Okay here the biggest secret to meeting women... MEET A TON. See it's like you're in court and you're the prosecutor. You wanna throw as many charges as you can at the defendant so maybe one will stick and he'll go to jail. It's the same thing with women. Not every woman out there is gonna have sex with you. However, if you talk to enough, you'll end up meeting 1 or 2 that actually do. Also when you talk to women, act as if you aren't going to get anywhere and they are just another human being. you'll be more yourself and women really respond to that.
I was much like you until my sophomore year of college. I literally had never even kissed a girl with tongue(like woah omg). Virginity is really lost in an instant.
One night I was at a friend apt with this girl and the 2 guys that lived there. I had rode my bike and the girl was driving a truck. I just asked her if she wouldn't mind tossing my bike in the back and giving me a lift being it was 3am. She obliged(i mean fuck she smoked all my weed all night it was the least she could do).
So we get to my apt and I looked at her and I said "Thanks for the ride. You know it's late, you don't have to drive home if you don't want to." She replied "Okay!". My only thought was holy fuck it worked. I grabbed my bike out of the bed and she drove the truck off to park in the visitor section.
We walked up to my apt and I offered her a t-shirt to sleep in. She changed, came out and hopped into bed. I, being a virgin and what I thought was forever alone, had no clue how to initiate. So I cuddled up next to her, and ran my hand down her hip and on to her stomach. Then I started kissing her neck(I literally had no idea what i was doing). Then she rolled over and started kissing me. I laid back on the pillow and rolled her on
top of me. We were making out and she starts grinding her big, thick, 19yr old ass on me. She was wearing short sports shorts. At this point I started to get "handsy". Slowly I ran my hand up her chest, across her beautiful C-cups and then down her back to that glorious ass. She kept kissing me and slowly grinding up and down my cock. I was hard at this point and I knew she could feel it. She leaned back and whipped off the t-shirt I had given her. It was dark, but even then I could see how amazing her tits were. She had perky, pointy nipples, and both breasts were completely symmetrical. I dove in head first kissing down her chest to her stomach and back. She kept grinding back and forth as I did it. We started kissing again. I broke her mouth from mine long enough to say "I want to fuck you so bad". She looked at me and said "do you have a condom?" I immediately sprang to my feet and ran to my dresser and got out the ONLY condom I had. I quickly jumped back into bed and resumed kissing. She stopped and said "let's get those shorts off" I tore them off and threw them across the room. She began kissing me and simultaneously stroking my cock slowly.
I opened the condom and slid it on. She slipped off her shorts and I got someone of a decent look at that cookie. It was groomed but not bare. I slid my hand between her legs. That 19yr old pussy was soaked. I laid back and she hopped on top of me. And just like that she grabbed my cock and slid it into her pussy. She started to ride me slow while kissing me. After a few minutes of that she leaned back and put her hand on my chest. I started pushing from the bottom. I could hear my balls hitting her ass. It was amazing. After about 40 minutes of her on top(she's a champ) I took a look at where i was. We had rocked the mattress 3/4 off the bed and the middle of my spine at ended up on the end of the bed frame. I looked up at her and said "pause". We fixed the bed and she laid on her back. I'm a large dude and I was pretty sure I was gonna crush her so i said "this isn't gonna work." luckily she was a good sport and promptly flipped over and said "Fuck me doggy then." I really couldn't have dreamed of a better girl for my first time. I grabbed her hips and started pounding that pussy hard. Her head went lower and lower until she was face deep in my pillow. I must have fucked her for a good 40 more minutes like that. After an hour and a half of fucking, I started pushing rope. I fell over and said "I'm done. that's it." Then we cuddled her nude and me with just a shirt on. For the record if you want your girl to stay nude DON'T PUT CLOTHES ON!
To be honest the second time I fucked her I ended up pushing rope too. I attributed it to my anxiety issues as well as the fact that every time she wanted to fuck I had already masturbated twice that day. But w/e I was impressed that I lasted to the point where my boner just decided he was done. One night of my life and I was no longer a virgin. Nothing really changed. I had my glasses off when she took off her pants so I hadn't even seen a pussy the night I lost my virginity. Sex is like anything else it's gonna be weird the first couple times you do it, and the girl you fuck might not even be that attractive. Since this relationship I've ended up hitting on pretty much every girl that walks and guess what only one really responded and we ended up calling everything off before anything happened.
I have never told any one that I didn't cum my first or second time. So I guess I did a little confessing of my own.
Keep your head up OP
