I confess...

I had amazing session last night!

I gave one of the gay lads a lift home last night, his house mates BF [a big black lad] was at the door and asked if I'd give him a lift home too, it was 1 am and I really had nothing else to do.

I don't know whether he sensed I was Sissy for BBC or it was the way I was eyeing him up, but halfway through the journey He flopped out his massive black cock and said "Have you ever seen one as big as this?"

I nearly crashed the car as he was hung like a horse...

All I did was whimper "wow", he just laughed. When we got to his flat he got out with his massive cock still hanging outta his fly, and simple said "Come on then" and motioned for me to come inside.

I tried not to seem eager but my sissy clitty was rock hard, i was not dressed like a girl but i scambled past him inside just like an eager schoolgirl.

As i stumble into the living room i trip over and fell, David walked up to me his massive cock at eye level, "suck it now" he said. I was compelled to comply.

It started to swell in my mouth, he put a large hand on the back of my head and guided my mouth, he was very firm but gentle. Slowly getting deeper and deeper in my mouth/throat with each thrust. And as his cock was 3/4 down my throat he stated "you aint fucking straight are ya..." all I could do was gag "Mmmppft mmm pft mmphh", I now had a 11 inch black cock throat fucking me...

He grunted and rammed his cock virtually into my stomach, i felt his balls tense on my chin. Hot cum flooded my throat and filled my stomach. "Mmm yes bitch" he said. He held me there for what seemed like forever, but was seconds, i fell to the floor gasping when he let me go... almost passing out.

Whilst i lay there coughing David said "Now for some ass" , he stripped me and threw me naked onto his sofa. He was now naked he looked amazing, muscled, jet black and his monster cock was hard again, clad in a condom and in his hand a a tube of Ann summers Booty relax lube...

So I am still trying to cum spun out and wearing a very small " size xs " and skimpy black thong that sadly covers and hides my super small shriveled limp white sissy "clit". I stole the panties from a sexy little tiny 19 year old girl my dealer was fucking right out of her dresser, " they were the smallest I could see " and i got the idea of wearing them over the next time I wanted more crystal. I swear it was like she knew that I had taken her panties, and I felt like she could tell I had them on. She asked me to hang out with them for a while and loaded up a full bowl, he was busy with other customers so it was mainly her and I just getting spun and talking. My best friend called and asked if I wanted to come over and hang out with her and her young daughter and when she put her in bed we could do our usual thing and get drunk. I said yes and got up to go before I got caught in panties by my dealer and his girl, I spent all night sneaking around high and drunk playing with my little clitty in panties that would not get hard at all because I was so spun and all of the humiliation I was in. I would have rather been caught by my dealers girl than my best friend, and now I'm home getting spun out and fantasizing about if I had stayed and got caught in panties all spun out and about all of the humiliating things she would be blackmailing me with as she turns me into her sissy prostitute, now if only I could get this useless little shriveled limp " clit " to work and let me cum so I don't have to use a vibrating dildo in my ass and have a sissiegasm like a girl adding to my humiliation instead of cuming like a guy...

My wife just laughed when I told her about the OraJel thing but told me she had a friend who worked at a store and she would talk to him and see if he could steal a case or two from work. About a week later I got a call ,the guy said he was my wifes friend and he had the orajel I asked for and he would come over with it on Friday after five and to have his money . I wasnt expecting two cases but had the money to pay him ,I was suprised that he sold it to me so cheap and said he would have two more cases every month and id better have the money or else,so I agreed .Everything was going smoothly till he asked me if I really used it on my sissy dick like my wife said or was she lying.I was so humiliated but she made me explain it .When you use extra strength orajel as lube when you jack off as well as filling the end of a condom and wearing it all day it makes you lose feeling in your penis,eventually it goes away forever from what I read.Also if it is squirted in the pee ho;e it makes it so you cant feel it when you cum or pee He laughed and told me to jack off with it right then ,I had to obey ,,or be punished then forced to obey .My wife made sure I always did what I was told and loved to spank me if I didnt,,so I undressed ,squirted several tubes into my hand and was teased and humiliated till I exploded in my free hand,then to make it worse I licked my cum up while they watched also. That was just over two months ago and now my sissy clitty is totally numb and has stopped getting hard . I keep a jell filled condom on at all times except to shower and when I used to play with it . Even if I am lucky enough to have an orgasm I kind of feel it inside me but I dont feel it in my dick like before. Also if you dont feel it when you are peeing you dont know it is happening and cant stop it till you are soaked.The man who my wife said was just a friend is really one of her lovers,thats why he sells it so cheap so I would make it so I cant get it up and he takes my place fucking my wife.

I am craving the taste of pussy so bad. All I can think about is slurping and licking and suckling a clit in my mouth. I wanted the heady taste and smell of pussy juices all over my face. But right now no girls are around. I wanted it so bad that i crawled through my neighbors window after she left for work. I went straight to her basement and dug out a pair of little panties. I found a pair with a bunch of yellow crust in the crotch. I call it clitty litter. RIght now I am smelling the glorious smell of her spicy pussy and licking them clean. My dick is so hard it's trhrobbing and my heart is thumping a mile a minute. The musty scent is like heaven and every time i inhale it makes me want to cum so hard. Now Im tickling my balls with the satin panties and it feels so smooth on my freshly shaved ball sack. I can't hold it much longer. One more good sniff and I'm going to let loose...sniff and stroke and stretch legs wide....i can feel the cum starting to work it's way up. Im going to shoot my hot load in every direction and let it fly everywhere.
Now I'm gonna wipe up the cum from the tip of my dick and my stomach and thighs and the floor... on to her panties and put them in her panty drawer with all her clean ones. Then Im going to go back down in her basement and steal another dirty pair. I need that musty cunt smell so bad.

"You may take off your blouse."

My hands moved to my top button and I did as he said. One at a time, the buttons were shakily undone. Sitting a little, I slid the blouse right off my shoulders and dropped it over the side of the bed where it landed in a pile on the floor. I lay back waiting.

"The bra."

Oh God, was this never going to end? I sat up and reached behind me. I made sure I looked anywhere except at him. Damn, I'd forgotten it wasn't a back opening bra. I moved one hand to the front centre of the bra. Pushed against the clasp. As the bra undid, I distinctly heard a sharp intake of air from the end of the room. I looked up at him but he showed no signs of being alive, little own having taken a deep breath. I hid my surprise by quickly looking down. I held both sides of the bra and gently pulled them away from my body. My breasts bounced freely and I slipped the bra off my shoulders quickly and threw it to the floor. I lay back waiting.

He kept silent.

The chair creaked. I stilled. He crossed the floor to the end of the bed and stood looking down at my body. I closed my eyes, I didn't want to look at him. I didn't want to see what he thought of me.

"Open your eyes."

Damn him to hell and back. I obeyed.

"
I jumped. Cold solid ice against my right nipple. Pain sliced through me. I kept my eyes shut tight and bit down on my tongue. The ice moved all over my nipple, all around it. Another piece on the other nipple. More pain. My breasts felt so heavy, aching badly. My nipples were so hard they hurt.

He kept rubbing the ice around and around. I felt it melting, my body numbing to the sting. Cold liquid ran down the centre between my breasts, and pooled in my belly. Trickling down the sides of my breasts. He let it drip.

"Did I permit you to move?" he demanded angrily.

I shook my head, no. "Then don't move!" I nodded acceptance.

"For moving you will be punished," he spoke quietly, but deadly.

"Put your arms above your head. Keep them still. Do not move them."

I felt him move away from the bed. Something exquisitely soft barely touched my belly. It moved slowly upwards. The throbbing increased and I bit my lip until it bled. It almost tickled it was touching my hot flesh so lightly. Like a spiderweb, a definate touch, but not easy to see or feel with a fingertip. I quickly stopped myself from letting my finger move.

My whole body was completely in tune with what he was doing. My breathing was in time with his. My throbbing pussy echoed my thundering heartbeat. I ached to be allowed to move. I wanted to watch what he was doing. I wasn't allowed to speak to ask. Frustration was building.

Wet warmth smothered my nipple. He was suckling me and the soft thing moved low, stroking my belly. Then lower, rubbing my thighs. Noisy sucking. God if he keeps that up I wont be able to stop myself from cumming. The softness moved higher and lightly stroked my pussy. I moaned. He stopped and moved away from the bed.

I thought about what he'd been doing to me. The way he'd touched me. I was at the peak of arousal. Nipples so hard I thought they'd burst. My breasts ached and I longed for them to be held and massaged. My pussy was throbbing and I'm sure I was dripping my juices onto the bed by now.

If I stayed perfectly still and didn't respond physically to him, would he let me cum?

Another three minutes passed.

"Bend your knees."

I slid my feet upwards.

"Spread your legs wide."

I moved my feet wide apart.

His breath against my hot pussy. His mouth closed over my clitty and he sucked hard. I didn't move, just breathed deep and slow. Sudden sharp pain on my nipples as his tongue drove deep inside me and began moving in and out. Clouds of pain swamped me. Nipple clamps. Cold, hard and tightly pinching my nipples. Wet tongue fucking my pussy faster and faster. I cried out as I came hard on his tongue. He kept pushing his tongue in and taking it out, and I kept cumming. My juices oozing out and covering his face. Noisy squelching as he tongued me deep and then licked me lightly. He sucked at my pussy, drinking my nectar. He lapped at me. With one last shudder my body began to calm. My breathing deepened.

His weight lifted from the bed. He stood and I could hear he was breathing heavily too. The clock ticked as I waited.

"Open your eyes."

I blinked and squinted against the sudden brightness.

"That will be all for today.

HALP!!!

Looking for an old vid, that im 100% sure someone has as favourite somewhere!

Its a mastu vid of a skinny, young blonde. The vid is in black and white. I think she kept her top on during the whole vid, but shes working he clitty pretty hard naked below. It´s very clearly a webcam, and she might be German (not sure on this, can´t remember). She´s really hot! The original vid might be around 10 years old or so.

If you recognize anything here, please let me know or post link here! Dying to get this vid again!!

Many thanks!! :-)

Hey gurls, I quit my job today and I have a celebration in mind..... im all dressed up in my sluttiest panties and bra that have been worn by actual sluts, my limp little clitty is all locked up and tucked away, and im about to start a multi-day brainwashing session to make me even an even bigger cock worshipping, cum addicted sissy whore. Im planning on around 15 hours straight watching hypno, followed by a few hours sleeping to let all that training sink in. Im really hoping for at least 3 days with this regimen, and then....well, im sure ill be finding a hard veiny cock to worship

Wish me luck ;D

I COULDNT HELP IT------
i havent done it in a while and i figured i would try a little bit this morning. after my wife left for work, i got up and slipped off my boxers. i dug down to the bottom of my tshirt drawer and pulled out one of my many spam tiny g string panties and slid them up my legs. i walked over to my wifes dresser and reached down to the bottom of her bottom drawer where she keeps the short little slutty skirt i bought for her and pulled it out and then stepped in. i reached down under my bed and puled out my favorite pair of 6 inch black stilettoes and slid them on. then i went and puled out a very sexy, red lace bra and put tat on as well. then i went and swished and swayed my hot tight sexy little prissy sissy faggot ass all around the house. i heard the a tractor in the field across the street from me and i opened the blinds and looked out as the farmer was bumping around on his little tractor. i stood there, blinds open and all slutted out watching as he putted along. i almost wished that he could see inside the window and see me all dolled up in my short slutty skirt, red lace bra, spam tiny gstring panties and my 6 inch heels as i slowly stroked my clit, getting it harder and harder each stroke. i was fantasizing about him catching me doing this and him come running across the road, burst in the house and force me down on my knees to kiss,lick and suck on his big hairy nutt sack before shoving his big hard cock right into my mouth, until his balls were banging on my chin as he fucked my mouth like it was a girls cunt, then pull me up on my feet, turn me around and bend me over the chair, rip my pantyies off and start to fuck me while he watched Wicked Tune: Outer Banks on my tv. i can hear and feel him getting into it now, starting to call me a slut, and a whore and a FAGGOT BITCH as he pistons that big hard cock deeper and deeper in my asshole. i LOVE to be called FAGGOT and QUEER asi am sucking on a hard cock or one is pounding in my ass. it makes me harder and i reach down and stroke my clitty as he is fucking me. he starts to pant and swear saying ---take my cock you FAGGOT, take my big dick up your QUEER little boi cunt. Im gonna make you my BITCH. i beg him, oh Baby, make me a bitch, make me YOUIR bitch. FEED me, BREED me, make me a bitch. e starts to gasp as he starts cumming deep up in my ass, but before he finishes he pulls out, turns me around and pushes me to my knees as the second and third big load of cum splashes on the side of my face before he sticks it back in my mouth so i can suck ALL of that YUMMY, DELICIOUS CUM out of his balls and down into my belly. he finishes up, grabs my ripped panties off the floor, wipes his dick off, puts it back in his pants and walks out the door, leaving it wide open so all my neighbors can see what a PRISSY, PANTY WEARING, DICK LICKING, SHORT SKIRT FLIRT, COCK SUCKING, HIGH HEEL SQHEEEEEELING, CUM SWALLOWING SISSY FAGGOT BITCH i really truly am!

Today I decided to push things a bit and wore a bra and panties under my vest and shorts when I went to do some gardening. It was such a thrill to feel the lace and satin on my skin while still coming off straight to anyone walking past!

When I got to the back yard though, I decided to push myself even more and took off my vest and boxers, working in just my sexy underwear. What a rush! I could hear my neighbours working in their gardens and just hoped no one would come to the fence. The sun felt so good on my skin, warming my undies, I must admit my little clitty got quite hard :)

I can’t wait to do this again, maybe even go fully naked next time!

my little clitty trying to get hard

I'm messed up. I was really pretty when I was little (I guess I still am; I'm 5'11" and I have long dark hair, green eyes guys love and creamy skin). People were always telling me how pretty I was and giving me an extra scoop of ice cream and stuff. I wasn't supposed to talk to strangers but sometimes I did and men ran their fingers through my hair sometimes and kissed my forehead and stuff. My Mom wasn't a slut but she had lots of boyfriends, not at the same time mostly but like one after another. Most of them ignored me but when I was 9 we moved in with a guy who stared at me a lot like he liked me that way. I guess I kind of flirted with him. My cousin told me about the birds and the bees around then and I felt my Mom's boyfriend getting hard when I sat in his lap a lot. I was sort of scared but my cousin said guys got big if they liked you and I was fascinated by it, too. I remember one night he left the door open when he peed and I saw it. It wasn't hard but I had a really weird feeling, like not really turned on but like I felt weak, I don't know. It's hard to describe. My cousin told me about blow jobs and I was like 10 when I sucked on a candle thinking about it even though I thought it was sort of disgusting because guys peed with that thing, whatever I guess that's all normal. My Mom's boyfriend was into my feet. He bought me high-heeled sandals and a really expensive anklet with emeralds and he painted my toenails. I called him Daddy, I'd called other guys we lived with that so it wasn't weird but my Mom was getting suspicious and she'd ask me if he touched my private parts and stuff and I said no but I started thinking about it a lot and touching myself at night and sometimes in the bathroom during the day. Being pretty was the most important thing in the world to me and I spent a lot of time in front of the mirror, like sometimes like hours. This is kind of embarrassing. Anyway one day I was sick and he took my temperature in my butt. He said why I forget what, like that it's better than putting the thermometer in your mouth but I knew he wanted to see my privates. He did it again the next day only he put vaseline there he said because I was tender and I wasn't scared but I felt guilty but it felt good to be touched there. I remember saying it's dirty there and him saying my poophole was clean and pretty. My clitty was sticking out and he asked me what I called where I pee and I said trickle, he touched my slit a little and I said trickle and I still think about how I felt. He asked me if anybody touched it before I said no. Anyway this is just the beginning of my confession but it's already long and maybe it's boring. It's hard to describe stuff!