I gotta confess my exgf used me as a built in babysitter while she was out whoring around. The bitch always came home smelling like cologne and a red puffy pussy. I would be so mad yet excited knowing i would be getting sloppy seconds. She would crawl in bed and id say lets fuck. She would say she didnt want too. Id beg until i heard the words ok but eat my pussy first. I miss her hill billy whore ass....

I gotta confess that I love sucking cock so much I have to fight the urge to follow random guys into public bathrooms (I lose often). The best night I had so far was at a party where it got late and almost everyone left except for me and 4 guys. I sucked them all and let them cum all over my face and body (ruined my blouse). I gave a guy a blowjob in the back of an almost empty bus once just because he had on nice clothes and good cologne. Thankfully I live in a decent size city and can move around to suck random cocks without a chance of being recognized. The feeling of a hard cock in my mouth is better to me than getting fucked. Gagging it down my throat until I almost pass out is amazing and cum tastes better than anything else in the world.

I knew this would be a good weekend.
Hubby was working. And he was working nights. It doesnt happen often, and when he does work nights, its generally during the week. But this time he would be gone Saturday night from 7pm to 7 am.

This was perfect. As some of you who follow me on motherless or elsewhere know, I have picked up a new lover. I call him My Cowboy. He does the full thing. Boots, hat, tight jeans. Fuck hes hot. So I have started fucking him. Hes good. Real good. Nice thick cock, trims his balls, keeps himself clean. Almost perfect. So far we have only had a limited time to mess around. A few stolen hours here and there. But saturday would make this different. We could have hours together.

And his roommate was nice. Id fucked them both previously, and this would be a good time. And to be honest, it was. They fucked my brains out. But this story isnt about fucking them. As much fun as it was, it is probably pretty tame for you guys, and I wouldnt want to bore you.

This is about what happened on the way home.

It's 3am. I have spent the last 4 hours at My Cowboys apartment getting periodically fucked by my Cowboy and his roommate. My jaw hurts. My pussy is sore. I can still taste cum, and I can feel it inside me. Its chilly, and Im not dressed for it. I have my yoga pants on, no panties. I have a long sleeved shirt on, and a vest. Im a little drunk, and I need to stop on the way home for gas.

I was standing outside while the pump finished arms wrapped around me for warmth when he pulled up to the front of the store. Blue Tesla. I dont know the model, but it was clean. I was admiring it, and the door opens and this amazing man gets out. He's clearly coming from the club. Weed smoke rolls out. The music is thumping, and he is dressed to go out. Maroon fleece jacket, white shirt that looked like it was painted on, and black jeans. He had a beard and his hair tips was bleached. Beautiful and black. He walks into the store. Blindly, I left the pump and walked towards the store. He was in the back getting an energy drink. I quickly moved up next to him and began to look, half at him, and half at the drinks. He looked over at me.

I froze.

"What's up, ma?" he asked.

"N-nothing."

He smiled. "You had a good night?"

"Yeah. You?"

He replied in some detail about where he had gone and the money he had spent. To be honest, I wasnt listening. It was looking. The swagger and the way he moved. I was mesmerized.

He opened his drink and took a long drink. He pointed at my hand. "Married?"

"Kinda." I said and regretted it. "Yeah, I am." I corrected. "He's working." I added.

He smiled as he took another drink. "I got you. You headed home to him?"

It was my turn to smile. "Unless I find something to do, yeah."

He nodded. "Come see." he said. And he turned and walked along the coolers towards the drink machine. I followed. He turned into the hall where the bathrooms were. My stomach immediately began to flutter. This was my addiction. That feeling of excitement that flowed out from my chest. Knowing what was likely ahead. A new experience. A new fuck. A new first time. He set the drink on the counter next to the fountain machine. I briefly thought about what the clerk was thinking, and I felt my face flush. I dare not look towards the counter.

I rounded the corner and he had the door open. He was smiling. I walked in and he closed the door behind us. It was clean I guess, for a bathroom. I turned towards him. He took his jacket off and tossed it on the sink. Without a word, I dropped to my knees. He walked up, and I reached up and began to undo his belt and pants.
"I knew you was down as soon as I peeped you out." he said.

I pulled his cock out, massive and brown. Shaven clean, I could see a bit of white where he had put powder near his legs. He was thick. I bit my lip and rubbed his cock. "You like that?"

"Yes." I managed to get out. I opened my mouth and took the head in. It was salty and tasted a little rough. He had been out all night so I wasn't shocked. Slowly, I began to work him. He put his hands on my head. I became aware of the wetness on my knees. The idea that I might be kneeling in piss only turned me on. I continued to work on his cock. Letting my spit build up and flow over his cock.
"Damn, ma." He said, moaning as he did so. Encouraged I pulled him out and went to work on his balls. He was hard now, and there was no way I could deep throat him unless he forced it.

I pulled away. "Do you want to fuck?" I asked.

"Fuck yes."

I stood and pulled my yoga pants down. I bent over the sink and buried my head in his jacket, I inhaled his sent. His cologne and natural smell. Weed and alcohol. I felt his cock. I reached back and moved the head to my asshole.

"Oh yeah?" he asked.

"Yeah."

He began to push in and I began to push out. With a lunge, he was in. The searing pain brought wetness to my pussy. I kept thinking about what a whore I was, getting fucked in a gas station bathroom. Ass fucked. He penetrated deep into me. "Oh fuck, oh fuck, or fuck." I said over and over again into his jacket. I thought for sure the clerk could hear. He continued to sodomize me. He wasn't quite able to get balls deep. He would get close but the pain was unbearable. I stuck my hand out to push back, showing him where my limit was. Witch a quick swipe he slapped my hand away. The sudden violence caused me to look up out of the jacket and into the mirror. He was staring at me with a burning anger. On his next stroke he pushed as far in as he could. His violation of my will only turned me on more. The stabbing pain in my ass was overridden by my desire to be taken, to have my will removed, and replaced by his angry lust. In hindsight, it was suiting that this was happening in a bathroom, my first rape was also in one, albeit in a house.

"N-no..please." I felt my mouth whisper, even though my pussy was screaming for more. He grabbed me by my hair and pulled back.

"This what you wanted, right ma?" he said before pushing my head back into the sink. He was balls deep. I could feel his massive weapon buried deep inside me. The pressure and pain it was bringing me. Suddenly, he tensed. He was cumming in me. I felt the heat in me and could feel the pulsing of his cock as it jetted into me. He pulled out of me. My cunt was still aching for release. Slowly I stood. the liquid I felt coming out my ass squished as I stood. Blood or cum. Both? I didnt know.

He grabbed his jacket and turned on the sink. He moved his deflating cock into it. Without thinking, I reached out, and felt the water, splashing it on his dick. I began to wash it. My father used to make me do it, and it was as if I had reverted to that state. I washed my filth and blood and cum off his cock. All the while wanting to take him again. I wanted him in me again.

Wordlessly, he dressed.

I did the same. In a trance I followed him as he left. I saw the clerk. He was watching me. He was younger Hispanic guy. If I had cum, I would have felt shame, but without my orgasm, the emotions were melted in the furnace of my burning need to cum and turned into more hunger. I was disgusting, and I liked it.

We stepped out into the cold night. He moved to his Tesla.

"Hey." I said

He turned. "Sup?"

"Do you live around here?"

"Ya. Why tho?"

I moved to him. "You have no idea what kind of freaky shit I will do if you take me to your place right now."

"Oh yeah?" He said. "Get in."

As we pulled out of the parking lot, I saw my car at the pump, and remembered my phone and purse were still in them. I didn't care. I needed to be destroyed fully by this man, consumed by his lust. I wouldnt be disappointed.

I'am (20) part of a really weird relationship now and need your advice. When i moved to Cologne i had no friends there and went in a small bar. A man (42) offered to pay for a beer and we talked. He was really friendly and later that evening we ended up in my bed. This was ~ 8 weeks ago. We mostly only meet on the weekend. He isn't married. Well no issue in this part of the story.

Now here it starts:
He took me to a swingers club/porn cinema or whatever you may call it. We ended up in one of those small rooms with a hole in the wall. Gloryholy. I've only seen that in porn (one of my favorite kind of porn actually) before. He wanted me to jerk off 2 guys and blow a third one (i used one of those dry condoms). At the end of the day we were at his apartment and had the hardest sex until that point.
The weekend after that we went for a walk through the forest. There are some good pathes and nice silent spots. He went straight to a bench with an older man sitting on it and reading his book. He must be around 60. He asked him if I should jerk him off. I was like WHAT? but didn't say a word. Oldie asked me if it is that what I want. I just said something like show what you got old man while laughing. Well i jerked him off and also the other man (around 50) who came to us on that path. Was nice to jerk him off and never see him again. Didn't even know their names.
Well this friday we went to that swingers club again and entered the porn cinema room. Room of maybe 10 12 rows with 8 seats each. There were 4 guys in it. 2 guys around 35 jerking each other off and two around 25 and 60 sitting alone. To make a long story short: Those 4 guys fucked me in that cinema while my "bf" watched all and even got 2 people from the lobby to join in. All with condom of course. I mean it was really exciting but i want to know what is his next plan with me? What do I have to expect next? Iam curious what he plans for the next weekend. What do you guys think? Can this even be increased?

I confess...

I spray a lil cologne on my asshole, taint, and on my inner thighs after I shower, and before I go out to the bars. Because I'm terrified a girl will think it smells funky when she goes down on me!

If only some of the sluts I've been with thought the same about themselves!!!

Chest hair - Yes or No?

Hi Ladies,
Please help settle some confusion.

Do you prefer a man with his chest shaved?

Or do you prefer natural hair on a mans chest?

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Re: Chest hair

I think it is sexy on a man. So tired of everyone shaving, waxing & burning hair off !!!
The way society is making it if you aren't bald everywhere you are abnormal - I think its sick
Be who you are !

Re: Men and chest hair
When did shaving chest hair come into vogue? I understand that athletes shave to reduce wind/water resistance but, for all around regular guys I like to see chest hair on a man...let's me know he's a man...not a boy...not some kind of freak-a-zoid, foppish twink.
For all you gorgeous burly men out there...leave it alone!

Here's a tip for all you fella's out there that are worried about if women like chest hair etc. A "soap and water clean" man is HOT. Not a lot of colognes, shaving this and that...What ever you got...wash it! CLEAN is a very powerful attractant. (clean teeth, clean hair too).

Re: Men and chest hair (oh and.. A TIP FOR YOU WOMEN OUT THERE..)
Please Shave Your PUSSIES!!!!!!! - YES, YOUR VAG!!!!!!!!

MEN dont like going down on you with a FULL BUSH on your pussies!!!!!!

SHAVE IT!!!!!!!!!

Also..........SHAVE YOUR LEGS TOO!!!!!!!!!

MEN DONT LIKE SEEING HAIR ON WOMEN'S LEGS AND ARMS!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO SHAVE YOUR LEGS , ARMS, AND PUSSIES!!!!!!! - YES, YOUR VAG!!!!!!!!!

Hello Motherless community!

I know there are a number of Germans on this site, and I am hoping that some of you that speak English may be willing to comment on what the fuck is happening in Deutschland right now with these Syrian "refugees" raping your women while the government is defending these actions and blaming the women for this?

There is very little news of this in the US, but I was able to hear about this disgusting feminist mayor of Cologne blaming the German women by being raped and sexually assaulted by these jihadists... Why is Germany opening their doors to this??? Do they really think that white Europeans will not defend themselves, their culture and identity, and their homelands and people from these attacks???

The same can be said for France, Sweden, and Belgium... What the hell is going on!?

The UK is pathetic and has already fallen to this invasion... Are people even standing up to this in Europe???

I am 43 year old man from florida who has a confession. I had sex when i was 11 with 55 year old man,for two years starting in 1977. It was a man who befriended my mom after father was killed in car crash. My mom then had bouts of depression and alcholism which kept her in and out of hospitals and psych wards. So this man had me to himself for two years at his farm in indiana. The sex started as wrestling on floor. Which started long sessions of grinding, to point i could feel his erection and my own. At time i would just freeze and act like nothing was going on. Also when mom wasn't there he would walk out of shower and drop towel a couple of times. Making sure i seen his penis. Although very shy , i remember seeing a grown man cock and how it affected me. This progressed to him showing me porn on old reel to reel tapes. My first real sex with him happen at his pond at his farm between cornfields. He tricked me by asking me if i wanted to go swimming. I said yes , then he drove to the pond, knowing i didn't have swim trunks. He said no problem that we could skinny dip since we were miles from anyone being able to see us. I remember being scarred at that point because i was really shy kid , would even go barefooted hardly. Now was going to have to completly naked outside. He removed his clothes very quickly. I just froze and watched him , finally his underwear came down and showed he was half hard. about 7 inches long thich, full balls and red pubic hair. I had neaver seen a grown man this close before. I coulnd't take my eyes off of it. He noticed to , and ask if it was first man i had saw. I just nodded my head slowly yes. Then he walk towards me from his truck, Then said take your clothes off. I didn't move just put my head down. Come on turkey, he said, its alright we are both men so its alright to skinny dip. Either you take off your clothes or i will. At that point he just lifted up my little league uniform shirt over my head. Then pushed me back on the ground and lifted my right leg up and took off my baseball shoes and then pulled off my baseballs socks. Then did it to other leg. I felt competlty frozen, and excited, and scarred. He pulled my pants underwear off together in one motion. I laid naked on grass by the pond. Full erection. He told me i must like being naked with other guys or otherwise i wouldn't be hard. Then he layed on top of me. I remember him moaning as he did. I felt dizzy at this point just felt to new to me to have a naked man on top of me. He smelled of beer and strong cologne. Slowly started to kiss my neck then on my lips after afbout minute he stuck his tongue in my mouth. It was my very first kiss. His tongue felt so big and weird. He rolled on his side as we kissed and his hand moved down to my navel then very , very, slowly inched towards my hardon. I just had a little public hair at this point which he felt first and commented on. Then he grabbed me , nice and firm, I remember sent chills through me felt so good.

I confess I was chatting on omegle today and was cumming in my boxer briefs when my step daughter came in and asked if she could use the computer. The white cream was oozing through the black fabric and the aroma of fresh cum was in the air. I told her to wait just a few minutes, she took a deep breath through her nose smiled and said ok, I like the smell of your cologne. I did not delete the browsing history so I know she looked at what is was surfing. Now I am so turned on by the thought of her knowing she caught me jacking off.

My confession is that I hate people who can't speak English and blacks. I work at a community center and some people never cease to disappoint me. The worst offenders are asians. Some of these asians have been in the country for decades and still can't speak English. They come up to me and start speaking in their disgusting 3rd world tongue. I generally ignore them and resume watching my Youtube videos. People complain about mexicans refusing to learn English but I would say 95% of all asians can't speak more than a few sentences in English. They're also ugly too. I also hate middle easterners too. They stink to high Heaven with their cologne. Their women are very unattractive. They're hairy and look like men.
However, I hate blacks the most. I can't stand listening to that ghetto uneducated Southern accent that they all have. Their language is as ghetto as their behavior. I can't say I've met many decent blacks. 98% of them are trashy and ignorant.

Just some ways you can show your special someone you're a real man:

1. When she asks how she looks, shrug and say "could be better." This will keep her on her toes, and girls love that.

2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. If she grabs your hand, squeeze hers really, really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are.

3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up.

4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. When she says that she is, say "you better be." Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care.

5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement, and every girl needs some improvement.

6. If, I mean when, she's mad at you for not calling her when you say you will, promise her that you will call her at a certain time later in the day. This will ensure that she waits by the phone. Also, tell her when you call you're going to tell her a special surprise. Now she'll be really excited. Now don't call. That's also quite funny!

7. If you're talking to another girl, make sure she's looking. When your g/f looks at you, stare into her eyes, mouth the words 'fuck you,' and grab the other girl's ass. Girls love competition.

8. Tell her you're taking her out to dinner. Drive for miles so she thinks it's going to be really special. Then take her to a burning tire yard. When she starts to get upset tell her you were just kidding and now you're really going to take her to dinner. Then drive her home. When she starts crying and asks why you would do something like that lean over and whisper very quietly into her ear "...because I can...now go make a sandwich"

9. Introduce her to your friends as "some chick". Women love those special nicknames.

10. Play with her hair. Play with it HARD.

11. Warm her up when she's cold... but not by giving her your jacket, because then you might get cold. Rather, look her in the eye and say, "If you don't stop bitching about the cold right now, you're going to be bitching about a black eye." The best way to get warm is with fear.

12. Take her to a party. When you get there she'll have to go to the bathroom (they always do). Leave immediately. Come back right when the party's dying and yell at her the whole way home for ditching you at the party.

13. Make her laugh. A good way to do this is if she has a small pet. Kick the pet. I always find stuff like that funny. Why shouldn't girls?

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms. When she's fast asleep, wait 10 minutes then JUMP UP AND SCREAM IN HER EAR! Repeat until she goes home and you can use your arms for more important things. Like basketball.

15. Spit often. I hear girls like guys that spit.

16. If you care about her, never ever tell her. This will only give her self confidence. Then you can never turn her into the object she deep down desires to be.

17. Every time you're in her house steal one of the following: shoes, earrings, or anything else that comes in pairs. Only take one of the pair. This way she'll go crazy.

18. Take her out to dinner. Right when she's about to order interrupt and say "No, she's not hungry". Make her watch you eat. Girls love a guy that speaks for her.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile. Then clock her one. Girls love a spontaneous guy.

20. Give her one of your t-shirts... and make sure it has your smell on it. But not a sexy cologne smell. A bad smell. You know what I'm talking about.

21. If you're listening to music, and she asks to hear it, tell her no. This way she'll think you're mysterious.

22. Remember her birthday, but don't get her anything. Teach her material objects aren't important. The only thing that's important is that she keeps you happy. And your happiness is the greatest present she can ever get.

23. Recognize the small things; they usually mean the most. Then when she's sleeping, steal all her small things and break them. Because jewelry is for wussies and Asian ladies.

24. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it. Then next time you know she's coming over on a trash day leave the trash can open and have the present visibly sticking out of the can. Girls actually don't like this one that much, but I think it's funny.