Don't date your friends. It's stupid and not worth it.
this could be a great point. but don't worry i'm not really social enough for friends. ;)
but my point was example there was a female i was on pretty ok terms with.
so basically kicked me out of nthe friendshop path.because she knew i wanted to have sex with her that i liked her.
there was this normal guy (and yeah a lot cuter and younger than me too)
that she knew wanted to have sex with her. and she always did stuff with him. even if she supposedly had a boyfriend or whatever.
his wishing/wanting to have sex with her in itself. didn't get hom kicked out of her orbit.
but it did get me the loser that has nothing kicked out.
this female would ebven be in situtions were she would be drugging or drinking around guys. and she knew those guys wanted to have sex with her.
and that didn't get those guys kicked out of her orbit.
but if you're a loser virgin that has nothing.
yes noticing a female and wishing you could have sx with them. will get you kicked out of their orbit. and you won't even have friendship any more.
and when i have nothing. that's when the usual guys get more of everything. ;)
Say what you want to be true not whatever you think is
again thank you for the kindness/kind words and thoughts.
but the track record/life is saying that at midnight i'm going to be stuck with nothing.
Go meet strangers.
that's a real challenge for my "skill set"/personality. the challenge of a life time...
maybe if there was another like me...
guess i'm ok with quick micro discussions. if i try for more than that/ in some way it going to fall apart. always.
if stuff hasn't happened by now. maybe it's not supposed to happen. this has to happen to someone/ a few people.
who still flames the flame/but dropped pout of the race. virginity for life has left a bitter taste.
ha ha. ;)
nothing goes my way in life. so i'm not sure why interaction should go my way either.
and people usually dodn't turn things around at my age. and yes i'm old...
