^OK. Here's the wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Covert_incest Basically it means she uses me to fulfill her emotional needs. Like a surrogate husband. But no sex.
Maybe I'm just too drunk right now, but I don't get your second point. Are you saying that it's a bad idea to have sex with my mom? That I would regret it? You might be right. It's just an intense fantasy right now. But I don't know how to cope with it. My analyst wants me to put up "boundaries" but that has been a disaster.
