I lost my daughter this year. She did not die. I lost her to drugs. Things between us will never be the same. The hurt and the pain I feel from knowing I will never see her again is immense. I have lost every women I have loved in my life. It started with my mom at age 10 and has not stopped.
I confess I just want my little girl back. This is worse than dead as she is there but I can not hug her. She is there but I can not talk to her. I see her smiles only in my dreams. God please help me!
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22 Dec 2012 7:59AM
This made me sad :<
OP, you go right now, find your daughter and get her professional help!
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22 Dec 2012 9:09AM
If you consider is lost money that you have lost her. I don't know what she's addicted to, but she may need more than just rehab if she's going to change.
I have a good friend, who is like my sister. I met her when she was about 21. She'd had serious drug issues before moving to my city. Her folks helped her several times and she eventually got clean. Alcohol is another matter, she's been battling that off and on for the last 20 years.
There is hope those, my friend started out nearly penniless. With the help, support, and love of her parents she is now holding down a respectable job and probably pulling in ore than I make.
DO NOT give up on your daughter!!!
Love her, help her, support her. Learn when you have to make the hard choices and let her crash into the gutter, penniless, cold, and filthy. But do no turn your back on, or stop loving her if you ever want her to be a normal, loving, woman again.
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22 Dec 2012 9:29AM
I think i found her she was on the corner last night sucking cock for a dollar HAHAHA i let her blow me twice and gave her 50 cents extra so she could get fries too with her burger she is doing fine nice mouth on her loves to eat cum
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22 Dec 2012 10:46AM
I lost my son when he was 19 but I got him back when he was 40. Don't give up hope.
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22 Dec 2012 11:27AM
OP here. Thank you for the support. I expected more than one negative. But thanks Mr. negative I have already thought about all those things.
Here is a letter I wrote her. I have not sent it to her yet.
I lost my daughter this year. She did not die, I lost her to drugs. I am not completely sure if she was mine to lose as I was not present in her life for the first 16 years. I know the girl I met at 16 I grew to love and cherish as the daughter I had always longed for.
I have a long history of losing women in my life as it all started when I was 10 with the death of my mother. I am accustomed to the hurt and pain of losing a loved one but this is different. She is still here but I cannot hug her. She is here but I cannot talk to her. I loved our conversations. She is here but I cannot sit in church with her and feel the love. She is here but I can only see her smile in my dreams.
I believe she is gone forever from my life, but I will hang on to hope if you do not mind. I will hope and pray that one day she will find herself and realize that the only person that does not love her is her and the only person standing in her way is her. I will hope and pray that she finds happiness. If she finds these three things I could live with the pain of never seeing my daughter again.
Please if you see her tell her I love her!
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22 Dec 2012 12:07PM
p.s stick around and i'll give you a small drug allowance for a short time then get you into rehab and let you stay rent free until your life is straightened out
add that lol
