I confess, that my addiction to crystal meth had me offer a homeless man $20 to let me suck his dick. After coming out of an adult bookstore, to have him walk up to me headed to my car begging for spare change. And responded to him with..

.."I DON'T HAVE ANY CHANGE..BUT I'LL TELL YOU WHAT, I'LL GIVE YOU $20 IF YOU LET ME SUCK YOUR DICK."

In my mind it came out as a joke..not expecting him to agree to my offer, let alone agree as quickly as he did. And although meth always got me to be a bit perverted, I never imagined that I would do anything like that. But I did, and as much as I was in myself for doing it, I would actually enjoy doing it again.

I must confess that after my last two day binge on meth, that I’m addicted to it, I love how  it makes me feel when I’m a sissy, like be best girl in the world.   I am 48  and I should know better, but I tried my fantasy, to try meth and know we are here.  I want to submit to med and their cocks, as I get high on meth daily.  I want to be a sissy meth whore, to be me and to have that fix of meth clouds taking over my mind.  I’ll do just bout anything to achieve it and please anyone and give up anything that I’m told. 

My gf is a huge drug addict. She does basically any drug you can think of, heroin, meth, molly, xanax, anything. I'm worried about her health but at the same time it really turns me on when shes high out of her mind, especially when she shoots up. I want her to stop, but its so sexy when shes completely out of it

I decided to try meth and now I'm addicted. I'm a methed up faggot sissy suck fuck slut. I don't really mind though. When I'm spun I enjoy sex so much more even though it renders my penis useless. I feel like a new creature created by the fumes of my newfound muse. It's made my holes capable of satisfaction by being used by aggressive horny men. It's made me crave cum and degradation as if I need it to survive. To be the filthiest extreme porn star ever. I fantasize about moving in with a man and being his slave. Shelter, atiny bit of food, water, and only enough Tina to keep my mind on the proper path. 

Let's see the popular opinion?

Do drugs "make" u gay? Aka Meth Gay Crack Fent Blah Blah.. 

And

What's your earliest incident involving drugs that made u realize you're  an addict. 

Mine; me and some ugly hoe with beautiful feet!! Glory to Jesus she did... has grams of tina and a weeknd hotel.  We finished a nice rock with more to spare but we didn't wash n refill we lost a whole 5 hours feeling the bed for specs... cuz every crumb matters!!!! 7 grams on the dresser looking at us like dummies

Pornmarathons while being under the influence. Anyone else who has experience with this? Edging for days straight and taking drugs for energy while at the same time making it harder to cum. And watching porn all the time ofcourss. And at the end you have one huge orgasm which leaves you trembling. And like sex with some ugly skank you picked up in a bar while heing drunk, afterwards the shame soon enters and you feel dirty. 

Right now I have entered the new day having already skipped three nights in a row. Lately I've been using a combination of speed and metaphedrone, which I'm really liking. In the past I have tried plenty of other combo's. Once I even included LSD into the mix (not ideal, even in small doses). But there is always an upper. Usually speed (normal speed, not meth). Sometimes coke, but you can't beat the price vs effect of speed. It litterally costs as much as a cup of coffee and it does the job really well. And beer is also a main ingredient (and a glass of normal water every once in a while, you don't want to dehydrate.I started doing this about ten years ago, after coming home from a rave and the afterparty that followed after. I was lying wide awake in bed, but feeling kinda horny. And realised it felt better than normally, and soon I was doing it everytime after I came home from some club or event. After a while I did not go to a lot of parties, and just started doing it straight away from home. I also apend more time in a row. It used to be one or maybe two nighta without sleep, now I more often than not skip four nights.The longer the marathon is umderway however, the less time you spend looking at porn  and more time on stuff like this. 

A few things I'd like to mention:

Yes, I have a fulltime job. The trick is to plan smart.
Yes it's definitly an addiction. Though I don't do it every werk, it certainly control a fair amount of my life. I've actually had a healthy amount of (good looking) girlfriends over the year, so it's not like I can't get laid. There's just something promal and almost with no inhebitions about this that keeps pulling me back.

So I was wondering if there are people with simular stories. I see plenty of peope here who mention porn while on cokez but I wonder if people have it as a hobby, like me. 

It's not a cheap hobby btw, the aigarette smoking alone is deadly for your wallet and body.

Meth addict who did a huge blast tell me there's someone out there who will let me be a little slut. Looking for any woman prefored married and cheating

right now im smoking meth, i cant decide how much more to smoke, you tell me...Who wants to help me get further into addiction

I like to position myself in the shower with my legs wide open and the sprayer aimed right on my clit. Then I try to last just long enough to smoke a hit of meth. I have WEEKS of video. It's fun wearing crazy masks too. I admit I am addicted. I wish u can watch me every time!

Meth addict fuck toy. Every time she's on it she makes me stick it up her dirty ass until she leaks all over the bed.

So there is this street not far from my house and sometimes I’ll drive by and see street walkers trying to pick up Johns. There are a few attractive ones, but mostly its meth addicts who are skinny as fuck and missing teeth. I’ve never, ever picked one of them up because I am afraid it’s either a cop or I’ll get a disease that I’d bring back to the wife – and I don’t need that drama.
Long story short, I picked my wife up from work and I was driving down that street (it is a busy street just for reference). I was stopped at a stoplight and this VERY attractive raven haired beauty wearing fuck me boots, long legs, tight body, red lip stick and pale white skin was standing there.
I joked to my wife, “damn check her out!” And the chick totally saw us looking at her. She winked and blew us a kiss, and she smiled like, “yeah, let’s do this.”
I looked at my wife and she was blushing! The light turned, I didn’t know what to do so I waved at the woman (like an idiot schoolboy with a crush)and drove off with my wife. She was silent, I was chuckling.
“Did you see that babe? Oh come on you’d hit that too! She was hot!”
“Probably a cop, but she was pretty,” my wife said, grabbing my hand and holding it as I drove off, still looking in the rear view mirror checking her out.
“You know, honestly if you wanted to fuck her I wouldn’t mind. We’ve talked about going to Vegas and having a threesome. I know it would only be sex, so I’m okay with that,” my wife told me.
By this time I was down the street out of view of that sexy hot prostitute.
“I’m going to turn the car around and we’ll bring her home,” I said barely believing the words coming out of my mouth.
“The fuck you’re bringing her into our house and our bed, we’ll get a room at the hotel over there,” she said pointing to a shitty looking motel.
I turned right, going around the corner and sped down the street, I went through different side streets and circled around to where the woman was standing. She was gone. Damn it.
“That sucks,” I murmured in frustration.
“Yeah, let’s go home,” my wife said, I couldn’t help but to notice how flush she was. When I got home, I stuck my hand down her pants and she was wet as fuck.
“You really wanted to fuck her too!” I laughed, I couldn’t get any other words out because my wife jumped my bones and we fucked right there, on the floor. She came quick.
My wife and I make it a point to drive down that street looking for the woman. The only thing is what if my wife was right? What if she was a cop? Would they arrest both of us for soliciting a prostitute? Would be both be labeled as sex offenders??
I’ve never gotten a prostitute before. The woman who we saw didn’t look used and abused, nor did she look like she was on drugs. If we see her, should we try it? If we ask her if she needs a ride and don’t bring up money can the police still arrest you for solicitation? What if the prostitute brings up price do we just tell her “we’re just looking for a friend and whatever happens, happens but friends always get “gifts.”
Not sure how to go about it at all – total noob. We just don’t want a criminal record for something we want to try out. We’ve never swung, and have been faithful so far, but we’ve always talked openly about a threesome with another woman. What is the safest way to go about this? Not only is my curiosity peaked beyond its max, so is my wife’s.
(no that isn’t a picture of the woman, it’s the closest thing I could find to what she looked like, she had a little bit shorter hair)

I just found out my gf is a whore.
We broke up for a couple of months and in that time she moved in with a guy who got her addicted to meth.
She became his slave, doing anything he wanted to her.
He also used to pimp her out to all his mates.
We have since got back to together but that's all I can think about when I see her. She didn't even tell me i basically forced her to tell me. I secretly recorded her confession and i find myself beating my dick to it, then feeling guilty after. It upsets me but it also turns me on so much hearing what a dirty whore she's been. 
I'm jealous!

I confess I have a very vivid fantasy where I have a meth-addict woman with low self-esteem and who is completely dependent on me for her fix. I imagine slapping, choking and beating her up, make her a piece of furniture. I imagine tying her up so that she can't move and then keeping the a loaded syringe right next to her, so she begs and begs and begs till shes completely broken from the inside so that I can threaten her into doing any thing the fuck I want.

My neighbors in the next apartment over are an obnoxious Pakistani couple. I say obnoxious because they're shitty neighbors with no sense of time. She vacuums at three AM like a meth addict and they constantly yell at each in Pakistani at equally absurd hours, that shit sucks with a shared wall. Anyway, the wife (smoking hot little dust bunny) doesn't speak any English at all. I discovered this in my few attempts to be polite. She just smiles nods and hurries on her way.

I've taken to talking dirty to her when we pass each other throughout the week. My own private little jab back at them for their rudeness. I know I know, two wrongs don't make a right. Not trying to make a right, just trying to get something for my troubles.

So for about a month now whenever I've seen her as we pass I'll tell her things like, "I want to cum in your mouth." or today was, "Shave your pussy for me." Just little things for a laugh and she just smiles and nods same as ever. That's probably as far as I'll take it, English or not she'll get the jist if i flashed her my dick.

Just had to share that, I don't think my friends would be cool with it. Accuse me of racism or something.

Honestly though, in the same situation were she deaf rather than non English speaking. I'd still take the same approach. I dunno, maybe i will flash her. I'm just not sure if i want to go from annoyed counter prick, to possible sex offender. Then again, who's she gonna tell?

Ok, i feel i need to go about this very specifically due to basic fears and preconceptions round here.

I have a question for a specific group that lurks about here. Before i ask it, dear god. Keep it civil, no visual aids, no links, and on both sides please no primal psycho rage.

My question is simply, Why?

stay with me now. This gets a little between the lines, anti's just stay mellow, it's still illegal and zero tolerance, folks in question don't get too into... well actually i dont' get quite what but try and treat it as a clinical question if you can.

I understand that this may get a bit uh, weird. But let's try to keep the visceral language and finger pointing to a minimum.

and yes i'm ducking the direct question because i'm a pussy. Now that we've cleared the air on that let's move on.

My question has been established. Why?

My confusion comes from my own perspective and capacity for inference.

Your preferred group, biologically, are basically pre-sex. I can't tell if one is male or female save for the color scheme on their clothes.

Being as they are sexless i remain confused as to the appeal. Stay calm.

Personally i believe any person has the right to do whatever the fudge they want in a darkened room wherein nobody realizes they exist in the first place. Which isn't a jab, it's exactly what i mean.

You want to smoke meth, shoot heroin, hold pet beauty pageants or have your mailman strangle you with a designer gator skin belt while you beat off to vintage cartoon characters; go for it.

Admittedly, the only reason i won't include it on that list is i feel certain folks would focus on that and lose sight of the question i'm asking.

I will say this. So long as it's legal to masturbate yourself into a rage-gasm over murder scene and autopsy photos it may as well be legal to beat off to any pre-existing evidence of human horror. Dude didn't murder any one, he just got way too into the photos proving it happened. It creeps me out, but whatever. No one said he has to be within a square mile of anyone i want to keep from him.

If i'm going to be self appointed thought police, however, then kill me now.

I've made peace with many other lifestyles, or mental illness or mutations or doctrines or fuck you get over yourselves that many people take to the grave, but this one just makes no sense to me at all.

The God freaks of any brand are afraid of being punished or positive they will be rewarded. In either case, because of others.

Druggies are addicted, biochemically and subsequently psychologically dependant.

Gays are just gay. period.

Beasties are demented, but i can make peace purely on the sense of ignorance. If It's legal to grind animals into big macs and tasteless clothes, it's legal to fuck them.

But this thing seems basically rooted in predatory mentality. i may be wrong but that's why i ask.

even serial killers admit to being basically sexually obsessed. Stay cool.

I'm not saying you are all rapists or cannibals or predators. It does however seem that the exclusive proprietors of your content are.

At that point i get back to the crime scene photos. That's basically what your content seems to be. Evidence of a crime. I'm no johnny law. i smoke my reefer and abide selectively like any American (hold it against me if you must i make no apology for being born at random), but i can't see past the victimization.

Is it a power trip? like a rape fantasy that has fallen so low on dominance that it manifests itself in this way? Comments here on motherless for the so called "weak stuff" seem to imply that dominance, pain and victimization are tantamount to the appeal.

If so, then at that point you lose me. I'm no stranger to the potentials of human cruelty, but there seems to be an outcry from your group that this is not your motivation, meanwhile others in your community seem to state otherwise. Quite directly in fact.

I'm neither looking to be sold on it, nor dissuaded. I have my sexual identity quite intact. I myself find sexual delight in plump to simply put fat ass white women, I'm simply confused and at a loss.

Further, the only reason i feel it warrants such discussion at all is the fact that it seems such a perpetual pervasive issue not just here, but anywhere a person doesn't have to own it right up front.

oh well, fuck it. I asked the question; do with it what you will. Even if that is nothing. Our own eyes are upon us, no greater authority matters.

If you have an honest opinion of your own, feel free to share. If you're looking to go to war either for or against, Then that topic already exists.

If at this point you have no idea what i'm talking about, what are you even doing here when you could be beating off to titties or making racist comments?

Maybe i'm wasting my time. Later wankers.

Montana used in your face hard ads to fight meths addiction for it's state. Results, Montana used to rank number four in meths use, now rank 39, down by 63%.Now, why do we not use a nationwide in your face ads to help combat all drug addictions?

Love seeing T addicted bros help each other by slurping on drug dealers cocks and sucking down charged cum and their dick flavored spit just for another hit, every dealer should force it on their desperate broke meth whores who go let out their inner cocksucker. Hail Meth and it's mind bending cum guzzling ways

i confess i like to buy sum meth get on craigslist to find girls w addictions get em over to my house and do things to them that make them regret ever looking at my ad. my fav type of girl to find is the "good girls" who nobody thinks would do such things. its pretty great gettin it on video to!

Never told anyone till now but I was forced to give another guy head at gunpoint a few years ago. I was living with my uncle for free and he was pretty addicted to drugs mostly meth, sometimes I would go pick up the stuff for him and he would pay me like $15 and it made me feel a little better since I was living there for free.

Pretty much what happend was I show up at a place i'd never been before go in, hand the guy the money he says wait a min goes to a room comes out and pulls out a gun and aims it at my face. I was nervous and never thought I would bitch out to someone but it's a lot different when they have a gun to your head.

He sits on the couch tells me to get over there I end up blowing him and he has the nerve to call my uncle while im doing it and tells him it will be 20 min before another guy gets there with the stuff. I eventually finish and he hands me the stuff and I leave. I moved out of my uncles shortly after that.

In search of a absolutely complete niggercock whore with a mean meth addiction

I'm a 30 year old bi Male that's gladly addicted to methamphetamine. I started using meth when I was 23 and attending the university I would drop out of after only 6 months because I was introduced to a redneck dealer who made sure I had the temptation of meth constantly around. I'm even sitting here now tweaked as I write this and stroke.

I have been a meth addict for three years. I use about three grams a day via IV. BEST feeling ever. Anyway... my mother and step dad are well off. They give me money knowing I'll use it to buy meth. Well actually they tried not giving me money, but everytime they'd have friends over I'd walk around nude. Anyone new thinks I'm mentality handicap. Fuck if I care, I get the best dope for free. So a few weeks ago my parents put the house on the market. Unfortunately they failed to tell me (they probably did) the realtor was showing the house one day last week. I had my beats on, just drew a gram, got register. Just as I hit, my door opens and it's the realtor. My cock was dripping wet and I wasn't going to waste it. I grabbed my cock, looked at the realtor, the woman there to see the house snd her mother. And about 10 feet behind them, my mother. My mother was the only one moving. I looked at my mom, pointed at the woman seeing the house and said I'll share if she wants some. My mother trying to cover me up by laying on me was the last to escape. I held her a jerked for a bit more. I kept yelling harder mom, harder. She ran downstairs to catch the others and tell them I was involved in an accident and suffered brain trama. I got off my bed and walked to the bannister. I groaned loudly as I came, shooting my loads of cum down below. I looked at my mother and asked if anyone was cumming tomorrow and what time. The buyers mother who was actually pretty hot for her mid 50's looked up at me and smiled. She never returned.