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So there was this girl I went to high school with, we'll call her Ally, that was always quite expressive of her feelings for me. I have always found her very attractive and being around hef always made me a little tighter in the pants. She is Panamanian, about 5' even, and weighs about 105 lbs. Altogether, a very exotic looking girl with a petite body, small tits, and a beautiful ass. High school was years ago, but we stayed in touch and her feelings for me have never really changed. But, with me being stuck in a relationship for going on three years, and I'm very unhappy in this relationship, she and I have never acted on these feelings.


Recently, our conversations have started getting a little more in depth about our sex lives, what turns us on, what drives us wild, and all manner of dirty things. She works a short distance from where I work, and we grab lunch now and then, but I have always been a faithful man (sue me) and have never cheated on any woman. On top of that, while I am unhappy and I know something is waiting for me, or better yet my cock, on the other side I am afraid to end things with my current girl. Not because I'm afraid of the consequences if things fail elsewhere, but because I'm afraid she will hurt herself if I leave.

Today, however, Ally messaged me asking "What would you do if I told you I was about to masturbate?". I replied telling her that I would envision that in my head and use the thought when I did the same thing. I also informed her I was jealous of her vibrator. She laughed and sent me another message about half an hour later saying she was done and sent me a picture of her wet vibrator and hand saying she squirted.

This evening, after getting home from having a good time with some friends, I was horny and sent her a mirroring message of what she had sent me earlier, asking what she would say if I told her I was about to jack off? She replied saying that she would give me some oral, but she was caught up with a friend at a restaurant. We got to discussing where things would lead if I were to show up and take her up on her offer, and of course it didn't take long before I was throbbing. She kept telling me this was getting her so wet and her panties were soaked. Finally, I offered to meet up with her if she was serious, but we kind of talked each other down. She doesn't want me to cheat, even though she teases the fuck out of me, but I was god damn ready. Our hot conversation went on for about an hour and a half, with me stroking the entire time getting to the edge and backing off, before it became clear we really weren't going to meet tonight and fuck like we both want to. She told me I could go ahead and blow my load but I had to send her a pic of all the cum covering my cock and hand when I finished. That took all of five seconds. I quickly snapped the pic and sent it to her, in return she sent me a topless pic and promised that when we finally do get our chance to fuck, she would lick up every fucking drop of my cum with a smile.

I will keep updating this as the tale unfolds. Hopefully I can find a way out of this relationship and into Ally soon.

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15 Feb 2012 2:53AM

How bout the pic she sent you? Show us

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15 Feb 2012 2:56AM

Get the hell out of your current relationship. Even though you are happy now, you will hate yourself more the longer you let yourself get stuck in it. END it now while you still can, because it will only get harder to do so later on, and with worse consequences.

Your future ex- may be upset or mad now, but the longer you put off the inevitable, the more she will HATE you. The latter carries lasting consequences, while the other is more temporary.

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15 Feb 2012 2:56AM

Open here. Pic provided

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15 Feb 2012 2:58AM

OP here.

I realize there are consequences to letting it last, but there's no easy way of getting out now either. This girl is crazy in every sense of the word and will almost definitely hurt herself, to the point of suicide, if the one good thing in her life (read: me) leaves. She is that type.

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15 Feb 2012 3:02AM

DAMN sexy girl there!!! Any of ur gf to compare to her? Lol

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15 Feb 2012 8:53PM

OP here. Provided pic of current gf. Cropped to take out blatantly identifiable features.

Also, update:

Today, we were texting back and forth constantly and she was telling me that she woke up this morning hot and bothered from everything that happened last night and she just HAD to get herself off. Just to tease around a little bit I asked her to tell me in detail everything she did. While it wasn't as detailed as I had hoped, she DID say she took a picture of her vibrator in her pussy just for me. She practically made me beg to get it, but that was so fucking worth it. (And sorry, not going to up that one. My private stash. You understand, of course)

So for the entire day at work, she was teasing me and kept saying dirty things like how much she enjoyed a man's fingers and cock in her pussy rather than her own little hands and vibrator.It got me so fucking turned on I spent most of the day trying to hide my erection from my coworkers.... When I finally got home, I told her I had been so anxious to get here just so I could blow this massive war of cum that has been building up all day while I read her texts and looked at her pics. She told me that turned her on to no end, and when I was finished, I better send her another picture of all the cum. I'm starting to notice a trend there, hehe.

God this tension is killing me! Its like that week before Christmas when you're a kid. Every day feels like two days, and you just can't wait to open up that special box and find what you've waited so long for. I can't wait to be pounding that sweet little foreign pussy until she begs me to stop. The first load of cum she gets from this cock is going to be all over her slutty little face.

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15 Feb 2012 9:05PM

Go for it, dude. That grass is a LOT greener.

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15 Feb 2012 9:15PM

nice. and keep the pics coming

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15 Feb 2012 9:32PM

Dump your current GF, yo. What she does to herself is her own problem.

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15 Feb 2012 9:33PM

Do you think "Ally" is in it for a real relationship? Or do you think she is just horny? Don't be so quick to act if you don't know her motivations.

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15 Feb 2012 9:51PM

OP here

Ally and I have had that conversation. We have a lot of things in common outside of our total lust for each other. I know what makes her tick and vice versa. She has mentioned that she wishes I was with her and not my current gf. I think she wants the whole shebang.

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15 Feb 2012 10:48PM

then you should dump your gf and go with her. maybe even get your gf to give you really good sex or anything sexual with her for a week or 2 until you feel like your done with fucking her then dump her.

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15 Feb 2012 10:52PM

OP Here

My sex drive in reference to my current GF has been all but nonexistent. The only reason we had good sex the other day was because I was horny as fuck from talking to Ally the entire day and had to take it out on someone. I just can't get in the mood with her anymore because she's always freaking out about the smallest fucking things in the world and ruining everyone else's day just because hers didn't go perfectly.

Damn... kinda depressing picture I'm painting on that end.

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16 Feb 2012 12:06AM

I agree with the last post. If shes making things miserable then tell her ya cant be with her anymore that yall are going different ways in life and youre starting to hate yourself and all that. Good luck

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16 Feb 2012 12:15AM

I've been there, done that, and I stayed with the girl WAAAAAYYYY too long. Like, I-was-pulling-sharp-objects-out-of-her-hands too long. I was young and stupid as FUCK.

Get out of it. Give yourself a few weeks. Don't commit to a relationship with anyone else for that time, although maybe you'd want to fuck around. I don't know. Just DON'T stuck witha crazy bitch.

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16 Feb 2012 1:39AM

yeah like the others said i have been with a girl who said i was the only thing good in their life and i felt pretty bad and didnt break up with her until a few months later. i havent talked to her for about 3 or 4 months but she started talking to me again and we became friends again, we dont talk as much but shes fine and over it. if you still care for her you can tell her that you want to be friends or still talk to her sometimes and see her every now and again just to see hows she is doing.

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16 Feb 2012 10:03AM

OP here.

Yesterday was relatively uneventful. We chatted about how horny she was from this last week of talking to me and telling me all the dirty things she wants to try with me. As it turns out, she is very curious about being tied up, bound and gagged, blindfolded and has always wanted to try DP. Just talking with her about these things got me rock fucking hard and she told me to stroke it on the phone with her but I couldn't at the time.

She told me she had only really had two partners before. One was a boyfriend that had ended up screwing her over and the other was a coworker she made a mistake with. He keeps pressuring her to become friends with benefits but she isn't interested. She seems to have a focus on me. She has all these kinky or somewhat kinky things she wants to try (which works out because my current gf is big in the bdsm scene and I learned a fuckload on ropework and how to be a service top.)

Finally, she asked when we were going to see each other again. I had been avoiding that question for a while given the sensitivity I have toward her. I told her I would come see Ger Friday after she got off work. Then she asked if we could go pick out a new vibrator for her to use because she had gotten used to her current one. I said as long as I got to make the final selection of whichever one I wanted to see buried in her pussy. I could hear the excitement in her voice when I said that. Its going to take a lot of self control not to just up and fuck her brains out in the car. I'm kinda looking forward to the challenge!

I will keep you guys updated.

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16 Feb 2012 10:52AM

Oh please do.

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16 Feb 2012 10:53AM

It's cool that u have this other chic who's into u, but u gotta makes things right with the current gf first. Kudos for not fucking around on her, but u still got sum work to do. You say she just can't live without u, but that's probably not really true. This just sounds unhealthy, for you and for her. It's sounds like she's got problems of her own and it's not just about you. And for you to think that she just can't live without you, is going to distort your own self image.

It's never easy or pleasant, but u should end it with her if it's not working. It's not fair to just string her along. Think of it as real learning experience. I don't mean to pile onto what others have already said. Just trying to add to the discussion.

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17 Feb 2012 12:43PM

OP here.

I'm about to jump in the shower and head down to meet her at her work. Then we are going to go to the sex shop and pick out her new toy. I have had a hard on almost all day since I woke up just thinking about this trip and what could happen. Mainly because I think I'm going to tell her to take it out and use it on herself while we drive around. I have a feeling she might fight me a little bit because its so public, but then again she's been telling me she likes to submit and do as she's told. She said she went and shopped around for a little while a few days ago and she really wants an egg vibrator. I may just get her one and a nice big dildo to go with it.

Gotta go! Will post an update as soon as I get home.

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17 Feb 2012 1:11PM

Good luck to you sir.

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17 Feb 2012 1:18PM

OP here.

I'm about to jump in the shower and head down to meet her at her work. Then we are going to go to the sex shop and pick out her new toy. I have had a hard on almost all day since I woke up just thinking about this trip and what could happen. Mainly because I think I'm going to tell her to take it out and use it on herself while we drive around. I have a feeling she might fight me a little bit because its so public, but then again she's been telling me she likes to submit and do as she's told. She said she went and shopped around for a little while a few days ago and she really wants an egg vibrator. I may just get her one and a nice big dildo to go with it.

Gotta go! Will post an update as soon as I get home.

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17 Feb 2012 2:01PM

OP here.

I'm about to jump in the shower and head down to meet her at her work. Then we are going to go to the sex shop and pick out her new toy. I have had a hard on almost all day since I woke up just thinking about this trip and what could happen. Mainly because I think I'm going to tell her to take it out and use it on herself while we drive around. I have a feeling she might fight me a little bit because its so public, but then again she's been telling me she likes to submit and do as she's told. She said she went and shopped around for a little while a few days ago and she really wants an egg vibrator. I may just get her one and a nice big dildo to go with it.

Gotta go! Will post an update as soon as I get home.

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18 Feb 2012 12:29AM

OP here.

No clue why it triple posted my last entry. Eitger way, i met her at her work. She was supposed to get off around 2, but ended up having to stay a little late and clocked out at 2:15. Then she tild me her boss needed a ride somewhere, they are apparently really good friends. So goid, in fact, that she knew my name and who i was when i walked in the door. I have never met this woman in my life.

Anyway, we had to postpone our trip until a later date because she was helping her boss out, but while we were waiting for boss lady to clock out, we sat and talked at one of the restaurant tables. She took off her shoes and crossed her legs under the table. When she did this, it put her foot right on my package and the look in her eye said it was on purpose. After i looked down then looked back at her she had an evil smile andstarted moving her foot back and forth gently. It took all of five seconds for my trusty soldier to stand up and salute.

I had been holding off on jacking it for two days now in anticipation of today and the possibilities it had, so i was really fucking sensitive. After reaching down and adjusting my deugan so that the head was under the elastic band of my boxer briefs, she started using her toes to glide up and down the bottom side of my shaft which sent shivers down my spine and i immediately felt my load brewing up and ready to go. She knee i was close because i was staring at her VERY intensely, and she moved her toes to stroke just under the head where im good and sensitive.

Then she looked over her glasses at me seductively and bit her lip, knowing that look drives me wild. Right as i was about to cause a cleanup on aisle me, boss lady comes up and announces she's ready to go. We dtood up to say our goodbyes and she got on her tip toes to kiss me on the cheek, whisoering that we would finish this soon, promise.

I'm still holding onto this fat wad of jizz thats waiting to blow. Gonna go take care of that now.

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18 Feb 2012 2:27AM

nice, shes really teasing you

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18 Feb 2012 2:51PM

OP here

Woke up to a new picture today. Wanted to share.

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18 Feb 2012 2:56PM

NICE

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18 Feb 2012 11:52PM

mmm nice one

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19 Feb 2012 12:08AM

so far so good

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19 Feb 2012 3:17AM

Wow!!! Id love to spread those cheeks and eat her pussy from the back!!! Shes got an amazing ass!!!

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19 Feb 2012 4:25AM

OP, quit spouting the bullshit. You don't care for your current girlfriend and need to get away from her now.

All this "I"m all she has!" rhetoric is hurting my eyes.

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19 Feb 2012 9:46AM

OP here.

An update on that topic: We started the conversation that is leading down that road yesterday. Neither of us are happy and we both feel stuck. I get the feeling it'll be over sometime this week with no harm done. Just kind of worked out that way I guess.

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19 Feb 2012 10:03AM

Congrats OP for finally growing a pair and talking to the gf! Now, after that situation is resolved, go and close the deal with Ms. Panama. Then report back a few details and we can all move on with our lives, lol.

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19 Feb 2012 10:48AM

Good luck with the new girl. I had the chance to fuck a sweet little 17 yo Panamanian girl while in that country. (I was all of 19 at the time) That was some of the sweetest pussy I have ever had.

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22 Feb 2012 9:57PM

OP here, with the update some folks have been waiting for.

The GF and I broke it off, thinking it mutually beneficial if we go our separate ways but keep in touch and fuck once in a while. It had gotten to where the sex was the only good part of the relationship. We fucked one more good time before I packed up what stuff I had at her place and we parted with a gratified smile. Don't know how I pulled that off.

Haven't gotten my chance with Ally just yet, but our conversations of late had been getting less and less sexual. Tonight she brought it on full fledged though and while I'm not a sexting type person, we are all over some Tango and I'm telling her what to do to herself on Cam. She started off all nervous saying she wasn't the Cam type, but eventually loosened up when I said I would go first. I got three strokes in before she was rubbing her pussy through her pajamas. Less than a minute later I had her naked and propping her phone up so she could spread her lips with one hand and tease her clit with the other.

Eventually I asked if she'd ever tried rusting herself and she said she could never get more than three fingers In before it started hurting. God I can't wait to get in that tight little pussy! Anywho, I told her to try and she immediately said okay. But I told her to take it slow and enjoy it. Five long minutes later she has her entire hand in her pussy pumping in short staccato motions, Cumming on her own fist.

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22 Feb 2012 9:59PM

Fisting **** not rusting... fucking auto correct....

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22 Feb 2012 11:01PM

Now that she got you to drop your girlfriend, the challenge for her is gone. She's gonna drop you right on your ass.

Sorry to be the one.

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23 Feb 2012 9:43AM

OP here

She didn't get me to drop anyone. The ex and I were having problems to begin with and shit just wasn't going right between us. We were always at each others throats and both of us needed a change. Besides, if anything the stuff Ally and I have going is picking up. I didn't get to sleep last night until 2...

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28 Feb 2012 9:22PM

so what happen now op?

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04 Jun 2012 5:28PM

I think the taboo is gone for op. Now that he can eat his cake, the wonder of how it tastes is gone. But that's life after the Christmas presents are opened. At least he dumped the cunt.

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