I really really do feel like a freak. It was my first time doing anything like that ever. I've been watching a bunch of porn here after that and I can't imagine how slutty these porn stars feel. They are nasty cum drinkers and completely shameless. When I'm really horny, I've dreamt about giving it all up and trying to become a porn star so I could feel as they do.
I dunno maybe it's all just a phase I'm going thru.
Thanks for the comment. I'd love to hear from more of you.
I'm really turned on just by sharing my story with you all.