I confess:
My brother started touching me at a young age, and then his friends joined in. I can't really remember when it started but I remember when it stopped. I knew it was wrong and I stopped thinking about it all together until recently. I've began to notice the effect this abuse has had on my personality and coping skills. I am a total wreck inside. I get turned on by things no girl should. I wish that I could erase it from my life.
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08 Mar 2012 1:18AM
It's just a convenient excuse. Just imagine how much worse it'd be if you didn't have something specific to blame your perceived weaknesses on.
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26 Mar 2012 1:45PM
Are you a fucking idiot? Have you ever been sexually abused? NO! You have no idea what abuse does to someone for the rest of their fucking life!!! It's guys like you why it makes good guys like me have a difficult relationship with cute girls.
Go rape some fat ugly chicks. No one wants them anyway and they shouldn't be reproducing so scar them for life and be afraid of sex.
Leave the cute girls alone!!!
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08 Mar 2012 1:19AM
Sorry to hear you were taken advantage of. I hope you seek help to either accept the feeling you have or learn how to deal with them..
Feel free to message me if you care to share..
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08 Mar 2012 1:22AM
Your fucking stupid! YOU don't know what it's like living a life in secret. Thinkiing everyone knows your the girl that gets abused by her own brother!!! That's embarassing, Families shouldn't work that way. Then he'd have his friends do it to! My parents were harsh and strict! I couldn't tell them what was going on. I was afraid they'd kill me. I have no self confidence because I didn't think I deserved it. Shame is a very strong and venomous emotion. It can ruin a person.
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08 Mar 2012 1:42AM
I was talking to the guy above you levi55. Thanks for your concern, I may message you. I just don't want anyone getting off to this stuff. It makes me sick!
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08 Mar 2012 9:38AM
You dont want anyone getting off on this stuff yet you post it to motherless.. attention craving whore you are! Just ask your bro to knock the bottom outta that sweet pussy again..youll feel lots better and oh get us some vid or pics!
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08 Mar 2012 11:29AM
Some people on here are real assholes. I don't get off on other peoples pain or find your story erotic.. It's good to talk about it..PM me if you want to chat. I'm not looking for anything else.
My sister and I shared some experiences going up. But that is different from what you went though..
Take Care..
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08 Mar 2012 2:02AM
sorry for what happened to you, life sucks a lot of the time
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08 Mar 2012 6:21AM
You should look on Google for a peer support forum for victims of abuse, might help.
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08 Mar 2012 8:27AM
To Op
I use a saying I heard/read somewhere - to help me calm my mind
It goes like this -
Would you ever want to pass this demon onto another person, so they ALSO have to fight the same battle your fighting now???
I find it easy to answer and it helps me--- NO
Does this make sense to you????
I think it may
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08 Mar 2012 8:40AM
As you know deep down already, you only get one life and we are living ours now.....I feel the best advise I could give is "Put alot of ur effort and thinking into finding a calm soul that gets you"
Find peace in the arms of her/him and talk it out till it starts to become LESS in ur conscious thinking and becomes more just a memory that you can now handle..
Its funny really - cos Im yet to find MY calm soul but being on here - you never know - I know i can ONLY talk to someone that gets all the mixed emotions that one can feel after early contact
I really hope you find "them"
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08 Mar 2012 8:45AM
me too, but it's so hard for me to open up to anyone. No one just introduces themselves as a person who has been abused. I'd like to find a felow abused man to be my calm soul. Hell I'd even be with a woman if it made me feel any better. I don't think I'll ever be in a healthy relationship though.
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08 Mar 2012 9:01AM
your talking with one right now so dont feel alone - ever!!!!
I have only ever found 1 person that I have been able to talk too about my feelings and he/she is a much different age than I but when its only txt, it doesnt matter.
I have realised that we all feel very similar when it comes down to it
I need you to know that there is NO/NOTHING sexual behind it, we basically just tell each other "We are loved by someone in the world" and ur not alone
I dont know how u feel about this bit your very welcome to email me if you want..
Would you like to have a email buddy that understands you??
No probs if not (of course)
Wishing you great happiness for the future
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08 Mar 2012 9:03AM
I've tried that before but it turned sexual. but I'd like to try again. so please give me your email before i go crazy haha, thank you so much :)
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08 Mar 2012 9:13AM
Please ignore the mail name as I only created it to have a first look inside Sti__cam. Ill be deleting the email account soon anyway so we can make contact here and then move somewhere else we feel comfortable with so the addess is not out there in the web
Its - stickam4me@mail.com
It wont turn sexual I promise but I have found comfort myself in just talking
I hope you give it a go))
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08 Mar 2012 12:45PM
Sounds to me like you were meant to be a whore from a young age. I bet you had your first orgasm with your brother and his friends playing with your little pussy. Just admit it and you can enjoy being a whore.
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09 Mar 2012 5:46PM
The real creeps in the thread aren't the ones hurling abuse at you, but the smooth-talking pedos who are so 'understanding' and 'supportive' while they gain your trust and become your secret confidant.
My tip - go speak to a professional, otherwise go buy anal lube and an aids test kit.
Though I get the feeling you're a middle-aged homo to begin with.
Carry on...
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09 Mar 2012 10:56PM
OP you should email some of the guys in this thread. They'll smooth talk you while they wank off over your abuse stories. It'll be hot.
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10 Mar 2012 12:50AM
THATS wot they done to u not otherway round! U have to choises: forgive u bro and friends or do the same to whoever u want let ur dirty side out!!!
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10 Mar 2012 2:00AM
If real go to the cops, end of story.
Why are there so many pissed off pedos in this thread?
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10 Mar 2012 3:57AM
"I just don't want anyone getting off to this stuff. It makes me sick!"
You lying whore. Any girl who has been to motherless once knows this is not that place to post for sympathy. What you are is a whore who want attention. You teased your brother until he couldn't help himself, then you came like a whore when her touched you. He probably let his friends use you because he knew you needed it. Tonight I am going to jerk my cock and come thinking about how one day you will have a daughter and her daddy, or uncle, or brother will use her because she is a whore just like her mother.
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10 Mar 2012 4:50AM
The funny thing is you think your are making me feel bad, but instead my cock is harder thinking about your brother and his friend destroying your little pussy. If I had been one of his friends I would have been extra rough and made you scream and cry. mmmmmmmmm
Don't pretend like you dont think about them fucking you when you just have to cum. You may cry about it later, but I have dated enough slut who were abused as kids to know they all cum when they think about getting used as a little girl
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10 Mar 2012 5:15AM
yeah, like you care if you make someone contemplate suicide, you're happy right
?
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10 Mar 2012 6:51PM
I see two things in this post. One: a girl that needs to be fucked in her whining mouth hole. Two: a guy that wants to do it for her. He's pretending to be so caring! Good job buddy, win that whores hole!
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10 Mar 2012 7:29PM
u call that carring i call that luv like i luv 2 choke hatefull assholee wit my cok
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11 Mar 2012 12:47AM
methinks theres a poster with a crush on the op whatchu gotta say ready u like her
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11 Mar 2012 1:47AM
i love the sensitives - they will get her to tell them details so they can jerk and cum.
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11 Mar 2012 3:55AM
POST YOUR FUCKING STORIES I SWEAR I WON'T FAP TO THEM
*ahem*
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13 Mar 2012 4:42AM
the reason you are flipping out over this is because you percieve it as wrong, STOP IT, embrace the memories of you and your brother...delve deep into them and give in to every desire that you have. you only live once, so make it count!
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15 Mar 2012 1:25AM
wow, just because you like porn doesn't mean you have to be an asshole!
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15 Mar 2012 1:37AM
OP,
Many women (posters on this site) have been introduced to sex by their brothers and fathers, and have enjoyed it. Or at least it hasn't ruined their lives. And posting your "confession" on here wasn't the wisest decision, because this is a pervert website. So you need to pull yourself out of this slump and get on with your life. Stop using the "abuse" as an excuse for all your problems.
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15 Mar 2012 10:55PM
This is not the place for help- seek a doctor. I fap here.
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20 Mar 2012 8:41AM
GOD, I WANT TO RAPE THE OP. Knowing she hates cock will be the best part, fucking lesbian.
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13 Apr 2012 12:31AM
1ce a ho always a ho luv ur bro rite u kno u wan it
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23 Apr 2012 9:01AM
whos the bigger fucktard op or ready2make for being such a goddamn pussy
@OP show us some goodamn pics or youre a dude who got fucked by HIS brother and gets fucked to this day by his brother you fucking punk ass faggot!
@ready give up hes a fucking guy there aint no goddamn way hes gonna fuck you
@OP if you are a bitch why dontcha fuck ready he aint gonna say shit so you may as well take action and show your pussy and tits if youre really a bitch
PROVE IT GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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23 Apr 2012 9:20AM
Jesus Christ. Is this what we've become, even after all mankind's achievements? To just throw it away to make yourself seem smart over a fucking Internet PORN site??!?! To BULLY someone who is obviously troubled after a deeply frightening experience? It's assholes like you who make me want to cut your fucking nuts off and feed them to your own goddamn mother!
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23 Apr 2012 5:53PM
fake fake fake lol
i read this like last year OP cracked and said he was lying
ur lying op ur the brother
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30 Apr 2012 6:20PM
ROFL !!
I can't tell which part is real
The trolls or sympathizers !
I think the trolls are the only honest ones the rest is fantasy
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30 Apr 2012 6:21PM
looks like OP got abandoned. guess her sympathizers saw thru her.
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30 Apr 2012 6:22PM
a bitch all alone in the world deserves to be all alone if she pulls this fucking shit fuck her
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08 May 2012 7:56PM
Her sympathizers saw her as she is: a cold blooded, calculating, manipulative who will stop at nothing to ruin men who she thinks of like she does her brother. She gets herself into an abusive relationship, or she pretends it's abusive, she gets into some stupid fuck's head just to ruin it too. She is ruined. She is damaged, therefore she will damage and ruin. Fuck you, you baseless cunt. Fuck you very much for whoring.
