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05 Feb 2010 3:54PM

You are confessing to being a douche? I read all of it but it just seems like youre trying to convince people that you are the one who is REALLY trying to help the world. "my parents,.. they just wont understand that i need to push women away to achieve my greater goal of greater good.", you sound like an asshole, dude. Just because you figured out that people are miserable and need help does not make you a saint. Just cause you have philanthropic wet dreams does not make you a martyr. If you want to have some revelation or cause think about how your story is a classic case of someone confusing progression with submission. "Now that im at university, yes.", does it feel better now, does it? Now that you're not a complete lying, stealing, shithead anymore? Your tale of woe is a mask for your rise to mediocrity. Greatness is NOT as simple as coming up with something to do. Especially since your dream is redundant, you seem to think that being part of a machine makes you integral to its function and thus as deserving of the praise of the entire mechanism. Well, when a brakelight fails, you just get a new one. Hell, there are even plenty of DOCTORS of psychology who dont pat themselves on the back as much as you just did for only coming up with a plan to idolize them. If you want to help people try and recognize that the will for the evolution and healing of man as a species is an unspoken basic duty (like caring for your own family) rather than a personal accomplishment. You are what is wrong with my generation. You're machine enables all depression with a vision of enlightenment residing inside a paycheck envelope. Give all your money to the poor and then spin the wheel real hard so some day another poor sap can come along and be exactly as useless and undeservingly righteous in handing out his own paper blessings.

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