hi hazey. Sub girl again. Babe what's holding you back? You wouldn't be coming back over and over thinking about it, wanting to, unless you really wanted to.
I think the idea turns you on and you love the idea of being desired and attractive. And that's good. Is it guilt? Are you afraid you'll be judged from your religious background or something? Because trust me, it's a normal thing to enjoy showing off. Just try it. Rip the bandaid of nervousness off and just go for it. Once you get over that first time, nothing will hold you back and you can be as wild and sexy as you want. Like i said before, it's worth it.