This aint much, but it is something I would like to confess.
I never really had much luck in love, despite my looks. I think I still look good, better than the average women my age, but here I am, at 41, alone, and among other things, browsing erotic forums, so you can guess that I am lonely.
When I wrote that I had no luck in love, it is not from a lack of interest. I go on dates pretty frequently, but besides two short relationships, one of which was way back in hs, and the second one, lasting little over six months, in my early 30s, I just couldnt hit it off with anyone.
Now, this is not the thing I am confessing, but, that, after every failed date, I feel a bit of sympathy for the man I was with, so I feel bad to leave them hanging, and I rewarded each one of them with a hand job.
First time I did this, I was in hs, and the last time was this weekend, to a 50 year old guy, who, during the date itself, confessed that he is married, "but ending his marriage".
On Sunday morning, it dawned on me, that I have did this hundreds of times, while only having sex with three different men, in my entire life.
Now, a fun question - does this make me promiscuous?
