My sins are my torment. The lies I tell to make poeple stay are away my own. I lie to every person I meet so they think that I am a certain person and so that they will never know who I really am. I cannot except myself, my own faults and failures, so I make it seem that I have none. I know that the people I meet know that I am full of crap, but they will never know just how full of crap I really am. Confession 101, be honest with yourself so that you may be honest with others.

*Takes a deep breath* ......I'm a furry..Dr.Phil sucks for having a fucking furry related episode..he is such a failure,so he's having to use us furries to boost his fucking ratings. Fucking asshole,We don't wanna yiff you Dr.Phil!

I confess, i tried to kill myself earlier this week. I wanted to OD on the acetaminophen in Lortab10s. I looked it up and about 4 grams is the dosage where it starts to induce liver failure. I took 12 pills, or 6 grams. After about 15 minutes i got kinda woozy, like a weird drunk like feeling, not really slurred speech or stumbling around, but more of a slowed brain activity feeling. I went to go lay down, and i woke up about ten hours later. My wife said she noticed me tossing and turning real badly while i slept, but nothing too out of the ordinary. I then got ready and went in to work. While there, i took the last of what i had, 10 pills, so 5 grams. I wish i had taken all 11 grams that morning. Now its been about three days and i feel fine. Well, fine for me. I have a lot of ailments and i'm tired of always not being available. I'm 28 and i'm afraid that as i age, i'm only going to get worse and my wife and kids will resent me. I'm in the military right now, but i'm getting a medical discharge that is taking way too long to happen. While i'm in, if i die (even by suicide), my wife will get my life insurance and death gratuity equaling $500,000. If i die after i get out, they get nothing. I wanted to do this in a way that it looked like i just died from my conditions. GRD, IBS, Asthma, and PTSD.

So last night I was prayin for deliverance and I kid you not, Jesus Fucking Christ (scrappy little brother to Jesus H. Christ, The Son of Man and Holy Lamb of God) came right through the rusted wall of my trailer and sat his glowing white ass own on my bed, right beside where I was kneeling. At first I thought it was my dead pop come back to life, so I reflexively reached for his cock since I was already down on my knees. But Mr. Christ gently pushed my hand away and said I didn't need to do that shit no more because he was gonna give me a real job.

So I thought wow this sounds perty interesting. Maybe he'll make me the fucking CEO of Mountain Dew or the Moon Pie company, or gimme my own taco wagon or whatnot. Anyways, so I says, yessir Mr. Christ, my dear Lord, I'm listening and sorry for grabbin your very big and powerful dick (I immediately pologized and said penis). What kinda job is you talkin about?

So get this, he wants me to go to fuckin flight school and learn how to fly them big fucking jet planes like what them motherfucking Arabs used to attack the US of A back all them years ago! I just looked at him and said what? He says, and this is a direct motherfucking quote, he says don't be such a cocksucking little sissy. Look, pussy, I put you here and I'll take you out. Your life is already one miserable faggoty failure after another and I am offering you a chance to have the real fame and fortune you have so far only seen in your wet fucking dreams. You in or you out, boy?

So what the fuck am I supposed to do now? He wants me to fly the thing into some super tall building in motherfucking Dubiey or some such wasteland in muslimville. He said the only way to send those goat fucking infidels (his words, not mine) a righteous message was to fly my plane into some building they have that's supposedly the tallest in the world. I thought that was the statue of liberty but whatever.

Anyways, so I says how is that dumbass plan supposed to make me rich? Famous I can see, but how is you gonna make me rich if I'm fried up like a crispy chicken nugget?

He just looks right into my one good eye and mutters some crap about riches in heaven and whatnot and when I start to call bullshit on that he just whips out his huge fuckin jesus cock and shoves it in my mouth. I been coughing up holy cum ever since.

Now I fucking start flight school in Florida in two weeks. I ain't never prayin again, I tell you what.

i have to confess. i have an addiction of rubbing my dick on my cousin's feet whenever she sleeps over. i usually wait till she falls asleep so i stay up till around 2am. Then i start to find a way to put my dick on her feet. it's hard when she has socks on but without failure i usually slide them off. then i smell them and jerk a little. i can't help but love the sensation when my dick rubs against her feet. i almost cum instantly. The first couple times i used to cum on her feet as i was basically grinding on them. i remember her once waking up just as i finished cumming and she kept moving her feet and saying something's wet. I played it off like a gangsta. but from that moment i had to stop cumming directly on her feet and just beside her. i usually cum twice every night she sleeps over. i can't help it. when she comes over i get super excited. it's an addiction. any thoughts?

I'm confused. I love sexually dominating women. But I'm not sure if the attraction is the power you get from the bondage, or the power from teasing them and driving them beyond the limits they previously had, or the knowledge that they're letting you do what you want to do and trusting you won't lose control.

The thought of a woman in a 4 point, be it hog tie or tied to bed or spreader... fucking exhilarating. There's that moment when I gently pour oil down their ass crack, and they know exactly where this goes. They feel the slight pressure. They feel it build. There's this conflict, they want to tighten up, but they're also wanting to relax. Then there's that moment, and they slip over, and it's in. They don't want it in their ass. I know they don't like it in their ass. But I patiently pressed, and there it is, they've got a plug in their ass. That's just the beginning.

Once it's in I'll tease, nipples, back, neck, fingering them right to that edge. To be a real asshole I even leave their panties on. They want to cum, but they don't want to seem easy, so they resist... but eventually there's no choice and it sends them over. They're so sensitive... Theres always this feeling of bliss and failure. Always a big wet spot and a reminder that i got them off with a plug up their ass.

Most would assume you plug, you finger, you fuck... nope. Now it's personal. Now I find something else to tease them with. Could be their toy, could be a paint brush, maybe a toothbrush, could be a vegetable, possibly their high heel, or a marker, or a hairbrush, could even be their husband's favorite cigar. But I'll have something personal to make sure they get fucked good. Something personal, something theyll remember. I want them cumming even harder this time. After they cum I'll usually leave it in. If they're tied to the bed I'll ride their face. If they're hog tied or bent over they know they're getting skull fucked. But it's not rough, it's not gagging... I throat fuck them and I enjoy it. If I cum I try to cum on their face. Again they don't want a facial. I know they hate cum on their face, but they let me do it. A few times they've asked me to wipe it off. If they do I use their panties.

So by the time I finally fuck them they've accepted a plug in their ass, sticky warm cum on their face, and two really good teasings. All of that builds to a great fuck... I let them think i forgot but i never do. Its like a cherry on top. They felt it the whole time. As they feel it start to slide they know.... the plug is coming out and they're about to get ass fucked. Putting it in their ass is fun. Hearing them admit I'm in their ass is even better... but yeah as dominant as I can be it's the tease that really gets me.

The women I've dominated range from 23 to 56. So many firsts for so many of them. Most never let a partner put even a finger in their ass before. Half never used objects, a few never gave blowjobs and most never had cum play... Some have done cuffs, or a leash, but full bondage is new for them. And yet they let me do all that and more, because they trust me.

Donald Trump biggest failure! The Chinese American p********. https://youtu.be/hhMAt3BluAU

My Many Fantasies: My Job at The Max Security Prison for Black Men

inspired by this:

In this fantasy i am desperate for a job and find myself begging for anything i could do to a warden of a high security prison for the nastiest of criminals. Of course it turns out the warden is quite crooked and take total advantage of my situation. I am given a job in HR and find myself to be the only female and the only employee in the "prison happiness" department (in fact I'm the only employee in that department) and my job requires my services 24/7 for 3 months straight probation. During this time my first duty is to service the warden i am to serve him breakfast every single day at exactly 7am completely naked and of course offer myself to him sexually to use in absolutely ANY way he wishes until i have the honor of his sperm which i am to beg and grovel for like a dirty slut!

For the remainder of the morning i am to work in the showers taking care of the prisoner's hygiene. I am to be naked in the shower with only a collar that says "cleaning service". The prisoners are brought in one after the other and I am to lick each of them clean ... their entire body ... and every square inch!!! Then i am to lick out their asses ... inside too!!!! I am to pay extra attention to their balls and cock. I must tease them to the point of insanity but i must not let them cum. Part of my performance review is based on how many prisoners i am able to wash and whether i was able to keep them from cumming.

At noon i am to serve the prisoners their lunch. i am to do so on my knees. before serving their lunch i must lick thier feet and ask permission to serve their lunch and after serving it i must take their cock deep into my throat and wish them bon apatite while their cock is still deep in my throat! Again i must not let anyone cum and my performance review is based on how many prisoners i am able to serve lunch and whether i was able to keep them from cumming.

The place where all the prisoners eat is a very large area with a raised platform in the middle and places to sit in circles all around the platform. It looks almost like a setup for a boxing match for thousands of spectators but instead of a boxing ring there is an open platform. While the prisoners eat i am brought out onto the platform and tied down in some painful an humiliating way. It's my job now to provide entertainment and also thank the guards for their great work. They come in groups of 4 or 5 to fuck me in the most savage ways as i scream helpless in my bonds while the prisoners cheer and call for them to go at me even harder!! After the guards are done with me and the prisoners have finished eating and enjoying my gang rape the prisoners are brought to the platform in a line where i am still bound and trembling. They come up to me in small groups and thank me for the show by spitting on me. Most of them spit in my face or squeeze open my mouth and spit inside but some spit in my gaping ass and pussy. I must thank each one out loud for spitting on me and say that i hope he enjoyed my entertainment. For this part of the day my performance review is based on a satisfaction survey the guards fill out as well as how many of the prisoners i get to "thank".

Once they are done i am to clean the whole eating area. I am to stay naked an I am not to clean my self at all. I must clean the entire eating area dripping cum and spit from all my holes! For the platform i am only allowed to use my tongue and my hair. It usually takes me a while because of all the sperm from the guards and spit from the prisoners that leaked to the floor. It is difficult for me to clean the raised seating area because of the bondage and extremely rough fucking i am not able to walk or climb well the stairs so i must mostly crawl on my hands and knees. If while crawling sperm or spit leaks out of me and fall on the floor then i must immediately lick it clean! My performance review is based on how quickly and how completely i clean everything especially the platform.

In the mid afternoon i am to kneel naked in the toilet wearing only a collar that says "Urinal". It is my job to make sure the prisoners take their bathroom break. I must beg each prisoner to pee on me while licking their feet. When they decide to do so i must spread my legs wide, push out and present my breasts and open my mouth as wide as possible while always on my knees. Every so often it is one of the prison gang leaders or influential prisoners that take their turn and for these special prisoners i must beg for their pee while licking out the inside of their asses. They also have the privilege to pee inside my throat or inside my ass or pussy and i must thank them while licking the underneath of their feet!! As you might guess my performance review based on how many prisoners i relieve in the toilet but also how much pee i swallow!

After this i am dragged out to the court yard where i am setup up on a sybian machine which has an attachment which gyrates and vibrates deep in my pussy almost to the point where it pokes into my cervix. There are 3 lush vibrators pushed into my ass. Electrodes are clamped to my clit and nipples. My hands are tied hard behind my back and a noose is put around my neck and tighten just enough to hold me up by the neck and make it difficult to breath. The warden then proceeds to control the sybian, lush vides and electricity for all to see but i am always denied orgasm. The guards and prisoners take great pleasure in watching me break to the point i beg like an animal and offer to do the most disgusting things imaginable just to be allowed to cum ... but still i am denied no matter how i beg no matter how i cry no matter what i offer. Of course i am naked and all over my body is written my full name address and other personal information along with many humiliating things like i am toilet and i am only good for raping! The prisoners are allowed to spit on me and the guards are allow to take pics or vids of me. The guards really get a kick out of telling me how they will send copies to all my family and friends and how they will make me famous on the internet. i am in complete shock and distress the whole time, my body is overloaded with sensations and then repeatedly denied release while i struggle to breath as i lapse in and out of consciousness.

After a few hours of this i am completely broken, my eyes are glazed over and empty and my body is constantly spasming and trembling. the writing on my body is touched up so that it is clear to see and easy to read and i am fitted with a new collar that say "dog slave" on it. A leash attached and i am dragged through the mud of the courtyard because i can barely move my body let alone walk back to the platform in the eating area. I am told it is supper time and i must once again provide entertainment. This time it's not with the guards but with all the guard dogs of the prison!!!!! Even in my broken state my eyes showed fear and i started to plea for mercy when the warden zaps me long and hard with a cattle prod! My eyes shoot out of head and i scream so loud no sound comes out as i shake with pain and pee myself right there on the platform in front of everyone!!!! The warden speaks to me only to say "you are a dog, you will only bark like one and you will be mated liked one. Now should me how a true bitch begs to be mated while you clean your mess with your tongue!!!" If i had any shred of humanity or dignity left then it is completely destroy in that moment as i lean down with my bare ass high in the air and start to bark seductive and desperately while liking my pee off the dirty platform floor. From that point on i was only allowed to bark and failure to do so would be met with another hard shock from the cattle prod. Everyone cheered as the guard dogs took me one after the other while i barked and grunted on their huge doggie cocks. The roughness and rawness of these large dogs bred to fight off the most vicious criminals in the worst conditions is beyond anything imaginable. The hard trusts sent my little body reeling in every direction. Every dog without exception was make to knot me and every time their cocks ripped trough my cervix and filled my womb with their hot sperm! These dogs were huge and their knots enormous so once inside me i was completely stuck for however long i was knotted. To the delight of the audience once the dogs had filled me up and were well knotted in me the guards would call the dogs to them or throw treats around causing the dogs to run around and drag me behind them like a rag doll as i screamed and screamed. Because of the knotting and games this went on for quite a long time. Eventually they start bringing the dogs in groups of three having one take and knot my pussy, another knots my ass and the other is forced into my throat so his knot is stuck in my mouth!!!!! The crowed enjoyed this to no end especially when the guards had the dogs run in different directions tugging and ripping at my body as the pulled in different direction. The noise i made where completely inhuman like an animal begging fucked to death which i probably am at this point!!!! Once all the dogs were done with me i was placed on my knees in the middle of the platform, the dogs were all lined up and one by one they were brought to me to thank them for mating me by licking their asses and pushing my tongue dep inside as far as it could go! Most of the dogs also had to pee and when this was the case i was to take their cocks into my mouth and have them pee right down my throat!!! This part of the day does not go toward my performance review it is considered an obligation and i am made to endure until each and every dog is serviced.

After the dinner show i am allowed to finally wash up and i am allowed to eat the scraps left over by the prisoners ... anything i can find on the floor i am allowed to eat.

For the next 2 days i am allowed to recover (so i can be made to live through the same ordeal over and over and over). I am placed in a large dog cage out in the courtyard of the prison. I am of course completely naked except for a collar that says "your happiness is my life". I am given only dog food to eat and when thirsty i must beg for someone to pee in my mouth. Usually during this time only the prisoners with the best behavior are granted the pleasure to feed me my dog food and serve me thier pee to drink. My mandatory morning service to the warden is the only exception where i am not in my cage.

On the third day after servicing the warden i am given to the cell block with the best behavior for the day. I am to be their slave and doe anything ... anything ... they order of me. If i hesitate even for a minute i am to be penetrated with the cattle prod and shocked from deep inside my body until i do what they ask anyway!! Usually i am made to cook and clean for them as well as bath them and worship their bodies and usually there is not a minute that goes by where there is not at least 1 or 2 cocks inside me!! at 8pm i am to be returned to the warden where i must thank him for the wonderful opportunity he gave me with this job by licking his feet and deep inside his ass. The warden then cums on the dirty floor and i am to worship and praise him out loud while licking up his sperm off the dirty floor.

The next morning it all start all over again ...

Hey motherless I got some breaking world news! Pakistan Lifts YouTube Ban!

for 3 Minutes.... XD

"ISLAMABAD, Pakistan — A ban on YouTube, which Pakistan imposed after an anti-Islam video caused riots in much of the Muslim world, was lifted Saturday, only to be reinstated — after three minutes — when it was discovered that blasphemous material was still available on the site.
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After months of criticism of the ban, the government decided to allow Pakistanis to have access to YouTube again, saying steps had been taken to ensure that offensive content would not be visible. But those efforts apparently failed, and the authorities quickly backtracked.

The ban was imposed on Sept. 17 following violent protests in response to the video, which was made in the United States and ridiculed the Prophet Muhammad. The government then ordered all telecommunications companies to block Internet material deemed offensive to Muslims and urged people to report such material.

But the ban on YouTube came to be seen as censorship, and a growing number of the estimated 25 million Internet users in the country complained.

“This is purely a naked power play by the government and one that we should resist,” an editorial in The Express Tribune, an English-language daily newspaper in Karachi, Pakistan, said Friday. “This is about controlling our behavior and denying us access to the Internet.”

“We need to make it clear that we do not wish to regress to a dark age when a centralized authority controlled all access to information,” the editorial, observing the 100th day of the ban, went on to say. “Retreating to such an era would essentially mean that we were longer living in a democracy.”

By Friday evening, Rehman Malik, the country’s interior minister, indicated that the ban would be lifted over the weekend. Mr. Malik said firewalls by government technicians were being installed to block pornographic and blasphemous material.

On Saturday, the Pakistan Telecommunication Authority directed local Internet service providers to make YouTube accessible. But by the afternoon, Geo, a private television news network that wields immense influence, reported that anti-Islam and blasphemous material was still available on YouTube. The criticism was led by Ansar Abbasi, a right-leaning journalist who often speaks out on morality and religion.

Yielding to the criticism, Prime Minister Raja Pervez Ashraf then ordered providers to again block access to the video-sharing site.

The flip-flop drew an immediate rebuke from users and led to a flurry of jokes on Twitter about the government’s dithering and backtracking.

“YouTube is a huge convenience for users, who benefit from it for educational as well as entertainment purposes,” Zubair Kasuri, the editor of Flare, a Karachi-based telecommunications magazine, said in a telephone interview. Mr. Kasuri expressed surprise over the government’s failure to install an effective firewall mechanism despite having months to do so."

Hows that for fucking retarded?

I am german, so we are all nude in the sauna(just for the prude faggots from the US to note). Whenever I am in the sauna, the longer I stay the more my dick gets hard. It's not based on others it's based on the heat. It seems that I am "working towards" some climax, it's like knowing that I am about to come but different. I did not wait for what was to come as I am not sure whether this is a sign of soon to come heart failure or climax(I don't have a heart disease history though). But still the heat and being nude there feels like something is building up.

Anyone having similar experiences and knows more what's to come? Quick I'll be in the sauna soon again.

I can't. I can't even make a single friend. Fuck me. I'm gonna be alone forever, aren't I? I peaked in the fucking third grade. I'm worthless, god damn it. I'm a failure through and through. Why should I even try? Why bother existing? No one will fucking care. I've lived a perfect, sheltered little life, I have no fucking excuses for being the failure I am. Why try? Why fucking try?? I hate being alive. I have no purpose, I have no fucking passion or drive. I'm just an empty shell living from day to day until something bad enough happens that I stop trying. I can't talk to anyone. I'm severed from the human race, and the human race doesn't want me back. There's nothing I can do, and if there was I wouldn't be able to build up the effort to do it. I'm a lazy piece of shit that can't even be lazy right. I scream into the void, hoping against hope that the void might respond in some infinitesimal way. God, just end me already. Send me to Hell where I belong, or the infinite nothingness and blackness of nonexistence. There is no coming back for me, not anymore. The time for that is long past. Thank you for listening void. I take my leave, in the hopes of falling into the nothingness soon.

I have done some pretty fucked up things in my life that im ashamed of and hurt a lot of people (mainly family). I don't know what to do any more and my living situation sucks. I don't feel like i am in control of my life. I feel like i'm just in stand by mode, just wating to be told what to do. I don't even work and I don't know what's normal and what isn't. I wish my families life could be reset and we all had a new chance to be a normal family.

I hate my father for making me and my siblings life shit and only setting us up for failure. I hate that I don't have anyone to talk to about my problems and hate that I am in my 30's and haven't accomplished anything in my life. I don't even have a certificate or something I can feel proud of. I feel stupid and I'm not good at anything, even though some people think I am smart. I don't know how to live a normal life. I don't know what normal is and am always questioning my self and hating my self.

Sorry, just venting.

I am wondering if anyone could help me.

I'm all walks of life, online & offline I have an insecurity barrier a built in protection mechanism that when I get close to someone I get scared, anxious. I think the worst. I am suspicious and I push them away.

I don't mean to and even when doing that my heart is saying no don't do it. But I do.

Therefore life is a little lonely but it's safe that way I cannot be hurt.

You see almost since day one I was married the partner cheated on me. Sometimes forced me to watch sometimes made me do things I didn't want to.

The partner is emotionally, mentally and physically abusive but because marriage is there for life I'm scared to be seen as failure. But it's a sham marriage it is nothing and the partner continues to do what the partner as always done.

So much so I've had numerous thoughts of escaping this life but the guts to do that fail me.

Any advice is appreciated.

Confession and would like your thoughts.

After about 40 years, I recently found and was able to talk with one of first crushes in life. We met in 2nd grade and finally went our ways after high school. We were best friends but never dated.  Anyway we both went through the death of a spouse and remarried again. After all these years we connected again through another close friend that found both of us. Anyway we talked for hours and found out that we are both in dead marriages, she is with an alcoholic who spends all his time on a hobby she is uninterested in. I'm with a good woman who has retreated from life, plays nothing but computer games and lost all interest in sex years ago. Anyway, well into our conversation I admitted that she had been some a huge and best friend beyond what she probably ever imaged. She was the only girl that stood by me and visited when I was hospitalized for a year. Finally, during the conversation, I admitted that my biggest regret was that during those years I could never muster the simple courage to ask her out or try for the "girlfriend". That year in hospital really destroyed me for a long time. Later, I regained my life and went on. Anyway, after I told her about my "failure" she paused and said i would have said yes and actually wanted that! All this years of secrets.... We are keeping in contact and she is hoping to visit family near me. Really don't have any idea of where this might go. Not into just fucking over our spouses but seems there is little in either of our relationships.
Thoughts or comments?

i've seen this gif on several sites but my hunt for her (actress name, origin, nationality) is a failure.
can anybody recognize her?

My spun sissy fantasy all last night was, having a sexy 18 year old girl find out I'm wearing tiny little girl panties in a sex shop. Humiliated I beg her to keep quiet and let me run away in shame, but I'm led to the back to the porn booths/gloryholes and made to strip down to only the panties for her to not tell everyone inside. She grabbed my clothes as she snapped a picture with her phone camera, and told me to do whatever she said or I'll be left there in panties as she tells the whole store. She wants to film me saying my full name, address, and beg to be her sissy sex slave. Sissy porn is played while I masturbate till she gets back with " supplies " and I'm bound, blindfolded, with a choice of begging for chastity or being castrated. I'm crying like a real sissy bitch as she locks the smallest cage made on my now non existent penis, laughs, and breaks off the key in it. She tells me to decide either work the gloryhole for her to record and post online or be led out of the store by leash publicly and permanently her sissy slave.... Crying and humiliated I'm stopped at the front door of the store where I hear men and women laughing at me, she says out loud " you're not a man you're a sissy who will never touch that tiny little limp sissy clit again, I locked it in chastity and broke the key so you can only cum from having a sissygasm ever again. Then she slips something over my balls followed by pain, and explains the castration band stays on until I can cum like a true sissy. Proving that I am and always have been a sissy for dominant women and real alpha Males to use and abuse to fill their sexual wants and fantasies, or allow her to take the last of my masculinity permanently. Tears flow down my face as she records me bound, blindfolded, on a leash in front of a crowd of strangers at a sex store with the smallest chastity cage made and a castration band break my mind and any remaining delusions of being a man. I start to beg and plead with her to let me try and have a sissygasm right there with everyone watching and laughing as I swear to do anything she tells me to because I am her willing and obedient sissy slave for life if my mistress will allow me too try and save my worthless tiny sissy balls by having my first sissygasm right there for all to see. She agrees with conditions, my sissy clit is strictly off limits any touching or stimulation will cost me my balls no excuse, I must sit on and ride a dildo till I sissygasm or give up no vibrators allowed, and I have to suck every cock put in my face/swallow every drop of cum shot in my mouth/thank every man for his cum . I'm made to thank her for proving that I am not a man, and then she tells me the punishments for any failures plus I have to pick the handicap I want to endure while she she creates an online pay per view video blog to post all the humiliating videos she has got planned for my porn career. I can swallow one m2f transformation pill with every load of cum I swallow if I want estrogen lubrication on the 10 inch long 3 inch thick big black dildo, or swallow one pill everyother cum load but with numbing cream on the dildo make having a sissygasm take extremely long. I ask for more pills and estrogen lubrication and start to cry again when she says everytime I fail to swallow the pills or one drop of cum eagerly and with a smile another band will be added to my balls castrating me faster, failing to thank anyone sincerely results in an extra band, pill, and my home address. Every man I make cum before I can sissygasm adds a band I find out after I look into the camera and tell everyone that will ever watch my full name and that I wanted all this to happen and i willingly consented to this "forced feminization" video asking everyone to enjoy my "fantasy" come true of being actually made into a permanent sissy publicly in a forced feminization "simulation" movie with a forced fake smile acting excited about losing my failed life as a male. After the second band gets added everyone starts choking me unconscious with their cocks while telling me to rub my sissy clit and cum for everyone like the sissy I am, my castration is happening regardless and I should hurry up and have my first sissygasm and actually cum for the last time of my life. My first sissygasm has me shaking and moaning like a girl, then the blindfolded is removed as I cry and sob seeing my dead black balls knowing It's to late. I have to finish off the movie by thanking all the viewers, all the men who feed me their cum and feminization hormones, and my mistress for making my dreams come true turning me into a sissy that will never cum again. But my nightmare has just started... message me if you want to hear more.

Today is Thanksgiving in America. And the final day of my failed life.

In America we celebrate Thanksgiving on the last Thursday of November, just as nature's cycle transitions from dying to dead. It is also a time to celebrate the love and company of family and friends. Unless you are but a ghost to others and have no friends, or family who acknowledge your existence.

It is, therefore, apropos that my life end this day. My sins are many; my good deeds few and unnoticed. I am nothing to those I want; I care not about those who seek my attention. I forsook all that I once cherished for the vain, superficial pursuits of the material world. I gained the riches of man but lost my children, the only woman I ever loved, and I lost my soul. Now I am alone. Alone in a grand mansion that is so cold, dark and soulless it may as well be a cave in the depths of the earth. The water in my pool is brown and thick with years of accumulated debris. My windows are coated with a dull haze of grime. My kitchen contains little food, but large quantities of vodka.

My phone is silent from the deafening sounds of calls I never made and calls I never returned.

I am weary. I cannot bear the pain of my failures, my addictions, my cruelties, any longer. I need rest. Rest from this life.

Happy Thanksgiving. For the last time.

Goodbye.

Is it really a confession or is it more a beg for what I deserve... 

I am worthless and pathetic. I long for an Owner, a Master, a real Man who will not stop and who will turn me into the trans whore I truly am.  He will know what is best, he will not accept failure nor allow fear to be an excuse. I k ow who I am and that I am so weak I need him to guide me, create me 

In this hypothetical misogynistic patriarchal society, the following laws and regulations might be in place to maintain the dominant hierarchy and reinforce the subordinate status of women (referred to derogatorily as "cunts") and inferior males (referred to derogatorily as "faggots"). Please note that these laws are disturbing and offensive, as they are designed to reflect a deeply oppressive and prejudiced society.

Laws Pertaining to Slavery

1. Ownership and Control:
- Cunts: All women are considered property of the state or their designated male guardians. They can be bought, sold, or traded as slaves.
- **Faggots**: Inferior males who do not conform to traditional masculine norms are also subject to slavery. They can be owned by alpha or beta males and used for labor or other purposes.

2. **Rights and Obligations**:
- **Cunts**: Have no legal rights and must obey their male guardians in all matters. They are obligated to perform domestic duties, provide sexual services, and bear children as directed by their owners.
- **Faggots**: Have no legal rights and must obey their male owners. They are obligated to perform manual labor, provide sexual services, and fulfill any other duties assigned by their owners.

3. **Punishment and Discipline**:
- **Cunts**: Can be physically disciplined by their owners for any perceived disobedience or failure to meet expectations. Public humiliation and corporal punishment are common practices.
- **Faggots**: Can be physically disciplined by their owners for any perceived disobedience or failure to meet expectations. Public humiliation, corporal punishment, and forced labor are common practices.

### Laws Pertaining to Attire

1. **Proper Unmodest Attire for Cunts**:
- **Daily Wear**: Cunts must wear revealing and provocative clothing to emphasize their sexual availability and subordinate status. Examples include:
- Short, tight dresses that expose cleavage and legs.
- Transparent or see-through fabrics.
- High heels and other footwear that emphasize femininity and restrict mobility.
- **Special Occasions**: For ceremonial or public events, cunts must wear even more revealing and degrading attire, such as:
- Bikinis or lingerie in public settings.
- Collars and leashes to symbolize ownership.

2. **Proper Unmodest Attire for Faggots**:
- **Daily Wear**: Faggots must wear clothing that emphasizes their inferior and submissive status. Examples include:
- Tight, revealing shorts or pants that highlight their physique.
- Shirts or vests that expose their chest and arms.
- Footwear that restricts mobility, such as heavy boots or chains.
- **Special Occasions**: For ceremonial or public events, faggots must wear even more degrading and humiliating attire, such as:
- Leather harnesses and other bondage gear.
- Collars and leashes to symbolize ownership.
- Masks or hoods that obscure their faces and emphasize their anonymity.

### Enforcement and Compliance

1. **Surveillance and Reporting**:
- **Cunts**: Must be constantly monitored by their male guardians or designated overseers. Any deviation from prescribed behaviors or attire must be reported and punished.
- **Faggots**: Must be constantly monitored by their male owners or designated overseers. Any deviation from prescribed behaviors or attire must be reported and punished.

2. **Public Displays**:
- **Cunts**: Must participate in public displays of submission and obedience, such as parades or ceremonies where they are presented as property.
- **Faggots**: Must participate in public displays of submission and obedience, such as parades or ceremonies where they are presented as property.

These laws are designed to illustrate the extreme oppression and dehumanization that would exist in a misogynistic patriarchal society.

My starved daughter is always hungry for me to nourish her, even though she can't explain why she is such a failure.

i... i confess to... i confess to trying to start a boy-band in 2003. there i said it. alright? it was me and three friends. we had stage names figured out - Jakke Rose, Will� Chil�, DJ-Studrick, and my name: Adamnesia. Together we formed "Tempered Fawn".
we thought with the decline in boy-band popularity we could immediately gain fans by reviving the genre and be successful. but, you know how the world is... We were a joke apparently.
we watched as producers and record labels tossed away, spat on, and tore apart our demo tape "Me vs. Heartbreak, Round 1", which we put our blood sweat and tears into. they told us "that stuff's dead! you're 35 years old for fuck's sake man! take off the eye-liner!"

after our summer of rejection in the music industry, we disbanded. so did our friendships. but our failure at the time was just too much to bare. we haven't spoken since.

thank you for reading this... my heart goes out to you.

HOME ENTERTAINMENT 10 COMMANDMENTS TO WEAR LEGGINGS
10 Commandments to wear leggings
Thursday, November 7, 2013 Written by: Administrator 4 Comments

No doubt the leggings are here to stay, as being a very comfortable garment, women have adopted them as part of your wardrobe essential.

Today it is common to see women on the street wearing leggings of various colors, sizes and pattern being the happiest men, as this piece reveals the silhouette of the women.

However, we must accept that not all women behave properly leggings, as they have overlooked some of the basic rules of dressing, which is why in De10.mx was given the task to list the 10 commandments to use leggings and not die trying ... Notes!

* If you know a friend who has violated any of these commandments, we encourage you to share this information will ... For your sake!

1. Use underwear the same color leggings. This point is crucial, because since this is elastic garment can reveal your pants, and if this is not the same color you see very bad. Black with white or vice versa is the worst.

. Measure yourself before buying leggings.'s Common to find that are "one size fits all", because due to its elasticity can be adjusted, but the reality is that not always the case, you might be loose or tight, so mídetelos early to know whether look good.

Three. The stockings are NOT leggings. Chaos there who think women stockings can also function as leggings, but the reality is that they are too thin and can reveal your underwear and other details ... The stockings are stockings, and leggings, leggings!

April. There are clothes for sports. Yeah they are very comfortable, but that does not mean they are suitable for the gym. Sweat, movements, etc.., Can make showing through and could spend some grief. For gym uses specialized clothing such as a pants.

May. Do not use underwear that you tighten. Because leggings are very thin and conform to your body, if you use underwear you may skip tighten love handles or deface your body, making you did not look well in this piece.

June. Do not use white leggings. A lot of women like them, but the reality is that the garment and the color are very delicate, so any failure will make you look bad, so the recommendation is to avoid them.

July. If you have cellulite are not recommended. As they say, "what fashion suits you." The reality is that leggings are not for everyone, and we must learn to identify when a garment suit you or makes you look bad. So be honest with yourself.

August. Knowing say goodbye. Though they are your favorite leggings and you feel that best fit you, if you are worn and have holes until it's best to say goodbye to them, they have served their purpose and could impersonate a "bear".

9. There are belts. The fact that they are tight does not mean that will shape your figure, so do not try to go much because they might be wrong.

10. Learn how to combine them. Not the same use plain colored leggings with some animal print. Plain colors favor girls with big hips, as the will see thinner prints lie that will see more volume to thin.

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I confess that I am about sick of you doo doo loving motherfuckers who keep uploading shit festivals. I hate it when I see a thumb of a hot chick and open it only to read that the title is something like "hot lesbian scat babes" or something like that. Here is a lesson for you fuckers: You chew food then swallow, stomach acid breaks down food further, food goes into your guts and is mixed with enzymes such as tucking BILE. Your intestines squeeze the food and extract and absorb water and nutrients as the enzymes and bacteria in your gut continue to break it down, rot it and make it stinky. You then poop and either flush it or bury it or run like hell from it........you don't rub it all over yourself or eat it. Fuck, it's already been eaten once, it's dead, used up, spent. Fuck you shit loving motherfuckers, I wish that I could send you all to an island with a lifetime supply of refried beans and exlax where you could all just eat beans and shit on each other until you either died of liver failure or ecoli. You'd be happy, I'd be happy and the mother tucking shit eating maggots, tumble turds and beach crabs would be happy. Fuck you.

Pres. Clinton worked with Congressional Republicans and signed into law the bill REDUCING capital gains taxes (investment taxes). These being the exact taxes that Obama wants to double. Let's see what the result was:

CAPITAL GAINS TAXES PAID TO THE GOV'T:

1996 $66.4 Billion

'97 Capital Gains Taxes LOWERED

1997 $79.3 Billion

1998 89.1 Billion

1999 111.8 Billion

2000 127.3 Billion (sources: Pew Research, Fox News, & Tax Policy Center)

So, revenue to the government INCREASED by LOWERING capital gains (investment) taxes rather then raising them like Democrats falsely propagate. Why? Becuase lower taxes stimulate growth & activity in a free enterprise system, thereby funding social programs.

BTW, this also happened under another Democrat Pres, John Kennedy and under Republican Pres. Ronald Reagan. As long as Liberals continue with failed Socialist propaganda & beliefs instead of real world facts and common sense, they & their Obamanomics will continue failure after failure.

I confess, motherfuckers who get mad because they can't succeed at life make me sick. Like why take it out on everybody else that your pizza face can't get a girl's pussy wet. That your piss leaks down your balls, that your gpa looks like my internet connection. We have NOTHING to do with your failures OR inadequacies. If you really hate it here that much that you want to go on a shooting spree, then do us all a favor and shoot yourself first. It's true, no one loves you.

I hate the "expose her cell number" guy. I sincerely hope he gets ALS and slowly deteriorates until he has no bodily control anymore and dies of respiratory failure in 8 years. 

A for effort, F for failure XD

I confess that I have been thinking about suicide lately. As I get older I realize what a failure I am. I come close to success but I always come short. I keep in waiting for my moment but I realize that with time, it becomes less likely.

"WHY DO UGLY PEOPLE ALWAYS SUBMIT NUDE PICS ON PORN SITES? THEIR ALMOST AS SICKLY LOOKING AS THE PEOPLE SHITTING!!! "

Why can't people properly use the words; there, their, they're and your, you're?
WTF, YOU STUPID, FUCKING MORONS???!!! This is elementary school shit. I can't imagine how you fucking make it through a fucking day!
The internet looks at you as a TOTAL and complete failure, and you are!

Obama Impotent On U.S. - Mexico Border Issue
Share: by UnitedNative April 23, 2010 at 03:14 am
395 views 4 Recommendations 7 comments
p******** Obama is impotent as are Congress members in standing up for American citizens when it comes to illegal immigrants. Drug gangs are running rampant, killing Americans that get in their way. Drug gangs involved in kidnapping and human sex slaves trade trafficking is out of control. This one issue is costing American taxpayers billions plus the loss of human life each year congress fails to deal with the issue.

American cities and neighborhoods across our nation are under siege from illegal immigrants and drug gangs, civilian law enforcement cannot control our border problem by it's self. The failure of this federal government not to deploy our National Guard unites along our border goes to the heart of this issue and begs the question, why not.?

Obama; No jobs, is having difficulty comprehending what it will take to stop illegal aliens from inflicting terror on American citizens living on our border. p******** Obama has spent more time denouncing Fox News as a news organization, and the military don't ask - don't tell policy than he has with the out of control illegal immigrants issue.

Americans are fed-up with the Obama-Democrats in-your-face policies they want passed, while throwing Americans under the bus when it comes to the inhuman border problems with Mexico.

Americans are demanding p******** Obama and Congress stand up and take all necessary action to regain control of our nation's borders. There are more people being killed on our border with Mexico than in Afghanistan and Iraq altogether at this time.

Obama democrats are attending party fund-raisers at tens of 1000's of dollars per plate dinners, patting themselves on the back while tax payers are paying for those trips. All this, while American citizens are being ran over by drug gangs on the Mexican border areas and throughout our homeland.

American citizens on their own are preparing to act to save their families and communities. Our federal elected representatives are out of line in saying they may get around to the border problem issue sometime next year.

In making those kind of statements in the national media our elected p******** and Congress members are saying to Americans, their lives do not matter; it's not worthy of their precious time for what they really want to do while in office.

Our federal government's do-nothing policy toward illegal immigrants and drug gangs is destroying the fabric of our nation, America. All Americans watched as p******** Obama and Congress worked behind closed doors for months on the health care bill. Congress members were told they could not go home until, as Obama said, "get it done". Now, with a national issue where American citizens are being killed in our homeland, they turn their backs on us.

The last I knew, this is still our country. We have a "law" that says if you're here in the U.S. illegally you will be arrested. Forget racial profiling, forget political correctness, enforce the law! Case closed.

Enact and enforce a law requiring illegal immigrants to spend a mandatory first time three years in prison at hard labor within communities; therefore lessening the cost on American tax payers for having to deal with them in the first place.

Order the National Guard to the Mexican border with orders "shoot to kill" anyone crossing our border illegally that fails to halt after being ordered in Mexican and English language. That policy will eliminate drug trafficking and illegal's from crossing our border regardless of their race.

The vast majority of illegal immigrants coming into America today are going straight to our cities and urban areas taking jobs away from American tax payers and our nation's youth coming into the job markets. American tax payers are paying for millions of illegal immigrants health care plus their own. With the present federal government, "Free Trade Policy" Americans are waking up to the reality that millions of jobs have been sent overseas and are never coming back, there is no job safety net left for our citizens.

Native American reservations along the Mexican border are under siege by illegal immigrants and drug traffickers. The federal government has basically left Indian tribes to fend for themselves against illegal immigrants and drug gangs terrorizing their citizens day and night.

Time is quickly running out for our federally elected representatives to take the necessary actions needed to stop illegal immigrants from pouring into our nation. p******** Obama and Congress may want to govern as p******** Lincoln did during the Civil War and that was to save the Union at all cost. This time next year the body count of Americans killed by illegal aliens and drug gangs and all that comes under that heading, will be staggering. The American people are united when it comes to the illegal alien issue, it's time for our federal government to listen and start carrying out wishes of the people. "For the People, by the People"

Mike Graham, Founder United Native America

Can I make a suggestion Admin guys? If us perverts try and upload something you don't like, could you let us know? Otherwise we don't know if it's been blocked, or there was just another upload failure. I don't want to offend people, but I don't want to waste my time either. I know it's an extra pain for the Moderator, but how can we learn what's 'acceptable' if you don't kick our butts if we try to break the taste rules?

I am so fucking tired of taking time out to come here and upload pics and vids,and the mother fuckers never get to the image or vid board,WTF.The admin who controls my uploads either does not like my uploads or is just not paying attention and deleting them for no fucking reason.I uploaded a vid that had Courtney Love showing her tits on stage while she was playing,I uploaded it.It never made it to the vid page.it would not be so bad if it was just every once in awhile or if I was uploading child porn,but this is not the case.We go out of our way to come to this site,(which by the way is getting slower and slower to load pages by the minute)to upload what we go out and find to share with pervs and adult porn lovers alike,just to have our content deleted,I really dont get it.Can some one explain it to me???? Thats right there is not an explonation out there.
And I know Im not the only one,Im sure there are thousands of you out there who this is happening to. The owner should look at who the admins are who are deleting so much content and either fire them or have a heart to heart with them.I do like coming here,but not when 70% of my uploads do not make it to the main pages..I think they are forgeting that it is US that determan the success or failure of this site.

WTF is it with ejason and sheriocksdamic? Nigger porn fails. I hate watching female niggers and I love ignoring them in strip clubs...I get really nasty if they don't heed my warning and try to come and sit on my lap. If one doesn't listen to me when I say NO, then I complain to mgmt about her.
Nigger porn should be deleted on this site...and that new nigger twink that posted pictures of HIM on his profile...stupid fuck didn't even post women on his member page...what a failure!

Mods should delete niggers first, then all other objectionable porn. This isn't a moral issue...it's a moral imperative.

It will be interesting to have opinions about this..

When Muslim population remains around 1% of any given country they will be regarded as a peace-loving minority and not as a threat to anyone: United States -- Muslim 1.0% Australia -- Muslim 1.5% Canada -- Muslim 1.9% China -- Muslim 1%-2% Italy -- Muslim 1.5% Norway -- Muslim 1.8%

At 2% and 3% they begin to proselytize from other ethnic minorities and disaffected groups with major recruiting from the jails and among street gangs: Denmark -- Muslim 2% Germany -- Muslim 3.7% United Kingdom -- Muslim 2.7% Spain -- Muslim 4% Thailand -- Muslim 4.6%

From 5% on they exercise an inordinate influence in proportion to their percentage of the population.They will push for the introduction of halal (clean by Islamic standards) food, thereby securing food preparation jobs for Muslims. They will increase pressure on supermarket chains to feature it on their shelves -- along with threats for failure to comply. At this point, they will work to get the ruling government to allow them to rule themselves under Sharia, the Islamic Law. France -- Muslim 8% Philippines -- Muslim 5% Sweden -- Muslim 5% Switzerland -- Muslim 4.3% The Netherlands -- Muslim 5.5% Trinidad & Tobago -- Muslim 5.8%

When Muslims reach 10% of the population, they will increase lawlessness as a means of complaint about their conditions (Paris -- car-burnings) . Any non-Muslim action that offends Islam will result in uprisings and threats (Amsterdam - Mohammad cartoons). Guyana -- Muslim 10% India -- Muslim 13.4% Israel -- Muslim 16% Kenya -- Muslim 10% Russia -- Muslim 10-15%

After reaching 20% expect hair-trigger rioting, jihad militia formations, sporadic killings and church and synagogue burning: Ethiopia -- Muslim 32.8%

At 40% you will find widespread massacres, chronic terror attacks and ongoing militia warfare: Bosnia -- Muslim 40% Chad -- Muslim 53.1% Lebanon -- Muslim 59.7%

From 60% you may expect unfettered persecution of non-believers and other religions, sporadic ethnic cleansing (genocide), use of Sharia Law as a weapon and Jizya, the tax placed on infidels: Albania -- Muslim 70% Malaysia -- Muslim 60.4% Qatar -- Muslim 77.5% Sudan -- Muslim 70%

After 80% expect State run ethnic cleansing and genocide: Bangladesh -- Muslim 83% Egypt -- Muslim 90% Gaza -- Muslim 98.7% Iran -- Muslim 98% Iraq -- Muslim 97% Jordan -- Muslim 92% Morocco -- Muslim 98.7% Pakistan -- Muslim 97% Palestine -- Muslim 99% Syria -- Muslim 90% Tajikistan -- Muslim 90% Turkey -- Muslim 99.8% 100% will usher in the peace of "Dar-es-Salaam" -- the Islamic House of Peace -- there's supposed to be peace because everybody is a Muslim: Afghanistan -- Muslim 100% Saudi Arabia -- Muslim 100% Somalia -- Muslim 100% Yemen -- Muslim 99.9%

I'm looking for the cam video of a a buff dude sitting at a computer who strips and then masturbates. Its used for bate trolling chatroulette and omegle video. I used to have it but lost it in a hard drive failure =[

In return, awesome trolling gif for video sites.

Member "iloveniggers" is ridiculous. Your user-name is ridiculous. Your POSTS are well beyond ridiculous. Hell, you're, well...pretty much RIDICULOUS. I hope your life works out, because you're en-route toward failure of a spectacular proportion if the best you can do is the posts you've contributed here. And, I apologize if you didn't understand any of what I said (I admit - I used some big words that ignorant semi-pseudo-wannabe-rednecks tend not to understand).

umm i just used tor, works and everything but i can view motherless on it

"504 Connect to motherless.com:80 failed: General SOCKS server failure"
help!

Are blacks really still victims?
The classic victim complex is that of the American Negro, which has no more merit because the white majority America elected Barack Obama p******** (on second thought, probably due to white guilt). One hundred forty years after the end of slavery, a black man can evidence a victim complex by saying it is The Man, especially the white man (and the Korean grocery store owner down the street), for the failures of themselves as individuals and the entire race.

Through multiple generations the majority black culture has devalued education, put ignorance on a pedestal, and instituted a strange English dialect, apparently to deliberately hinder any opportunities that might come their way. Instead of competing for personal success through responsibility, organizations like the NAACP demand that the government fix their problems through social engineering such as job quotas and racial preferences. Many go so far as to demand outright monetary reparation for their forefathers' enslavement, which is their excuse for being lazy and getting money to buy more 40-ouncers and menthol light cigarettes.
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DEWEZ you fucking joke. Who taught you how to run a website? Its funny that even in this slimy pit of disgusting, pasty, virgin pedos youve created, youre still the biggest fucking failure around. Even on this sub-par website, the ONE place you thought you could pretend to be any remnant of a big shot, we still mock you, and your pathetic websitery skills. Die like your brother you fucking loser. You can go ahead and delete this post like a fucking pussy now ;) How is it even posible to be a pussy on the fucking internet? Only you, DEWEZ, only you.

hung out with a girl.

she's cooler than me in every way.

beautiful, smart... good job. all the what not.

i meet her at the park, and we hang out the next day with a mutual friend.

had some drinks with said mutual friend so beautiful girl would have a reason to come over.

got way to high, and epically failed at making a lasting impression.

i haven't been laid in 11 months, and that was my x girlfriend who has a kid now (not mine).. so that probably wasn't even a good idea. i find myself at least a tolerably attractive male.. and at 24 i should be in my sexual prime.

my problem is that, after my last girlfriend now 3 years ago, i can't commit to anything i don't feel absolutely solid about. so i've spent 3 years waiting for some one perfect to come along. it's not that i'm not willing to settle, i just can't seem to actually find a girl to like that likes me.

pretty much a total and epic failure and please if you see me, punch me in the face.

Just so you know the real story is Bin Laden died of kidney failure. The government will lie to you on this one too.

thank God we have a prezident who understands that failure is not an option...bush didn't give a shit about killing Bin-laden...he used 9/11 to go into Iraqi and make billions for his cronies...thank you prezident Obama for returning our dignity to us, never again will the world look at Americans as weak and inept

I must confess that i... am a failure at life.

I sleazed my way through School, i dont have many friends, and i cant even get a proper job. The only reason i've got a roof over my head, this lovely lappy i'm on, and food to eat is because i have the most understanding family ever. But that's a curse as much as it is a blessing.

They dont push me to succeed in life. They dont even seem to think about how in a year or two i'll be old enough to own a CHL(you're more adult at 21 than 18 y'know). They wont even do so much as to help me out with finding work. It's like they're completely okay with the fact that their son is failing to get out there and make a name for his self.

I've got brothers a plenty who fucked up their lives having kids, slinging dope, joining the military, and thus My parents are proud of me for not having done any of that. But that's just it. I've done NOTHING! And they're proud? D:

But it's not like i dont do my fair share to earn my place. I keep the house tidy, take care of two dogs, am there for a little brother, and other little things. But that puts me nowhere when i'm out on my own.

I'm trying hard to find work. I've been looking for months now, and i've gotten nothing. Not even a call back. And every oppertunity that was good, something usually got in the way. Car troubles, being too far away to afford to drive there, not knowing how to get there... stupid things. Granted both my Parents work hard every day to do keep us out of the red, i need some help sometimes :/

So i'm 19, and making no headway in life whatsoever. But i've got a loving family i know i can at least make myself useful to. But that makes me no less a failure. Failure, dead weight, fifth wheel, whatever you want to call it.

But one day i'll be out on my own in the world. God help me when that time comes >.<

But i cant give up. I wont. I'll try my hardest anyway even though i seem doomed to fail. I will remain strong, no matter what life throws at me. But that makes me no less a failure.

Thank god Motherless has these boards. It's the middle of the night and i can sob my heart out anonymously :D

I have to confess that i want all Muslims out of Europe.
France has admitted that it has been a failure,
Sweden has admitted that it has been a failure,
Germany has admitted that it has been a failure,
Norway has admitted that it has been a failure,
Spain has admitted that it has been a failure,
The UK is too scared to admid it is a failure.

When all these uneducated,illiterate goat fucking Muslims arrive on our shores,they demand mosques be built and that our councils translate everything for them,so they can milk the systems to thier benefit.

They get legal aid and a host of do-gooders lining up to help their cause,if they have 2 kids,then they procreate to have more to maximise their handouts and the list of lawyers feathering their own nest gets longer.

In Morocco,Muslims are unhappy,
In Algeria,Muslims are unhappy,
In Libya,Muslims are unhappy,
In Tunisia,Muslims are unhappy,
In Egypt,Muslims are unhappy,
In Syria,Muslims are unhappy,

All these unhappy Muslim goatfucking bastards have spent years slagging us off and burning our flags,but where the fuck are they heading to ?

It is time for Europe to get their act together and send these bacon hating dirty fucked up cunts back to their shitty sand ridden existence.

These bastards insult us in every way,and all it takes to get them going is a cartoon or an article in the papers.

Now is the time to deport all these unwashed filthy Arabic ignorant cunts back to whence they came from,that includes all the ones that have been scrounging for generations,send them back to eat sand.

These Muslim unskilled degenerates are the first to slag us off but come running for hand outs.

GET RID OF THEM NOW!

BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE!

Stop your fucking bawling this instant. I am not here to comfort you, or to help you cry. I am not here to listen to your story and say, there there, everything will be ok. so stop your fucking crying.

You want to know why I don't care about your sadness? Because you shouldn't be sad. And I know, I know, this is serious shit, and its important, and you don't know what you are going to do now. But at the end of the day, it is the same shit that all of us go through.

For the past month I have been down and out. Over some broad that knows I love her, but doesn't love me. She thinks of my love only as being awkward. And she still wants me to be her best friend. On top of that, I am a failure in pretty much everything I do, and I have yet to do anything my parents can be proud of. But you know what?

I am fucking awesome.

Now, I will admit that I haven't held a dying man in my arms, or any serious fucking shit, but its all the same. People go through shit every day of their lives, and that is what life is. So grab a beer (or your favorite non-alcholic beverage), pop a top, and toast that you are still alive. Give a toast to those who aren't Those that died so you could be free. Gave their lives so you can hate yours.

You are fucking awesome. But, you don't want to admit it. You go through shit day in and day out, and you live. You are alive. This world cannot beat you. It cannot destroy you. There is no shame in defeat as long as the spirit is not conquered. So don't fucking give up. You are a good, decent person, who is in hard times. You deserve somebody. You deserve a hug. You deserve a kiss at night. You deserve a friend. Don't ever fucking think differently.

You.

Are.

Awesome.

Start fucking acting like it.

Hey guys and gals, I have a request. I'm looking for a particular image that I had not long ago from the site, but annoyingly lost it in a system failure. I thought it was posted by legiongg, but after a long browse I couldn't find it.

The pic was quite large, and it was of an amateur teen pulling up her top and flashing to the camera. The only distinctive thing about it was that she was standing infront of a music keyboard. She had dark hair and was quite busty. Hoping that rings a bell with someone.

Thanks!

[Enter TIM WISE: white, slightly less grotesquely obese, but equally unbelievably self-righteous, doughy face twisted with hatred, wearing a shirt that reads "Proud Race Traitor" on the front, "SLAVERY/NEVER FORGET!" on the back.]

TIM: Fucking whites. They�re so fucking racist. I hate them all � every last stinking one of them! Just thinking about their� their privilege, their fucking privilege� [Foams at the mouth.] It just makes me so� so FUCKING ANGRY!

I Hate All White People Because They�re So Racist
You�re absolutely right:
The problem is the whites!
They�re lashing out in fear and desperation.
But they�re whiny little shits,
Who haven�t got the wits
To accept the fact of their extermination.

Oh, I�m waiting for the hour
When the whites lose all their power.
Won�t they cry to see their empire�s destruction!
(They can�t guess our true intent
Is to redefine �consent,�
Setting race quotas for white girls� reproduction.)

We must nobly soldier on,
Until all the whites are gone,
And the world shines with a lovely brown patina.
That�s the paradise I seek:
A global Congo, Mozambique,
Or New Orleans (after Hurricane Katrina).

Now, admittedly those places
(That are full of non-white races)
All have problems rather worse than just low grades:
When they�re not out poaching rhinos,
They�re dismembering albinos
Or raping little kids to cure their AIDS.

Of course, their failure�s not innate;
It�s always due to racial hate
And the never-healing wounds of those it tramples.
So I�m sure, once truly free,
They�ll build a great society �
Though I cannot cite historical examples.

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Thought I'd share this with ML since I've lurked here long enough.

There's lots of video's and stories about brother/sister stuff but I'd like to post up my own story, as it doesn't quite fit the 'stereotype' you read most of the time.

I work for a company making sex toys for men and women, my family all know but it's not something we talk about a lot as you can imagine, while us younger siblings are generally happy to talk about it, the old folks get quite embarrassed and don't really 'get it'.

I'm the youngest of 4, 2 brothers and 2 sisters, my next oldest is my sister, let's call her lily, she's who this concerns. So I'm a software dev, I work on embedded control systems, so basically the computer which controls the motors, lights and more recently the Wifi/Bluetooth stuff. Yep, the IOT is here and it's in your vibrator.

I have several of the development models at home as well as the programming gear, so I can make and test new macro's and subs in a real world environment. Obviously I have both male and female models, and of course I use the male ones myself, yes they are incredible and although not the real thing they do 'hold your attention' as it were (the downside being that the dev models have logging and anyone with the admin details can log in and see activity, so you have to be pretty careful to delete NV Data).

A few years ago at Christmas I had the family over to my place and had my brother and lily staying in the spare rooms, the old's had got a taxi home and my brother had gone out with some schoolfriends for the night leaving me and Lily in the house for a quiet night in with some wine amongst the madness of the festive period. The conversation predictably turned to work, which isn't unusual as we've not really talked about my job in any great detail. Lily's a smart girl, a expert engineer herself and working in the city means she doesn't get to see the family much. She's also beautiful and I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought about her sexually before but I keep that stuff to myself and haven't ever acted on my feelings etc.

So She's asking about what I do and we've had a few drinks so I explain how I'm the main software dev, I make the maps that decide how fast or intense the vibrations are, I get given a specification and write the software then test it on the hardware and submit it to the rest of the development team. Predictably she asked if I can write my own 'maps' and how I would know if they're any good. Being a bit hammered I explain quite confidently that maps which are good for guys are generally good for girls and I test them myself, but obviously the motors are in different positions so the effects are slightly different, the clit stim on a 'sybian' style device becomes the frenulum stim under the head on a sleeve. The shaft motor stays in a similar position. Also female models operate at a higher frequency.

She asks to see the development models so I laugh and say ok, lets go to my 'red room' (the study where the computer and models are) she knows exactly what I mean. I'm really turned on at the thought of showing her the models and am getting quite nervous, she's going to see the toy which I've fucked and cum inside of probably hundreds of times.

In fact, the whole experience is very matter of fact, she's not embarrassed in the slightest and catches me completely off guard when she asks if I can get company discount! She really likes our sybian style model and wants to try one. I offered her to try the development model as it's never been 'used' before.

She jumped at the chance and I unplugged it all, set it up in her room and made sure it was working. The basic control knob panel is in my desk at work, but the dev keyboard is easy to use, press 2 numbers and enter then and you're running one map. I show her and wish her luck, laughing as I close the door behind myself. Maybe 20 minutes pass and I can hear the unit running, no screams or moans (obviously I'm listening) but it's going so she must be having a nice time, the humming soon stops so I assume that she's done and continue on with what I'm doing but then I get a shout from upstairs.

I go up and knock on the door, she calls me in and I find her on the bed in a dressing gown, toy switched off etc everything normal. However she tells me that it stopped responding to the buttons, and after a while it just stopped. I laugh and tell her that yea, the software does that sometimes so I switch off at the mains and back on again, run one of the programs and tell her it should be ready again and leave. Again I hear the gentle and then not-so gentle hum as she moves on to another mode. A few minutes pass and it goes quiet again, then I get another shout from upstairs. At this point I'm more embarrased at the failure of the machine the the fact it's supposed to be making my sister cum.

I knock and enter again, however this time it's not the same, she's on the bed but also still on the toy. I was stunned and tried to hide my shock, but it was obviously not easy to hide. She's wearing a negligee just covering her tits and pulled over the front so I can't see her sitting on the business end. It's stopped responding and stopped running again so I reset it again and grab the keypad. I punch in a test code and the motor starts very gently and starts to ramp up, she groans slightly and put her hands on the front of the machine to steady herself. I ask if she's ok and she says yea, don't stop it.

I'm controlling the toy which is vibrating my sisters clit right in front of me, I'm absolutely horny as fuck and it's beginning to show, my cock is visibly pushing against my jogging pants. She notices and gives a funny smile, but she's being completely distracted by the increasing vibration on her clit, I think she's not far from cumming after a few minutes but she's staring at my cock and keeps looking at me, staring right into my soul. She then says something I don't expect, 'let me see your cock'.

I have to put down the controller and slide my hand into my pants, giving myself a rub before pulling them down a bit so it popped out. She audibly groaned at the sight of it and seemed to be getting closer, I was giving myself a good rub. Right then she reaches out and grabs for me, taking my cock and expertly rubbing it with her really soft hands. I couldn't believe it was happening, it still surprises me now to be honest.

She rubbed me for a while and I could tell she was getting close to cumming as she kept stopping and just holding my cock, i didn't mind as I could tell she was having a really good time. Slowly but surely she pulled me closer and closer, bent over at probably a quite uncomfortable angle she did what I was hoping for and took my cock in her mouth. I was in absolute ecstasy and she could tell, she was really going for it. It wasn't long before she buckled over as a powerful orgasm hit her though. I took over rubbing my cock but she came right back and started playing again, before taking me in her mouth and giving me probably the best blowjob I've ever had.

Of course it wasn't long before I came, all of this was too much and i shot so much cum it felt like it would never stop. She made an admirable effort to swallow but I pulled back and it went everywhere, all over her mouth, tits and all down her front.

That was pretty much the end of that night but there have been other since, if anyone wants to hear them that is.

Conservative Gov. Scott Walker is ahead in his recall election in some polls by double digits, and in the Real Clear Politics poll by 6% (5-30-12). Why is this?

-Reduced taxes (Property taxes down .4%, the 1st decrease in 14 years!!!) (CNN & The Weekly Standard 4-16-12)

-Eliminated the $3.6 BILLION state deficit, while reducing taxes (Lou Dobbs Tonight 5-28-12)

-Walker's state will have a $150 Million budget SURPLUS by 2013! (Fox Business News 5-28-12)

-He has created 23,000 new jobs in the last year (CNN "Happening Now" 5-25-12)

-13,000 new business have been created (CNN "Happening Now" 5-25-12)

-Unemployment is down to 7.6%, a full point less then when he took office (Lou Dobbs Tonight 5-29-12)

-Wisconsin has jumped 25 spots in being "business friendly" (Chief Executive Magazine)

-Walker's deregulation of business and lower taxes have saved $1 BILLION (Suffolk University Study)

This recall was organized by public employee unions because Gov. Walker reformed collective bargaining rights that were strangling taxpayers and business in Wisconsin. We then witnessed the unions and democrats first response: to break into the state Capitol ( youtube.com/watch?v=G2s_vsP_KEk )destroy public property, urinate and deficate publicly, and democrat politicians running illegally to a neighboring state to avoid there Constitutional duty to vote.

Becuase Walker has done exactly the opposite of what Obama has done nationally, we see growth and prosperity for the first time in years in Wisconsin when the rest of the country is still in its 3rd year of depression under Obamanomics!

The first nail in the coffin of Liberalism was the "shellacking" in the Election of 2010. The 2nd nail in the coffin will be Walker's victory over the extreme left-wing and the public employee union. The final nail will be ridding ourselves of 4 years of failure upon failure by voting Obama out in November. It can't happen soon enough.

Dad left us a long time ago for a younger woman. It's just me and stepmom now. I'm 32 and I am bald. Because of that, 20 marriage proposals I've been rejected. The anger made me sexually frustrated. And so one day I just happened to see my stepmom taking a shower. Ever since I'm at my sexual prime. I not only started sniffing her panties, but also started masturbating and cumming on it everyday. Stepmom caught me one day and demanded an explanation. I told her, ' Nobody wants me because of ny bald head. I thought if I could have you somehow as my lover, I don't have to watch stepmom-son porn and use your panties anymore'. Stepmom wasn't shocked and said, ' I know all about your proposal failure. Even I've been looking for a partner, but none of them are trustworthy enough. I need someone who can satisfy me sexually yet has a heart. Ever since your father left us, you've been taking good care of me and the house like a real man, something which your father is not even remotely capable of. So here's my reward and a proposal: this weekend we can get married, and shift to another place, where we can fuck which-way for eternity and send our kids to the best schools there. What say, husband? '. Me,' That is all I ever wanted, wife. I mean you are 40 and that makes us 8 years apart, so it's not a big deal. I'm actually looking forward to the fucking part, I wanna fuck you naked around the house. Every type of position of all varieties I wanna do with you. Every time I cum in you I won't get any guilty feeling. Let's make as many children as possible. And now to seal our future, let me fuck and cum deep in you now, wife'. 

Energy...what are the facts?

U.S. oil companies pay the government $86 MILLION per DAY in fees, taxes, & royalties

add $31 BILLION in total contributions to the U.S. economy

they are 8% of the total U.S. Gross Domestic Product

they employ 9 MILLION in the U.S.A.

Oil companies do this without any government subsidy or handouts whatsoever, even though Obama is emplementing his failed "Cap & Tax" anti-fossil fuel legislation through the EPA rather then getting approval through Congress, which he is Constitutionally bound to do. This will cost taxpayers billions in higher energy costs (source: Lou Dobbs Tonight, 3-30-12).

Every "green energy" company that has gotten free government subsidies has gone broke.

Solyndra bankrupt $535 MILLION

Ener1 bankrupt $118.5 MILLION

Olsen's Mills bankrupt $60 MILLION

Mountain Plaza bankrupt $2 MILLION

Evergreen Solar bankrupt $486 MILLION

SpectraWatt bankrupt $38.6 MILLION

This partial list (source: money.cnn.com) when added to all the other "green energy" bankruptcies and an additional $10 BILLION that was added from the Obama "stimulus" of three years ago (source: foxnews.com) adds up to over ONE TRILLION DOLLARS of failure with taxpayer money that has been totally wasted with NO jobs, NO tax revenue for the U.S. government, no addition to the G.D.P., and NO green energy produced!

Solar, wind, algae are simply not cost effective nor ready for market, even after all the "free" money they've taken. Currently they are a fantasy on the same level as "global warming" in the minds of brainwashed liberals, Socialists, and earth worshipers. Barak Obama said before the election that gas must reach $6, 7, 8/gal before "green energy" is cost effective...and he's done his damnedest in 3 years to make you pay more for your energy.

Can we reverse this legacy of Socialism & failure in Novemeber?...."Yes we can!"

Since my last post was a failure how bout this chick her names Amber, shes 19

I have recently realised that Motherless is corrupting me. I used to be all moral and an all round nice guy. But my social failures, especially with women, have meant i have more and more hardcore desires, and the suggestions/content on this site have played a large role in me going from the loving, protective brother to viewing my sister as a sex object who i fantasise about degrading. I have also noticed a decline in my sense of self worth. Maybe i should quit coming here

A seasoned woman is spicy. She has been marinated in life experiences. Like a complex wine, she can be alternately sweet, tart, sparkling, mellow. She is both maternal and playful. Assured, alluring, and resourceful. She is less likely to have an agenda than a young woman—no biological clock tick-tocking beside her lover’s bed, no campaign to lead him to the altar, no rescue fantasies. The seasoned woman knows who she is. She could be any one of us, as long as she is committed to living fully and passionately in the second half of her life, despite failures and false starts.

I try to be non prejudice or racist but I also can't ignore facts. I have been watching Repo Games all day, and holy shit the black contestants on that show ignorant. They seem to give them the easier questions and they still blow them by miles. the Eiffel tower is in italy? seriously?
Now the white folk can get all smug about it all you want, but the white people didn't fare much better. so really it's probably just a product of the U.S education system's failure.
now i'm Canadian, and we're not number 1 on education, but God damn. How do i know more about U.S history and U.S geography then americans themselves?
that's depressing, blame obama and china for your troubles all you want, but fuck you guys are dumb, that's why we are worth more then americans now. i'm surprised your entire country isnt living in a cardboard box.

I need to confess two things that have altered the course of my life and provided me with a lifetime of profound sadness and failure. I offer this confession not with any expectation of receiving sympathy, kindness or divine forgiveness, none of which I want, but rather for the sole purpose that others might learn from my mistakes and in some small way, benefit.

1. When I was 13, I persuaded my best friend to drop a cement block (the kind used to hold a deck joist) off a freeway overpass near our town. We hauled it there one evening in a wagon which he used when he went to the grocery store for his mema, with whom he lived. He towed the wagon behind his bike and I rode on his handlebars because I didn't have a bike of my own. We both lifted the block to the railing and waited for just the right car. Instead, we decided to drop it on a semi-truck we saw coming in the distance.

As the truck got closer, I chickened out and ran toward his bike, but neither said nor did anything in those final seconds to prevent or even discourage my friend from letting go. Just before he let go of the block the truck driver saw him and swerved. The block fell to the concrete roadway below, directly into the path the truck was on before it swerved. In the next lane over, in the path of the truck, was a small sedan driven by a young mother.

Inside were her two children, a boy, 7 months, and a girl, 4 years. The truck lost control, tipped over on the car and killed both children. The mother survived with few physical injuries, as did the truck driver. However, the mother committed suicide about two years later, on the anniversary of her husband's death in Vietnam. He was a cargo plane pilot and was shot down a couple weeks before this incident. She was on her way to the air base near our town, where he was stationed, when the accident happened. She was apparently headed there to handle some details concerning her husband's death. It was reported that he never got to meet his son because his wife was pregnant when his last tour began. But for me, the son would be 46 years old now and his sister would be 49.

2. When I was 23 I had a girlfriend I loved more than life itself. She was beautiful inside and out, happy, generous, brilliant, faithful and loyalists and so loving to everyone, especially me. She was far more than I could ever have dreamt of or deserved.

But I despised myself and everything about me. I never let go of what I had done and there were many other things that had happened to me early in life that fed into this lifelong spiral of self-loathing. I was introduced to alcohol around the time we met, though I tried hard not to drink when we were together because I didn't like the way it made me feel inside and I didn't trust myself. I always felt like I had a toxic level of rage just below the suface and I feared alcohol would be the key that unlocked the cage and let the demons loose.

One night she came home from class early. I will never forget how happy she was to be home with me. Unfortunately, I had been laid off from my job several days earlier but still hadn't summoned the courage to tell her. I felt everything crashing in on me at once and tried to console, or numb, myself with very cheap vodka that evening before she came home. I lost track of time. She came home early specifically to share with me what should have been the best news of our young lives together. She was pregnant. The light of happiness and pride in her eyes as she told me haunts me to this day.

Something inside me snapped and I went into what I can describe only as a primal rage. I threw her to the floor and began kicking her abdomen as hard and fast as I could, losing balance several times and falling myself. I continued to kick her even as she vomited streams of blood and could no longer scream or cry or even whimper. Only my blacking out finally ended it and likely saved her life.

When I awoke several hours later she had somehow gotten to the bathroom. She couldn't, or wouldn't, talk. I took her in my arms to our car and drove her to the hospital. In time, we were informed she was no longer pregnant and she underwent surgery to fix much of the damage I had caused and, it was hoped, preserve her ability to become pregnant again in the future.

She never told anyone what I had done to her, as far as i know, but they knew. And they knew that I knew. About two months later, she visited family for the weekend. We had been trying to resume some sense of normalcy and I hadn't touched alcohol since that night, which was all she asked of me. But I knew she deserved far better than anything I could ever offer her so the weeked she was gone I packed a few books and clothes and one picture of her--my favorite picture--which has never left my presence, and I never looked back. I felt almost heroic at the time, as if I was saving her life by breaking her heart. I see things much more starkly now, after so many years, but I really thought I was, for the first time in my small, worthless life, doing something courageous, something difficult, painful, sacrificial, heroic. That was 35 years ago and not a single day has gone by that I haven't thought of her. Some memories have faded, but not the intensity of my love for her or my sorrow for what I did to her.

So that is four deaths, at least, that I have caused in my life. But karma is a peculiar thing and it does not allow us to hide or defer our just rewards. This I know because in the last 16 months I have lost my beautiful daughter, my wife of 26 years, my young granddaughter and two sisters. All but one sister died unexpectedly and tragically. With each of their deaths went a large part of my reason for living. My wife and daughter and granddaughter each, as they entered my life, gave me a reason I did not previously have to live. Now they are gone and with them all motivation for me to continue with my lifelong struggle with pain, emptiness and isolation.

So this is my farewell. We've never met, but for me, tonight, would you please hug someone you love, or make a call to that old friend you have been putting off for too long. Smile at a stranger, make love to your girl like she's the only woman on earth, play a board game with your child, make dinner for a sick neighbor. Do something more than surf for porn. For me. Just once.

Farewell, friends.

Pres. Clinton today on Gov. Romney, "There�s no question that in terms of getting up and going to the office and, you know, basically performing the essential functions of the office, a man who�s been governor and had a sterling business career crosses the qualification threshold." (source: Christian Science Monitor, Liz Marlantes, June 1, 2012)

Pres. Clinton showing his agreement with Democrat Mayor Booker that Mitt Romney's time a Bain Capital was a "sterling business career".

So who do you agree with Democrats? A success like Bill Clinton or a miserable failure like Barak Obama?

I'm 22 years old, and I've never had any form of sex with a woman. I do consider myself to be straight, but last night and well into this morning I was drinking alone and said fuck it. I contacted a guy who posted an ad on craigslist. I went to his apartment at about 5am. He sucked my dick for about 20 minutes but I couldn't get hard and I never ejaculated. It still felt really good. The other guy complained his jaw was sore and he had to stop. I guess I'm a failure. I still don't think I"m gay.