that and said it's not just your mood but firm yes