From under with my summer dress on guess good thing I wore panties hehehe

Any other married guys like me?

love women. Could never even think of being in a relationship with a man or even kissing/hugging/touching one in a romantic way. 

however

sometimes I have the desire to suck dick or get fucked. 

I know it’s purely being a sexual deviant. I love sexual pleasure. I want to suck dick or get fucked just to please myself. Just to make getting off more interesting/fun. 

I fuck my wife almost every other day.. She’s pleases me like a porn star. She’ll suck my dick for a long time and swallow my cum. She lets me fuck her mouth and slap my dick on her tongue and stuff like that. I have no complaints. 

but still the desire for cock and cum is there. 

I’ve sucked a couple dicks in the past through c list and Grindr. For the most part it was enjoyable. I fuck my ass with a dildo when I get some alone time and it’s also very enjoyable. 

any other guys like me? 

I guess the reason I’m asking is because I just want to know I’m not the only one. Just for shits n giggles it would be nice to know. Thanks for reading. 

can u see the teeth marks in her buttplug? guess where she holds it while she has something else up her ass, ass to mouth devotee mark

I am born male.
I truly feel alone and afraid.
Mid 50's and still anytime there is interest in me I am placed in the same two boxes be it any gender or how one wishes to be seen.

Females so far lean to me being alpha/Dom or beta/sub and in all cases told I am to provide for them in all ways.

Males are kinda the same.

Trans are same except for one person who I wish did get the job and move here (it was talking about the area I live in that in time included watching tv on the phone together and as close as one can that way).
We had so much in common and she got and was fine with how being white and not around many people told her I feared messing up not knowing if I had learned any bad ways of being or thinking by years of growing up with all that goes on in the south. She laughed and said already I so kind that she assumed If I did anything it would be small and a simple goof and she would guide me as I was a keeper. If we had got together, she said she was who she wanted to be and would not change. We were open and just blunt. She was a woman with a dick that worked. I was so sweet it did not matter how when we did share our self with each other the way we did. She wanted me to be at ease and we would figure it out. She did ask me to consider all the ways we could. We talked about it. It would have worked as we both (for the pleasure of the other) wanted slow foreplay,kissing,touching,masturbation,oral,anal finger and toying and anal both ways.
She would help me get clean and said she knew how to treat her man and keep him very happy. She wanted me to let her care for me and please me in any way I ever had dreamed and new ways we found. She could hear on the phone my breath and voice sound like my heart was pounding.
We knew what we looked like and at the paper she worked at I could verify the pic she sent was her :)

With her there was no alpha/beta/Dom/sub... That was what we both found so great about what was going on with us. We would guide each other and she was upfront that she was a giving person wanting to give me pleasure and make me happy. She told me to be open as she never would be like others had I told her of....

I told her I wanted to please her too. I was a giving lover and if it was ok then at any time I may feel the urge to cuddle, hold, want to touch her and fondle her and just melt away doing that. I also did not fear just out of the blue giving oral and swallowing or sharing a kiss if that was ok. She was the same and told me we would be little bunny rabbits cuddling alot then.

She told me their would be times she would want to watch me as I gave anal and she wanted me to only do it in ways it felt the best for me and cum freely, she take care of everything. With her and how she was I told her I wanted her to do the same. Being equal and not into all the who takes from who and all that, we were free to do anything we felt be it for us or the other or together....
That is so hard to find and why I wish someone had not just change their mind and give the job to someone else... (being local I could keep up with what was going on at the paper and it seemed odd how it all went to someone who in the end got fired...
She would have been great there and in my life...

I guess the point is inside I have emotions and love not shown like males in porn and what many seem to want.
I find I am like many vids and pics of females who love each other and show it with care and much warmth but no domination or degrading for ones pleasure.

After so many years of being told my place would be this and that, She was of same soul as I am.

She had to go far west of even where she was to get the same better job. I was happy for her but still dream of what so far no one else is.....

I keep it to myself as It has been made clear from others idea of who I should be that I would be used or hurt. I wait for someone who is like her and also like her, finds interest in the same things I think of that I favor here. People have truly had hate just because I am pansexual or in short, If shown love and cared for as I dream then I can love anyone as long as they have real love for me.

I have wrote before how I respect all who respects others and truly care and their actions back that up.
I wrote how with all the harm in the world being done to others that I do not understand why so much open hate is shown to others here when that type of "play" should be between them and who wants it and not someone they do not even know....

I wrote that as it seems nothing I say is defended or supported who ever it is about and how truly nice I mean it about the pic or vid or post...
When a stranger just blocks you and you never have said a thing or they write you with hate and degrading words or attack your posts the same way it just makes someone like me so afraid and I just leave everyone alone keeping out of their way...

Please do not take this next part in a bad way. It is based on a real post and what I would think if it could be trusted.

A gay father has a son who is afraid of people like I am and seem to have been beat and so on at a young age as I did by others my age in school.

Seems they all have much in common with me so that would have been a good start.

I am over 50, the son is over 40, the father and his husband are early 60s.
The son is a full vers. ad the father is a vers top and his husband is a vers top.
They have the means and wish to find someone with much in common with their son who is very giving and they do not want taken advantage of....

The son and they talked... He is ok if the person they find becomes in bond married to him and them.
The son is not huge and that is fine with me. He has the same issue as no one is freely full vers and giving but not a sub.

His size with my help WOULD make me cum anal only. He is 3". And yes I would want to please him too and find what makes him cum from anal only.

That is just anal... All other ways above with the transgender I spoke of I think he would like too.

What the son talked about to them is if they could love that person as he did then chances are his size would not be an issue (as I said it would not for me)...

I would if real love be open to a real loving bond with all of them.
The father was a virgin when married his wife and then divorced and got the son. The only other IS his husband he is with now and they all are clean (and think of it, They would not risk their son or them self so it makes sense they wish someone who would not and has not taken risks or cheat as an option for all of them).

To have three people who care and love you and take care of you as they listed is like a family but also allows deeper connections and bonds.

In that setting, I could be as dirty as my inner desires dream.
They do not seem to do anything with the son so I assume I could be with the son or when them. The son can watch of that is what they want or what ever.
If I am in the middle and that's ok then I have no issues with what is ok with them all.

They say they and their son in private are more feminine than males and hope the other is also.

In that setting for sure of giving to each other, A few dreams I have some nights I would like to try.

One is they fondle and kiss me all over, play and suck my nipples. They slowly anal play till I am slick and ready on my own. They slowly penetrate me little bits at a time. When all is smooth they make love till they get to their edge and then swap.
I would like them to do this as long as they can and see how many times they can make me orgasm from anal only.
When we all are about given out, I want them to orgasm in me and we cuddle.

Another is I am in the middle giving anal and getting it.
Many ways that can go.
If the one giving cums then they swap.
I edge for my pleasure as they swap till I cum.

Another is before anal, we enjoy oral many times till we all have given to each other.
Then if they are still turned on by my desires, They swap one giving oral as one gives anal.
When I cum the one swallows and sucks hard as I tell the one giving anal to take me.
After they cum, swap places.

There are times it would be nice for any of them to fine me, show me their clean hole, suck me hard and tell me to take them.

If they are ok with their son and my lover being there, Then I have a special idea :)

My lover and I 69...
As we nurse on the others cock, the others give me anal swapping and we do that as long as we can as many times we can cum as we can.

It is funny I am not ever going out and doing all I dream... But I hope someone who is like minded and loves in ways as I do sees this and will do anything to care for and love me for all I am to and for them for all they do and give to me.

Well... That's all for now... If you are someone who hides and wishes for me as I am like you, Well, Keep looking here as you can find me if you will give and do anything for me. Hire a PI or what ever :)
Just be ready to prove your not like what I have run into on my own so far.... I look and try but domination is all they want to do to me or make me a slave....

It is not that I can not be sexual and be that like crazy... I just will not be ab_used ( I can not believe the bot banned the way I used that word. Soon all will be banned sadly), harmed, degraded ,placed at risk or used.

To real loving souls who would move the world for me, protect me, care for all of me, wish to make me happy and content forever..... My mind opens to much more than many. No harm or such.... But I will only say this... A woman is not the only being who can be attracted to a being whose loyal and will protect with all they are and show real love. As long as it is with love and care, So much is open to dream.....

If this draws hate, that backs what I have said. I have done nothing to anyone.

Guess her bra size for more 

So far been an amazing night never would have thought this would feel so good and so fucking hot at the same time so since he’s off today he wants to try and stick around make it 24 hours told him let’s do it so where going for it if I can handle it gotta say never would I have thought to try this b4 I guess sometimes when you get a new toy you just have to play with none stop fuck he’s so big I mean the husband and little husband is 10 in long and like 6in thick buddy is 13in and says 8in thick but I thank he’s closer to 9 and what a difference 3 in in length and two in girth make fuck never would I have imagined sitting here him rock hard inside me feels like the head is in my chest I mean fuck I’m only 4ft 7in hehe he said a friend would be by in a few to help him with something earlier and fuck did she this hot as fuck ebony girl shows up he answer the door me on him him deep inside me she kissed me and licked every inch of my body as buddy passionately fucked me fuck was amazing he looked at me as she was licking my clit and he was slowly and deeply fucking me grabbing my throat says that’s my good little bitch and stats kissing me I stopped him for a sec said wait what was that he smiled says your my favorite thing ever I’m cumming at this point between him and her and I hear omfg I’m about to and fuck he lets out a monster load so big he had to pull out so some of it could come out fuck been an amazing night this far then he layed down back inside me as I sit on top of him I feel her kissing on my ass cheeks then she’s eating my ass so good I stay creaming on his cock he like o wow that feels fucking amazing tells her don’t stop she made me cum so hard with just her tongue was fucking amazing I mean yes it’s been done b4 but not like that 

Playing truth or dare with a friend. I couldn't believe she dared me to answer the door naked for the pizza guy. I can't believe I did it I guess too many tequila shots!

My gf caught me talking to a domme for years and paying her to humiliate me and shit. Fawk. It is what it is i guess. Now I can suck cock like a good sissy.... 

So my sister in law, who lives with us found my old phone with all my personal pics on it, including vulgar pics and videos of me with her sister. I guess she's been masturbating to them when she's home alone. I totally don't mind and find it pretty hot really. I'm curious if she'd be willing to mess around sometime. 🤔 I'm not really attracted to her, but she's a 24 year old virgin. I've started fantasizing about us together quite a bit lately and I'm considering making a move some how, but just not quite sure how to go about it. I've considered setting it up to where she walks in on me jacking off one night after every one else has already gone to bed and after her initial surprise settles possibly asking her if she'd like to watch or join, or something along those lines.