i'm a 22 year old male virgin, well when it comes to women anyways. i once let a guy at the health club i go to fuck me without a condom in the steam room and in the shower. he didn't last very long, but it felt great while it lasted. if he did last longer i would have been able to cum on his cock. this was a couple of years ago, and i have always thought about doing it again, and i really wanted to when i saw a black guy with a huge dick, but i was a little afraid of it. i've stretched my ass out more since then, so i think i could take him if i saw him again, although i don't think i want my guts to be pounded.
i haven't been going back there because i'm afraid i'm gonna let some guy fuck me again, and i have gotten fat because of it. i want to start going back there, but i know i'm just gonna bend over for another guy in the sauna room. i do have a fantasy of being forcibly fucked raw by several guys, and sometimes i buy some cucumbers and fuck myself with them without any lube. i literally fuck the shit out of myself in the shower, and i want that to happen to me with a real penis. for some reason the last time i did that, when i shoved the biggest cucumber in me, i clamped down on it tight instead of trying to push it out. it hurt but it felt so satisfying, and i know if that were a real guy it would have lasted longer then a few seconds.
i have these fantasies, but i hate it sometimes, and i don't want them to happen IRL. when i do it to myself i have control, but when somebody else is doing it to me i have no control whatsoever. i don't want a disease either, and with my tight ass i would probably end up breaking the condom anyways.
tl;dr, I AM A HUGE FAGGOT PLEASE RAPE MY ASS AND CUM DEEP INSIDE ME.
