I wish this post, OP and every other whiny bitch who says "I can relate" would hurry the fuck up and die. I'm not kidding either a person who says "I'm planning my death" wouldn't run out a post it on a site like this unless they needed attention. Do everyone a favor and put the barrel in your mouth and squeeze.
"dont listen to these dumbfucks sayin kill yourself. They're only tryin to bring you down cause their life isnt any better"
You are an idiot you should stand behind him when he pulls the trigger.