Few weeks back, I got a sympathy hand job from a married friend. We were out, with a big group of friends, and I was the one who drove her home. It was late, and I was horny, and I proposed to her to got my place, to a night cap, but she declined, saying something like "you forgot I am married". I said I am sorry, and that the loneliness is bursting out of me. When I stopped at the parking lot in front of her building, she surprised me, and reached for my crotch. I went for a kiss, but she backed off, with a smile. Tried to pull her head down, and all I got was "don't push it, I shouldn't even be doing this".
She did let me feel her tits, through the clothes. I was done pretty fast, and she smiled, as she watched me shoot my load.
"Now you can sleep well," she said, and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I felt pathetic after this, and happy at the same time.
I guess it is better than nothing.