Found my mother posting escort ads.
I haven't seen her in about 6 years. I left for college and she was in the grips of a habit. Meth or crack I assume, but I don't really know for sure. Her pictures are either old or she's weathered the years well through the habit. Something tells me she won't look so much like her pictures... But who knows? Maybe she got clean and is doing better?
I texted the number on her ad pretending to be a client. I was curious. She's said I could get everything for 150. I asked what everything was and she said whatever I wanted to do as long as it was only me. She said if I wanted to bring a friend it is 150 each.
I jerked off to the thought, which is already more than I was planning when I texted her... But now I am seriously considering making the 3 hour trip to see her as a client.
Will she recognize me? If so what will happen? Can I really even go through with anything if the fact that her son just walked through the door doesn't register? Or maybe she won't care because I'm just another guy playing for her fix?
Last memory I have of my mother was towards the beginning of my high school senior year. My aunt was driving me home since my cousin and I both stayed after school to hang with a few friends. My aunt's purse went missing about 2 minutes after she put it down on the dining room table and said hi to my mom and her friend who were sitting there obviously high.... My aunt turned away for just a moment and it was missing along with my mom. Her friend disappeared a few minutes later. The rest of the year I spent living with my aunt because my mother never came home. I was glad to have my aunt because she was dependable and kind.
... Why is my brain stuck on the idea to pay my mother to fuck????
I wonder if she even knows I went to college, let alone graduate? Why would I even be interested in showing up with money when I should be asking if she's proud of my diploma?
