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Have you ever had a woman you wanted and lusted over for a long time, and then, when it finally happened, it was all you imagined it would be, only to be disappointed at the end?

We both knew Maya back in hs. She was by far the pretties girl in the entire school, but she wasn't popular, no, she was one of the nerdy girls, yet, the way she dressed, so closed and unrevealing, nor the way she acted, all shy and introverted, couldn't fool guys to look over her hotness.

She was our friend, and we both lusted over her. I tried something, she rejected me, like she rejected everyone - no one could touch her.

Now, this all happened in my home town, and as I went to college, she stayed, with him, my best friend. First Christmas I came back home from college, they already became an item, but we kept contact, all the way through college. Every time I visited, she evolved more and more, into a mesmerizing woman, being with him gave her confidence, both socially, and about the way she dressed, behaved.

I got married to a girl I met in college, in the city, after graduation, and they started living together, back home.

Twenty something years have passed. I got divorced in the mean time, and bought a little condo back home, for vacation, and started spending more time there. We lost touch over the years, but when I met him, and asked him about her, he confessed they broke up years ago. Then I bumped into her...

Saying that a 44 year old is stunning, always has to be taken with a bit of salt, but man, she was. I had no time to waste, texting have started, coffee dates, dinners... After one, she agreed to come back to my condo. When I kissed her, she kissed me back, and then surprised me, by going down on her knees, by herself, moments after, and unbuttoning my pants. When she took it in her mouth, I couldn't believe it. This was a woman, who I have been obsessed with for over two decades. I jerked off to the thought of her, thousands of times, and there she was.

It was wonderful, sensual, romantic. She came, while on top of me, tweeting like a little bird. Then I got to be on top, and when I was about to nut, I pulled out, but my excitement got the better of me, so instead of shooting for her belly, I unloaded all over her bald, perfect pussy.

"You didn't have to,"she commented,"there is no worries there".

That night, I learned that he left her, because she couldn't have kids. I also learned, that she is absolutely still and forever in love with him, and I decided, that that plot, is not healthy for me.

I did buckle, two more times, we spent two more nights together, before I packed my shit and got out of there, not to come back for another two years. She may be my perfect woman, but I am not her perfect man, and that would come back to bite me in the ass, sooner or later.

And that is my, said, love story.

Hi,
Recently separated and looking to hookup with female  (but willing to experiment with very feminine TV/CD/sissy/ladyboy bottoms)
Looking for a slow approach: coffee dinner, etc and see if there's room for something more.
Got my own place and car, so,happy to host or drive small distances to accommodate. Also happy to provide short term accommodation for girls who might need some space to thjnk (no obligations) and who knows....
I'm respectful, mannered and polite, old fashioned at times, just looking for some company, a normal life (food, movie, drinks, etc).
420 & other things friendly
Only thing I draw a line at is: pay for company, that's a no-no (don't even waste time). Will pay meals, drinks and other means of fun, but that's it.
If it appeals to you get in touch and we can make arrangements and meet up 

Edinburgh ( Scotland, UK) area or nearby only

Cheerio, 

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I met this early 70 year old granny at the casino yesterday, bought her a drink and took her home.
She was very willing, had not been fucked in 8 years and still got very wet. She rode my cock, and I left a huge load in her pussy.

I'm a dirty meth slut for gangbang and double penetretion with a lot of strangers and old men and homeless people free no condom 

I love being dirty meth slut for gangbang and double penetretion with a lot of strangers and old men and homeless people 

When I first met my wife and we were dating she would do some modeling. She did nude modeling not necessarily porn, but nude sexy modeling. She works with a photographer for a few times who would do bondage. He would tie her up naked in a bunch of different positions using those Japanese ropes. She's always had a great body and made really good money when we were first starting out dating. I went to a lot of these shoots.
The second time she worked with this one particular photographer once they got started, she'd be bound up tied into positions and he'd take photos. Then untie and move to another position and different ropes. Nothing super restrictive just more sexy than anything else.  After a few weeks or months with these photographers they'd send a copy of the photos digitally.  I just found out 10 years later, looking through a DVD of some old photos, that I never went through, that I could see her pussy getting super wet in one of the series. I have a photo of him zooming in on it, as it dripped to her thigh. Then he obviously said something because the next few pics, she's laughing. Then kneeling, then he's resting his cock, pulled from is jeans on her face. The next photo is her bent over the bed, soaked, he's close, hard AF, and the final pic she's reaching back between her legs aiming him in. Time stamps show 11 minutes later and she's tied up on the bed posing again, but her pussy is a wreck. She's obviously been fucked. Apparently right after sucking him. 
I was literally in the next room. She never told me and we have a great marriage. No cheating or any real issues at all. Until I discovered this. Do I tell her? Do I leave her? She sucked a dick and got fucked, with me 50 feet away, but we were only dating not married yet.
What do I do? I've attached a photo but removed her face.

I'm dirty meth slut for gangbang and double penetretion with a lot of strangers and old men and homeless people for free no condom cum and piss inside my worthless cunt and asshole 

I'm a 40 year old man and I've always been fascinated at the fantasy of gender swapping and role reversal. It's always something that has stirred something inside of me to be faced with a woman wearing a strap-on cock and for her to take control of me and fuck me like a worthless whore. The problem that I've always run in to with this fantasy is that it doesn't fit in to the stigma and stereotype of a masculine or manly and most women I've dated wouldn't hear the fantasy through let alone wand to try or take part of it. I think that has been my biggest issue is that the women I approach with my fantasy are straight, and so now I'm thinking that I've been going about trying to fulfill that fantasy of mine wrong this whole time. Maybe infact instead of straight women I need to be looking for lesbian, buch lesbian women that want/need to be the ones in control of a sexual encounter and fulfill the role of a man... My issue being that while that would be the attitude of the person I need for my fantasy I also want the feminine parts of a woman from taking care of herself and shaving to having a nice set of tits that would flop about as she is owning me like the slut I long to be. To be certain this fantasy of mine is, or rather has, turned out to be much more complicated to fulfill than I ever thought it would be.... If there is or are women out there that have fantasies about gender swapping and role reversal please message me so we can at least fantasize about it together, even if it's only online....

Women after 45 are a blessing. I discovered this, only recently. They are so fragile and sensitive, with such a low self esteem, that just a few compliments, well put together, can do wonders.

After realizing this, I went on a kind of a spree. For reference, I am 40, single, gym five times a week, with single man money, and clothes to match. I am at three in the last six months, my fav is this 47 year old, married blonde, who let me up her bum.

It is like I found some cheat code, will pursue this further, in the years to come.