Thank you everybody for the encouragement. I'm fine. I like feeling like a shameful dirty bitch. Which is why it was driving me crazy. And I was kinda drunk last night. I don't regret anything. I do sort of feel like a load is off my chest, though. I've never told anybody my feelings about this before, and now we've been texting about it all day. Haven't been able to stop thinking about it. On my break at work I had to call him and have him talk dirty to me while I got myself off in the bathroom. And now I'm home and playing with myself again like a little fiend. I can't wait to fuck him again.
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So is your BF old enough to be your father? lol :)
I'm the one who replied above. Let's see, your profile says you are 20, I'll be 37 in a week, I could be your dad if you were a high school teenage pregnancy, maybe you should act out your fantasy with me, lol. Eh I don't really want casual sex though (despite being a virgin). Just making conversation. :)
I absolutely do not think there is anything wrong with having fantasies of sleeping with your father. Actually doing it would complicate your relationship with him, of course. It would probably be meaningful sex, because (I assume) you have a closer relationship to him than to most men. Well, we all have fantasies upon which we would never act.
How about your mother? Any fantasies about her? That's a major fantasy of mine, to have a woman share me with her mother. Or just watch a mother and daughter having sex. :)
I don't have any fantasies about my mother. I'm not really into girls, though. But I do love the idea of my dad fucking me behind my mother's back, and liking my pussy more than hers. And the idea of whispering "Fuck me like you fucked my mom" into my daddy's ear as he slides his cock inside of me.