First of all, I do take responsibility. Reaching out for help was the start. Figuring out what to do in my life is next. The swinging lifestyle was a very small piece of us. It basically stopped after our daughter since we are dedicated to her. Due to being let go by my job almost a year ago, I kinda fell into a depression.
I'm a good father. I take her to classes, outside to play, and cook and clean. We were never married by the way. The therapist is only there to assess the persistent issues and help me think of alternative ways of thinking.
The thing is I was okay with her being with the guy, until he told her that he had feelings for her. Then I screwed up so she was done with me. It's been slowly changing, but this trip is like the turning point for me. I don't care that she is going on a trip. I just care it's with a guy that really likes her and she has had sex with.
