Trying to communicate with you is obviously a total waste of time. You are completely close-minded, lacking self-awareness, and unable to see through the hypocrisy of your own bullshit.
Not only are you NOT a nice person in general, but you're also even more of a JERK than the so-called "bastards" who, in reality, are nothing more than a scapegoat for all of your misplaced anger, frustration, and resentment you have toward YOURSELF.
By your own admission, the whole "nice guy" routine is just a ploy to get laid. It doesn't really matter how "nice" or "caring" you portray yourself to be, if your whole reason for doing so is based on the expectation of receiving sexual "repayment" in return. The difference is, REAL nice people do things out of the goodness of their heart WITHOUT expectations. In reality, you're every bit as insincere as "Bastard", but with the added component of dishonesty, since you are hiding your TRUE motives from the object of your affection.
What you need to do is get off the pity pot, stop feeling sorry for yourself, and try to take an HONEST look at yourself for a change. If you truly haven't been able to learn anything or gain any wisdom from the numerous rational responses here thus far, then all I can say is you probably need professional help.
In all seriousness, I think you have some rather deep-seated issues that you need to face here. I assure you, the world and the people in it are not nearly as "fucked up" as you perceive them to be, but your propensity to blame everything and everyone around you for your own misfortune, rather than taking responsibility for yourself, makes you your own worst enemy. Take it for what it's worth, but I'd hate to see you end up a lonely, miserable bastard for the rest of your life.
