Make the decision to become a pedo... so how does that work out?
Hmm... let's see, what should I do today?
I already mowed the lawn and fixed my car, I guess I could start fantasizing about doing little girls! That would be cool.
That kind of inclination presents itself as part of your pattern of attraction from a very early age. It has nothing to do with rape or being raped or repressed children or whatever nonsense you believe. It's glaringly obvious that you don't know the first thing about psychology so stfu and spare us your quack theories.