I'm a heavy set white guy that is bi. I really want to to be taken by another man and held in his basement or barn and used for his sexual gratification. Broken to his will.
Ideally he would castrate me and put me on hormones to make me grow tits, and make me wear women's clothes in public after he has broken me to his will. I wouldn't have an identity of my own, I'd just be his girlfriend.
My ultimate fantasy would be for this to be a black or native american man and I'd be his white BBW bitch. Maybe after I'm gelded he would share my ass and mouth with his friends.
