I am almost 40 years old single and for me it was just sexual. Now that I am at a point where there is a potential to be a mother I embrace. It was not planned as I thought I would never have children as I never wanted to be a single mom. But on the other hand I see how many of the people around had a tug-of-war with the other parent and do not want that kind of drama in my life.
I will take a pregnancy test later to ease my mind but deep down I would welcome it. The guy is intelligent but he is anal, full of himself and thinks he is better than most people around him. He rarely has a nice thing to say about many people and he is just so negative most times and thats why I could never be with him permanently.
