When I was five I convinced a girl in my class to go behind the bushes and show me her twat, then I made her let me touch it.
I then played doctors with the boy next door and we took turns sucking each other off for a few years before we learned what fags and buggering were
also during that time played truth or dare with another boy, we did all sorts of things on 2 occasions. I wanted it so bad the third time but nothing actually happened, I couldnt stop thinking about his dick in my mouth and how good I would suck it. A few months prior had a sleep over at his and another boy let me bugger him (pretend no penetrating). we played games etc.
then we learned that was all gay and it stopped
pretty much in denial about the whole thing now, amongst other things.
