Sounds like at this point you are rapt in the compulsion of it more than the need. That’s suggests to me that you still are somewhat in control.
Like, you’re self aware and confessing so seize the moment and STOP NOW because the long-term repercussions are something you won’t want to pay for later. I mean I’m not mr responsible. I’m sitting here getting fucked up jerking off on a porn site and talking on forums but I still have a point.
stop it and stop stealing. If your addiction is the shit you were spending the money on then stop that or do whatever you need to tonight have to deal with multiple negative consequences when you already know better.
Okay now that the heavy shit is out of the way let’s put on some nasty porn and jerk off with drinks and rails
