Hung out with her for a few hours. She wasn't that drunk a first, and really reserved. A good girl. Doing the whole "I'm in college now and free" thing. Anyway, when I helped her up to her hotel room, she couldn't stand up at all. Now, the logical side of me was like GET IN THE BED! FUCK THIS CHICK NOW. But I didn't.
This is where I had my epiphany. Somehow, I managed to refrain. Now, this is sort of a life changing event for me. I never imagined myself turning down a piece of ass, especially one of this caliber.
But somehow standing there looking down at her innocence and naivety had an effect on me. I don't want to be a peice of shit. I don't want to take advantage of girls. I now view them as equals to men. All of you pedophiles are truely the scum of society. (I'm not talking about the ones jacking to stickam vids of young girls. That is natural. But the ones who are into the whole.... really young thing.
I was even into the exposed facebook thing. I had like 20 that I had already put together and was waiting to post... Deleted. Never again will I partake in such douchebaggary.
Anway, the girl called me today and thanked me for getting her to her hotel safe. Come to find out, she is a tourists but lives only about an hour from here at her college. I got directions and am going to see her this weekend, and yes I will be fucking her... over and over again.
