Sorry, keep it. I had these thougt a few years ago because I was so frustrated and needed rest and only seeking one thrill after another kept me going. Also very curious about the experience: no going back, it's real as hard as it would be, waking up in the middle of the night and realising, the ongoing tension and not being able to give/have what is needed when I meet someone. For me it would have solved nothing and I think it would be an experience like any other. I'm glad I didn't do it
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23 Oct 2024 7:25AM
Well we are definitely different u and I. While you say those things and in some ways your words resonate. Sex is not a good thing in my life and the capacity to exercise lust will be of benefit to leave behind. It will be a good and however complex experience. It will in all the important ways reform my capacity regardless of my desire. Curious why are you looking up these videos if you have moved past your own desire. Seems maybe your not as far past it as one might want. Tell me why is it so good that you can copulate with someone anyway. Do you have kids are you ever going to? Or is it just for the pleasure of your flesh at the use of another for selfish instant gratification that is of no use or productive purpose but consuming of the essence with which you would be more coherent and willfully capable.
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