I'm posting this because I'd like to hear other peoples' thoughts.

I confess that although I'm a complete loser in real life, my fingers are Don Juan. They might have a bit too much power.

I used to flirt with ladies my own age, which was fun but inevitably futile when they'd want something more in real life (i.e. AFTER they got a look at my cam/photo). Eventually I just started keeping to online encounters, making them more imaginative to get myself off.

I started playing games of Truth or Dare with ladies, though it was a thin excuse to just get them to follow my commands. (I used some initial Truth-questions to learn what I needed to know about them to have some spectacularly fun dares.)

Here's the awful part: although I started with ladies my own age, I crept down to less-than-strictly-legal women whose level of sexual experience (or lack thereof) matched my own. I would realize that a few of these encounters were fake .. gay guys passing themselves off as girls to play me .. but I'm patient and most of the gay guys would get bored and fail early in the "Truth" period. (I dropped several games when my "gaydar" would be tripped.)

I've had many "successful" encounters with genuine girls. Here are a few of my favourite ones:

I'd gotten a 13 and a 9 to try a few things, ending with a 69. (It was cute because the 9 wasn't sure what to do, so mirrored her sisters actions, right down to each pussy lick).

Another one, I'd gotten a 14 to play a bit before slyly involving her stepfather in sex (well, sort of .. he didn't fit so they had to try a few different things).

One hilarious one: I'd gotten an 11 sister and 13 brother. I tried to get the brother to pull the sis's panties off from underneath the dress she was wearing but he was too nervous at first. So instead, she did some flashing and removing of her own underwear in front of a window. While she was busy doing that, I finally got the bro to remove his underwear in the bathroom, but dress up again fully. Parents were in the living room. The final dare was to have the two of them sneak into the kitchen and have sister pull down her brother's pants. They did it but almost got caught, because bro's now-erect penis sprang into her face and she yelped in surprise. They came back to talk but stopped playing the game after that.

There was one other scary incident, I'd gotten a 13 to try some exhibitionism at 2am, that went so far as her walking (naked) out to a nearby highway, strutting her stuff, ALMOST getting kidnapped by a passing bunch of assholes, but managing to run away and talk to me again almost an hour later while I was freaking out waiting for her.

Anyway, enough stories.. here's why I'm confessing. I was so worried about getting caught (and I still am) that I never maintained contact with anyone. Utterly, strictly anonymous.

Trouble is, I've gotten older now, so old that ladies of that age now won't play when they find out my age.. but I still want to play.

SO here it is: any evil brothers or Dads out there who are interested in their sister or daughter, but don't know how to pull it off and not get rejected? I'd like to connect to you. Not exactly sure HOW to do it anonymously because I still want to keep that, lest I be strung up by my nuts and slaughtered .. but please just tell me you exist and we can work from there.

I’ve tried to cut this down as when I write out stuff, I always put in more detail than anyone wants to know. This happened about 9 years ago while I was studying for my MA in anthropology…

At the time of this confession I was 22 and had a gf (Sarah, 21) I had been seeing for about 6 months. We met in the last summer of undergrad and were both now doing postgrad study (anthropology for me, forensic entomology her). We had an open relationship, both of us enjoyed sex with each other and with other people, neither of us were ready to tie ourselves down just yet. Despite this freedom I never told her about this encounter. We're not together now and I don’t regret that.

So, anyway, my girlfriend was out of town for a week at a conference with a tutor (later she told me they banged in the hotel on the second night, but it got awkward after). My old flatmate Euan (23) was stopping over on our couch while my gf was away as he was sofa surfing with various friends until our old student house had been fumigated. We ended up most nights that week playing CoD or drinking beer and watching old TV series on dvd until 4am. God I miss being a student.

At the start of the week while I was on campus I bumped into Euan’s little sister, Jess (19). Jess was/is gorgeous and I’d lusted after her since I met her at Christmas in the second year, when she’d come up with their parents to pick him up so he didn’t have to spend the first week of the holidays in a dank (and apparently roach infested) student house. Jess is 5’ 1”, shoulder length strawberry-blonde hair, big hips and tight waist, B-cups (can’t have everything) and freckles. She also had a big nose and a long chin, but that was easy to overlook for what came with it. She had just started as a fresher at our uni studying biochemistry. We got chatting and I realised that she had no idea Euan was even in town, apparently he’d told his family he was working in a town a few miles down the road, rather than squatting and living off of the remains of his student overdraft. She was having a hard time making friends in her class, and her flatmates were mostly overseas students so she wasn’t fitting in there either.

I suggested we go for a bite at the uni cafe, and we started talking about life decisions and moved on to relationships (or rather I steered it on to that). She’d split from her last boyfriend before uni and asked me if I was single. Rather than give a complicated answer, I just said yes. I took a punt and asked if she wanted to come back to the flat one evening in the week to hang out. I knew Euan was out one of the nights because he was still involved with a society on campus (some sport, don’t remember which) even though he wasn’t a student anymore.

Jess came round wearing a cute little jacket and this sexy little skirt. We had a few drinks, had pizza and eventually, to cut to the chase we ended up humping each other senseless on the sofa, and my god did that girl know how to use her body. I swear she worked my dick so hard at one point I thought it was going to snap off. I vividly remember the moment I came, it was bareback (she hated the feel of condoms and was on the pill, jackpot!) and I came just as she was thrusting herself down onto my dick, right up to the hilt. We both came hard, she twitched a bit and rolled off next to me onto sofa. Such a good fuck, still one of my favourite memories.

I complemented her on her technique, she laughed and bit my arm a bit too hard in reply, I think she intended playfully but she left teeth marks and a bruise which my gf quizzed me about the next week . I can’t remember what I said next specifically, I joked about sharing that knowledge with other people, and Jess actually got enthusiastic about it but was worried about hooking up with strangers. I offered to set her up with someone, which took some persuading but she trusted me so eventually she agreed. She left and went back to her halls at around 2am, Euan got back about half an hour later having gotten wankered on shots with the freshers at the society, threw up in the sink and passed out on the floor net to the sofa.

Next morning he was really apologetic and got to work unblocking the sink. I told him about my encounter with a fresher girl from the uni, and that she was nervous about hooking up with strangers. He tried badly to play it cool, but he’d fallen asleep in his boxers and even a blind pensioner could see the boner he’d popped. We’d shared girls in the past so I’d seen his dick before but I’m not even slightly gay so this is more an image burned into my retina than a fond recollection. I told him she didn’t want to know who she was fucking as that was part of the thrill, he being a combination of desperate and horny said that was fine, he’d wear a pillow case over his head and keep his mouth shut. Euan wasn’t a looker or buff, so he was always grateful for whatever action got thrown his way. I called Jess from campus a few hours later and told her I had someone in mind, but that he was a little nervous about being recognised as he had a girlfriend and didn’t want her to find out. Jess was remarkably fine with this, and I regretted not telling her about my relationship fully as it might have led elsewhere, but I couldn’t risk breaking her trust at this stage and making everything fall apart. Everything was set, I was shaking with anticipation during the day and had to sneak off between lectures to crank one out in the toilets because I had an almost continuous boner.

That night Jess arrived again, wearing a sluttier tight-tee, denim jacket and tight black leggings, Euan was waiting in the bedroom, bollock-naked save for the pillow case blindfold. After a few moments and a shot of tequila, Jess came through to the bedroom and started stripping down. She remained silent and I realised after I had forgotten to give her some bullshit reason not to talk. I almost exploded right there in my boxers when she started grinding his lap in only her panties, and when she pulled them off and straddled the chair I let out a barely audible sigh. I’ve never seen something so hot as a tight red headed teen lowering her soaking pussy onto her brother’s eagerly waiting cock, the moment he slid into her and let out a groan I was shaking from excitement. I’d loved to have double-teamed her with him, but honestly I’d have come so quickly and been so shaky I was worried I’d give the game away. She worked his shaft slowly up and down for probably 5 minutes before she picked up the pace and started pounding her ass into his lap. He started to groan more and she let out a few moans, neither of them any the wiser. After a minute of two of this she changed angle and moved only her hips and ass up and down holding herself steady on his knees. She looked me square in the eyes as she was doing this, and for a moment I panicked and wondered if she knew. Euan obviously couldn’t take much of this and he blew his load hard inside her, after which I was treated to the spectacle of watcher Jess’s brother’s cum oozing out of her pussy and down the side of his dick. After a few moments Jess stood up straight, dismounted and went to go clean up in the bathroom. I muttered to Euan to hang tight until she’d gone, I chucked him a pack of tissues so he could clean himself up. I then went through to Jess in the bathroom, bent her over the sink counter and fucked her from behind until I’d added to the cocktail in her pussy. She was more than happy at the result, gave me a lingering kiss, then finished cleaning up and left.

To this day neither of them have any idea what happened, and I regret nothing except that I’d never recorded anything. I only ever hooked up with Jess once more after that, about a week later in the toilets at a local club, but it was on a night out with some society or another. Didn’t see her or hear from her again for a while after that, turns out she hooked up twice that night and the other guy became her boyfriend for the next 5 years and later fiancée. I still see her occasionally when I’m down visiting Euan, but it’s awkward when we do try to talk, I secretly hope it’s because I’m a better fuck than her fiancée, but no matter, I have the sweet memory of that time she fucked her brother and stared me right in the eye whilst doing it…