cont.
We started making a habit of bathing together which was now happening weekly. She was much more relaxed about work and Daniel took notice and was thrilled to see her happy again. Daniel flooded with work didn't have the time to let her vent they way she wanted to. Daniel was bragging to me about the sex being better so i was thrilled for him too. Now it's Halloween and the 3 of us had come back from a party. Daniel went to his usual sofa to pass out on and Kelly and I were both still pretty tipsy and stayed up for a bit talking. After awhile she said "how about a bath?" and I agreed. At this point we had become very comfortable with each other and would undress in front of each other as casual as anything, This was a rare Saturday night bath and due to our state of minds were not so able to keep a conversation going smoothly, I had had the first encounter on my mind hard that night so in my drunkenness asked if i could ask her something personal. She laughed saying something about how that's all we talk about. I said "Fine" and asked her straight up about her nipples. She looked down a bit confused and I mentioned about how she was rubbing them the first time. She got a bit red but then admitted it made her calm. I jokingly asked her why she didn't do it anymore but apologized right after. She splashed me and said "I bet you'd love to see that perv." and I joked back about where we were. She then started rubbing them exaggeratedly with fake moans as another joke. We started splashing and laughing until we were both worn out. I laid against the side of the tub but she too worn out to moved laid against me. I lost all control and moved my arms around her and started playing with her nipples. She started to breathe a little heavier and eventually looked back at me with her approval. My dick was raging hard at this point. She positioned her self so it would slide vertically between her ass cheeks and start moving up and down ever so slightly. This was too much but neither of us wanted to stop. Both of us came at nearly the same time and we just sat there for what felt like forever.
I was bewildered by the whole thing and left shortly after. She kept texting me saying how everything is going to be okay and not to feel guilty and how she didn't want the baths to end. I lashed back saying how we're not kids and I made the mistake in the first place and wanted to put a stop to the whole thing. Both of us high on each other's ecstasy however really didn't want the baths to end. My catharsis has always been venting and so was hers. I told her we could keep going on 2 conditions. No oral, no penetration. If we just so happened to be in the mood and wanted to masturbate that was fine and maybe we could assist each other in rare situations but couldn't make it a normal occurrence like that night. We went back to our normal routine, nothing like Halloween.
I know it's been a long one but I'm almost done. Fast forward to this weekend. Same formula, drunk, Daniel on the couch, bath. Kelly had started it but hadn't undressed yet. She looked at me when i came in and then looked in the mirror to as if I'd undress her. I was visibly reluctant and she tried to talk me into it. I love undressing girls so I eventually agreed. She kept her eyes fixated on the mirror while I undressed her. I lingered with my hadn't around her navel until she fell back on me and whipped around so I was starring at the mirror and she undressed me. We both got in the bath and she asked if she could lay against me. For some context her mother had been threatening to take custody of her kid away just to spite Kelly due to Kelly no longer needing her support despite being riddled with a meth addiction. Needless to say she was a bit more needy tonight. I agreed and she started venting like normal. She eventually asked if I could rub her nipples again. I was reluctant of course but started to do so while she vented more. Eventually this escalated and her venting became moaning and she started to touch herself. She turns around abruptly and just says "Please" I confused asked her what she meant. Please no more, please don't tell but this please was a "let's fuck" I tried telling her it was just the heat of the moment wanting to get it out but I was not going to go that far. She broke down into tears and eventually agreed with me. I left and haven't spoken to her since.
I know what I've done, I'm scum and even had the gal to justify it in my own mind based on limitations. She's blowing up my phone trying to say it's fine and we'll never get there again. I'm going to be a man about this I just had to get it off my chest.
