i know how you feel, OP... if it weren't for my family i would be into a whole lot of stuff that 'wouldn't be good for me'. It's strange how their presence in my life is holding me back from doing certain things...
may i ask how you think your life (and death) will turn out when you find yourself fully disconnected from your family? i'd be interested to hear, since it may give me some ideas, haha ;3
