Thank you, Yung... and you're welcome.
my explorations began online also... you will find your way. Be patient, connect with like minded people, read (a lot) about the
D/s lifestyle...network with other Doms and perhaps find a mentor...chat with Doms and submissives, you can learn from both.
Just as control turns you on, surrendering to your control will turn someone else on. Be responsible and true to yourself.
You will know when it's time to step out. i hope you find your own place and someone to share it with. :)