Good evening everyone.
We had our family dinner just now, and it seems I can get along with my brother just fine again. I didn't mention anything, but it feels like there's nothing going on. I'm glad that I can look him in the eye now.
I've thought a little about it, wondering if I'd like to continue where we left off. A friend of mine would have been a great conversational partner for me, but it is too risky to talk about these thoughts.
Before I went to my room, I left a note on my brother's pillow asking him if he'd like to do something fun tonight. Hopefully he'll say yes. We'd have to lock the door, or go out somewhere. I'd be just fine giving him head again, though I wouldn't mind going a bit further as long as it is done in a safe matter. Allowing him to place himself tightly between my thighs would be a very interesting situation to be in. :P
Usually guys are more snappy when it comes to women, but I guess me being his sister removes some if not all of those feelings. I certainly hope I'm getting something out of this.
Wish me luck!