Needless to say you're an attention whore, but doing it in a forum you know to be full of such degenerates does speak of deeper motivations.
You yearn to be abused. You'd make a nice pet, to be kept in captivity, trained and used by a demanding but fair master. You'd slide naturally into the role, it is your destiny - perhaps you don't know it yet, but once captured you wouldn't want to escape. Some people aren't equipped to deal with adult life independently and are much happier to abdicate responsibility to another.
If you were mine, I'd bugger you senseless on a daily basis - in a gentle, affectionate way of course.