Fuck those two...For one you don't smoke, you vape duh and for two a little bit of meth never hurt nobody...
As for your question NOPE the crossdress thing even if we stick to just hose or panties always seemed like hassle...too much work for tiny returns plus I'm not super into feeling like a bitch or a homo..To each his own. For PnP sessions I have a couple of Pimp robes 'Orgy of one' status? shorts with pockets, fuck the bullshit. Rooting around my own asshole? Sure I feel compelled to on occasion like rare occasion perhaps once a year...Again its too much work then one has to have towels to be on guard against messes plus who wants to clean the hard shit encrusted toys the next day?...More power to you...But I wish to fast forward to the gore no prep no cleanup like John Wayne, GG Allin or Clint Eastwood...Fuck the bullshit!